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Abusive Relationship
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Hero Complex

Oh, I brought you into the great country

Oh, I gave you a roof over your head

Oh, I fed your starving belly

Oh, I paid all the bills

           I did

           THIS

And                 THIS

               

            And 

          THAT

Am

The Hero!!

But the fact is!

You ruined my entire life

You put me into isolated cell

You fed me unhealthy greasy food 

And caused me to lose my own business

YOU 

.

TOOK

.

MY 

.

FREEDOM!!

And your "Hero-ness" is nothing but hero complex.

You didn't love me. You loved my appearance. 

When I asked you; why do you love me?

You answered; you're handsome.

And continued to petting me 》》》》》[STOP!]

. . .

I'll get off here. 

#her #hero #complex #abusive #relationship

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Abusive Relationship
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Hero Complex
Oh, I brought you into the great country
Oh, I gave you a roof over your head
Oh, I fed your starving belly
Oh, I paid all the bills

           I did
           THIS
And                 THIS

               
            And 
          THAT



Am

The Hero!!


But the fact is!

You ruined my entire life
You put me into isolated cell
You fed me unhealthy greasy food 
And caused me to lose my own business


YOU 
.
TOOK
.
MY 
.
FREEDOM!!


And your "Hero-ness" is nothing but hero complex.
You didn't love me. You loved my appearance. 
When I asked you; why do you love me?
You answered; you're handsome.
And continued to petting me 》》》》》[STOP!]
. . .
I'll get off here. 



#her #hero #complex #abusive #relationship
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Nickname

 

They call me human, but I believe in science, so I didn't believe.

We are survivals.

#philosophy #ecology #survivals #reality

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Nickname
 

They call me human, but I believe in science, so I didn't believe.
We are survivals.

#philosophy #ecology #survivals #reality
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Seasons/Don't/Matter

I'm like a sandstone rock in the desert

That sucks-in the rain but still dry

Kick it, bash it! won't complain

The sun fries it but still silent

It's sandstone, hard and dry

                                        / /

                                       When winter growls it doesn't run away 

                                       The winds doesn't break or move it

                                       But it sits still on its sandy cracks 

                                       Seasons come, and seasons go 

                                       And it's the same sandstone 

#hashtag

                                   

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Seasons/Don't/Matter
I'm like a sandstone rock in the desert
That sucks-in the rain but still dry
Kick it, bash it! won't complain
The sun fries it but still silent
It's sandstone, hard and dry
                                        / /
                                       When winter growls it doesn't run away 
                                       The winds doesn't break or move it
                                       But it sits still on its sandy cracks 
                                       Seasons come, and seasons go 
                                       And it's the same sandstone 


#hashtag
                                   
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Depressed

I'm so sad and depressed 

My thoughts are locked

My feelings are fucked

The emptiness got to me 

Really badly and sucked

I'll probably keep drinking

And watch my life-

Watch my life 

Sinking before my own eyes

And maybe just give up 

On everything

And let my thoughts drift 

Into the emptiness and dive

I just lost the desire

I even lost the words

Even thought my thoughts 

On fire! Just no desire.

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Depressed
I'm so sad and depressed 
My thoughts are locked
My feelings are fucked
The emptiness got to me 
Really badly and sucked

I'll probably keep drinking
And watch my life-
Watch my life 
Sinking before my own eyes
And maybe just give up 
On everything
And let my thoughts drift 
Into the emptiness and dive

I just lost the desire
I even lost the words
Even thought my thoughts 
On fire! Just no desire.
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.",:';Trash Can Head;':,".

My head used to be like a neat warehouse 

Keeps everything in place

The cheap goods in place

And the expensive in another

Sorts bad from good

And keeps the trash aside

In a trash can

But the world and filthy people

Ruined it

And it's now became nothing

But a trash can 

That holds everything as a thing

Just a thing...

People keep dumping 

Their trash into it

Like it was a trash can

And it's becoming 

Heavier and heavier

The trash started to fall off 

And the trash can 

Started to crack 

From its heavy weight

Please people, keep your environment clean because-

It will reflect on your own health somehow.

I know that you're a human being

But! just try to work harder.

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.",:';Trash Can Head;':,".
My head used to be like a neat warehouse 
Keeps everything in place
The cheap goods in place
And the expensive in another
Sorts bad from good
And keeps the trash aside
In a trash can

But the world and filthy people
Ruined it
And it's now became nothing
But a trash can 
That holds everything as a thing
Just a thing...

People keep dumping 
Their trash into it
Like it was a trash can
And it's becoming 
Heavier and heavier

The trash started to fall off 
And the trash can 
Started to crack 
From its heavy weight

Please people, keep your environment clean because-
It will reflect on your own health somehow.
I know that you're a human being
But! just try to work harder.
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Locked-in

Shhh...

I'm not here

I'm there

Somewhere

In there

There's silenceee

Sssssss . . .

Echoes

In darkness

It's so dark in here

No light existent

I'm so scared

I fear

This atmosphere

I fear

My life

Sounds not real

Real... Real... Real...

This life is real

My pain is real

My heartache

Severe

I've lost my words

Into silence

I've lost my thoughts

Into emptiness

I've losttt--

My conscious n e s s

I'm d r o w n .     .

                               .

                               ing

Deeper • .

Fall           ⊙

______i            ○

________n            ○

__________g           °

Into nothingness -->  .  <--

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Locked-in
Shhh...
I'm not here
I'm there
Somewhere
In there
There's silenceee
Sssssss . . .
Echoes
In darkness
It's so dark in here
No light existent
I'm so scared
I fear
This atmosphere
I fear
My life
Sounds not real
Real... Real... Real...
This life is real
My pain is real
My heartache
Severe
I've lost my words
Into silence
I've lost my thoughts
Into emptiness
I've losttt--
My conscious n e s s

I'm d r o w n .     .
                               .
                               ing
Deeper • .

