
Bemoan
Eye opening
Heartbreaking Harsh
Realazation You'll Bemoan Over
The Ghost
Of Life's
Reason to Dwell
Burst
Mad and Frustrated
Bursting open
like a Summer Blue Berry
Then squashed
Masticated
Swallowing my pride
Laying down
Surrendering
like
1 berry in a pie shell
Fell like
Walls are filled with writtings
Fights
Joys
Memories both good or bad
The Corners
Are where
A new chapter
Stained
Her tear stained eyes
wept Ice droplets
Shades of periwinkle blue
Burr!
Her broken hearts
protective woolen blanket
was Itchy
And Pertubing
She could not
Wave off the irony
the Grains of Sand
From Life's hourglass
left her beyond bitter
No Potions
Lotion or well meant Emotions
Could mend such Disdain
another droplet fell
Shell
Harder on myself
Than most others
Mothers pass
Counsel gone
Looking inwards
Still focused on outside
I try to smile at myself
But it's a joke
Feels burdensome
Lonely but never alone
Existence
Resistance
Compliance
Contemplating My own Navel
Loving Your Shell
Is
The Most Intangible of All
Doc..U killed Me
You fed Me Meds
To clear
My Crazy Head
Watched me Gain
100's of pounds
My bodies
Now failing
Doc..I should take
U! For JAILING
YOU WIN DOC
IM DEAD
F...OFF
I SAID
From the coffin
Use your head
More often
Merlin
I watched You Un-age
Peeling off the age spots
Walking backwards
through time
Amazing Mage
Rebuking affliction
Untethered guilt
Like spiderweb
Unwinding and releasing
In every reversed step
Merlin's Beard
Disapears
film rolls backwards
Rites of passage revisited
Womb bound
Hello Mother
I am here
Let's go forward now
Again
So...I write
My Mind is a Fine Mind
I can hear beyound
My four walls
Smells of grandma's cooking lingers in my memories
The Peacock reminds Me
God is an Artist
Common ground
Heartache
Contentment found
Exploration
Why not Share?
So ...I write
The Shopping List
In Loves Quest
It's always best
To make a shopping list
Sexy
Smart
Curvy or Curley
Narrow it down
Know exactly what
You want in your love cart
Not a cheater....
Prefer a reader....?
Make a shopping List
It to your advantage
Take nothing for granted
You'll end up with Shit
In your cart
If you dont
Find your self worthy
Make your list
Oh Those Eyes
His Eyes
a familiarity...
A Poem You read Over and Over
Large Almond Shaped Saucers
Cookie Crumbs Treats
Deep Methodical Clues
To a Land
Nodding
Brows Shadding
Pools you wanted to dive into
Something forbidden
Yet
Familiar
Nights stars above
Every time I try to close My eyes
There they are Like memories
Carmel flecked Sundaes
Off limit
Foretold
Forebodden
Formidable
Another day
Here I go There You are
In front of me beside me
Eyes meeting Energy exchanging
Get out of my reach
Get out of my memories
Out of sight
Out of mind
Blink
Blink
Oh Those Eyes