Star Struck
The grey in his eyes makes me happy,
reminds me of love,
I feel like soaring in the air like a dove,
though most would think me sappy,
Imagining him makes me fluttered,
to the point my butterflies,
almost reject delicious custard,
Filling my head with lies,
negativity returns,
To be with him my heart urns,
all the stars in the sky,
can not amount to the sparkle in his eyes,
At the thought I try not to cry,
because to be without him would be my demise.
Gaze of Grey
Stormy nights
Flood through my familiar snowy wonderland
If you were to free the ice
Open your heart
Soul not really cold
Love of gold
to say I love you is an understatement
Freeze my gaze once more
Wrap me up in a sweet embrace
Washing up on your cool beach is a dream
The homely feeling of swimming
Seal my lips with yours
Read my heart open and understand my pain
That floods me like a rain
Forever
Friday night dance,
I fall into a trance,
Your gaze captivates me,
Any time of the week we,
Dance in the moonlight,
Any song, any beat.
Holiday spent,
Forever together,
No missing, because you’re here with me.
You and I, its like now or never,
Only forever,
Are we together,
Oh christmas,
I miss this, I miss us.
You’re all I want,
All I need,
All the time,
When all I can rhyme,
Is time with mine.
Your time,
With me,
It’s meant to be.
Can’t wait till Christmas eve,
At the least,
Won’t you join me?
Thoughts
Taped to the pictures of the past,
This isn’t what I’ve asked,
It’s barely in my grasp,
You’re who I long to be with,
Why I keep hoping,
Holding onto a string.
This isn’t a one time thing,
Or a simple fling,
All I want is to be bound,
And found,
By you in a ring,
I desire,
It’s required,
Get together,
Forever.
Let’s light this fire,
So we can retire,
To the heavens,
In the clouds above,
This blazing fire in me,
It’s our love.
You
Only you can have my heart,
Hold it under lock and key,
Yours for eternity,
Love me,
Forever and always,
Infinity is the only way.
Christmas,
Is the only thing I want to miss,
Because I want you by my side,
All day and night,
Here to love me,
And stay with me.
I only want you,
To stay here next to me.
Your happiness is my top priority,
I hope you know its not temporary,
I go out of my way,
I know you do too,
To make each other feel wanted, and cared for,
I know you’ll be there for me,
You’re the only one I want there to be,
To end up with me in the end.
You are everything I want,
But you’re all I need,
I no longer have greed,
I have one desire,
And you are the required,
One and only on my list.
Be it christmas, easter, halloween, a birthday,
All I really want to put on that list of wish,
Is you, and maybe a kiss,
I want nothing more,
You can’t find that in the store.
Hugs
My heart sings for you
Every beat
Every flutter
I feel weak as butter.
In your arms
I know you mean no harm
I want this embrace
To out last the human race
I mean above
With our love
Kiss me slow
Hold me so
Your warmth brings me delight.
The cloud I stand on
I hope it won’t land back on
The ground
Oh, to be with you is heaven bound.
Thoughts 2
Hope,
I can not cope.
I don’t want to go on like this,
Fore it is you I miss.
Why does the future scare me so?
Why did you have to go?
I want things like they used to be,
I with you and you with me.
I’m not sure how much longer,
How much more my heart can take,
I risk now,
Hoping in the now,
That you’ll hear me,
In my plea,
But alas,
I lay here on my ass,
Wishing and praying,
For you to come saying,
You feel the same,
I have the recurring thought it was just a game..
I wish I could wake up from this nightmare,
And you’d still be here, far from there.
Holding me in your arms,
Assuring me you’re going nowhere,
From there I’d relax,
And ask,
If you still loved me too,
With a smile you’d reply
“Of course I do.”
Thoughts 3
The rose petals of my heart flourish with you,
And wilt when you’re gone,
Really gone,
You’ve helped me open my heart again,
I would recommend,
I should wake up.
I see you in my dreams,
I wasn’t lying when I said you were my dream,
And I miss you,
Hate that you’re not here,
If only I could do something,
I feel so useless.
You’re there and I’m here,
Half way across the country there.
I want to be as happy as my dreams,
God tell me what it means!
I see you one night and you’re away the next,
I think the real you is the best,
Dance, trance, prance,
It’s all the same,
It’s all fun to me but it’s not a game.
You are not a game,
I remember when I first learned your name,
I didn’t commit things to memory,
But I tried with you, really.
I wanted to learn about you,
I still do.
You were so patient and kind,
I still want you to be mine,
I just hope the future has the same in mind..
Us
My love knows no ends,
Can we make amends?
I don’t want to forget,
but let’s move on from it.
Kisses and hugs like nothing happened over distance,
But between you and me,
It’ll always haunt my heart with the pain of losing you.
Our future is still up to us,
Together let’s make it about us.
A unit,
you and I.
Ive heard that when you marry, you and your partner become one,
I’m not sure if it’s on a spiritual level too,
but you and I are already one,
Can you see that?
We’ve been through ups and downs,
But that’s normal,
As long as we keep our feet on the grounds
Of reality now and then.
But oh your gaze,
I can’t resist.