Fall           ⊙
______i            ○
________n            ○
__________g           °
Into nothingness -->  .  <--
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Please

Humans don't make my life harder

Because I got too long days to live

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Please
Humans don't make my life harder
Because I got too long days to live
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I am Who I am

was diving into my mind... and lost between an old painful thoughts, tough present, and missing future. I went asking myself, which one of these am I? just lost my identity. But here I'm! Back to my reality, to my today where I engrave my tomorrow. I am the past, I am the present, and tomorrow... I'm me. I'm the journey. 

I found this piece on facebook, I was wrote it about 4 years ago. I thought I'd share it with you all. 

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I am Who I am
was diving into my mind... and lost between an old painful thoughts, tough present, and missing future. I went asking myself, which one of these am I? just lost my identity. But here I'm! Back to my reality, to my today where I engrave my tomorrow. I am the past, I am the present, and tomorrow... I'm me. I'm the journey. 

I found this piece on facebook, I was wrote it about 4 years ago. I thought I'd share it with you all. 
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Call It Fiction

I don't want to write about my childhood 

Because I don't want anyone to know about it

I don't want to tell you about the child who suffered 

Pains and tears and bloods, at the best days of his life

I don't want anyone to know the child who didn't

Get to wear new clothes like the rest of the children 

The child who wore clothes from the other children 

After it was soaked in their sweat of playful times

The child who wore pair of shoes with opened sole 

Like a hungry mouth eating trash and dirt of my roads

A hardened plastic shoes that cut open my skin at every step 

The child who was forced to go to work with his father

In a harsh environment that adults can barely afford 

The child who had work with half-opened eyes

And wrinkled forehead under the sun, inhaling dust

The child who meant to be born to be the little brother

To an older brother who just wanted a cane to lean on

A handy cane and also profit tool at his work too

I don't want you to know about the child who had to 

Leave school for being humiliated everyday in class

For school expenses payment delays in front of the whole class

And had to work at the age of 11 years old to support himself

To not ask his father for be a father, but to be on his own

The child who were beaten on his naked skin with a piece 

Of leather or stick for not going to work on the holydays

Because he wanted to be child a for one day, but didn't show a tear

The child who cried himself to sleep every night from hearing

His parents curses and wishes him death under bus or train wheels

Everytime he tried to stand up for himself or only!

For not waking up for work from the first call

After sleeping at work on the sidewalk for days and weeks

With half sleeves shirt covering his skin in February 

And when he gets back home they humiliate him 

For eating from their food that he doesn't deserve

The child who looked at the train tracks everyday while coming from work

And just wanted to let go of all the pains he held in his heart

But he did not do so because he cared about his family and friends

And did not want them to feel pain, did not want to be the pain

Sorry, but I can't tell you about my childhood 

Because I didn't have one.

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Call It Fiction
I don't want to write about my childhood 
Because I don't want anyone to know about it
I don't want to tell you about the child who suffered 
Pains and tears and bloods, at the best days of his life
I don't want anyone to know the child who didn't
Get to wear new clothes like the rest of the children 
The child who wore clothes from the other children 
After it was soaked in their sweat of playful times
The child who wore pair of shoes with opened sole 
Like a hungry mouth eating trash and dirt of my roads
A hardened plastic shoes that cut open my skin at every step 
The child who was forced to go to work with his father
In a harsh environment that adults can barely afford 
The child who had work with half-opened eyes
And wrinkled forehead under the sun, inhaling dust
The child who meant to be born to be the little brother
To an older brother who just wanted a cane to lean on
A handy cane and also profit tool at his work too
I don't want you to know about the child who had to 
Leave school for being humiliated everyday in class
For school expenses payment delays in front of the whole class
And had to work at the age of 11 years old to support himself
To not ask his father for be a father, but to be on his own
The child who were beaten on his naked skin with a piece 
Of leather or stick for not going to work on the holydays
Because he wanted to be child a for one day, but didn't show a tear
The child who cried himself to sleep every night from hearing
His parents curses and wishes him death under bus or train wheels
Everytime he tried to stand up for himself or only!
For not waking up for work from the first call
After sleeping at work on the sidewalk for days and weeks
With half sleeves shirt covering his skin in February 
And when he gets back home they humiliate him 
For eating from their food that he doesn't deserve
The child who looked at the train tracks everyday while coming from work
And just wanted to let go of all the pains he held in his heart
But he did not do so because he cared about his family and friends
And did not want them to feel pain, did not want to be the pain
Sorry, but I can't tell you about my childhood 
Because I didn't have one.
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One-Of-You Letter

Break up your chains people! 

See through yourselves

You are not weak

But chained up by weakness 

Unleash your fury of creativity 

Your intelligence, your grit!

And break up your chains

Find the way out of your sorrow 

Light up your own path

Release your free spirit

And see the way out 

Of your sorrow

CREATE YOUR HAPPINESS 

And if words are so easy than actions 

Then challenge yourself!!

And see how much you can do

Because you can!!

Ask yourself new questions 

And look for answers 

Tell me...

What can you do?!

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One-Of-You Letter
Break up your chains people! 
See through yourselves
You are not weak
But chained up by weakness 
Unleash your fury of creativity 
Your intelligence, your grit!
And break up your chains
Find the way out of your sorrow 
Light up your own path
Release your free spirit
And see the way out 
Of your sorrow
CREATE YOUR HAPPINESS 
And if words are so easy than actions 
Then challenge yourself!!
And see how much you can do
Because you can!!
Ask yourself new questions 
And look for answers 
Tell me...
What can you do?!
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