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Followed The Flow~~

I'm sorry!

I knew...

I shouldn't have 

loved you~♡~

I shouldn't have 

Looked into 

Your eyes`'⊙,⊙`'

And follow the flow~~

 

But I loved you~♡~

I looked into your eyes

And followed the flow~~

I didn't mean-

I didn't want to

But your eyes was 

Wide open to my soul

My heart was waiting 

For the healer angel 

And when my eyes 

Saw you~^♡^~

I followed the flow~~

I'm sorry...

I shouldn't have-

Loved you~♡~

But I just did 

And I don't know

What to do?....¿¡?'''?¡¿

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Followed The Flow~~
I'm sorry!
I knew...
I shouldn't have 
loved you~♡~
I shouldn't have 
Looked into 
Your eyes`'⊙,⊙`'
And follow the flow~~
 
But I loved you~♡~
I looked into your eyes
And followed the flow~~
I didn't mean-
I didn't want to

But your eyes was 
Wide open to my soul
My heart was waiting 
For the healer angel 
And when my eyes 
Saw you~^♡^~
I followed the flow~~

I'm sorry...
I shouldn't have-
Loved you~♡~
But I just did 
And I don't know
What to do?....¿¡?'''?¡¿
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Wasted Childhood >-And-Never-Coming-Back->

It's good to be a child

It's good to live your childhood 

To have someone who cares for you

To make you feel like you

Meant the world to them

Make you happy with deep

And gentle touch of love

Touch of love!...

That makes you feel alive 

To buy you toys and clothes 

To rub up your hair scalp

It's good to have someone who

Truly loves you unconditionally 

Who passes their backhand 

Across your innocent cheek

While looking into your eyes

And softly whispering...

I love you!

And if you ever feel  like crying 

Go ahead!...Feel free to do so

Because they will be there for you

They will wipe away your crystal tears 

Before it touches the floor

And give you a along...warm hug 

And tuck you in into their hearts

And mess up your hair with soft fingers

Like yearns and warmth across your veins

It's good to be a child, but even better!

If you get to live it...which I didn't.

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Wasted Childhood >-And-Never-Coming-Back->
It's good to be a child
It's good to live your childhood 
To have someone who cares for you
To make you feel like you
Meant the world to them
Make you happy with deep
And gentle touch of love
Touch of love!...
That makes you feel alive 
To buy you toys and clothes 
To rub up your hair scalp
It's good to have someone who
Truly loves you unconditionally 
Who passes their backhand 
Across your innocent cheek
While looking into your eyes
And softly whispering...
I love you!
And if you ever feel  like crying 
Go ahead!...Feel free to do so
Because they will be there for you
They will wipe away your crystal tears 
Before it touches the floor
And give you a along...warm hug 
And tuck you in into their hearts
And mess up your hair with soft fingers
Like yearns and warmth across your veins
It's good to be a child, but even better!
If you get to live it...which I didn't.
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Deep Surface

What's in the world? 

Who wants the blood?

Who wants the war?

Who wants the broken hearts? 

After the absence returned 

From its death on the flamed borders 

The absence that was buried under

The dirt and blood of their guilt 

The ones with the flag in their hand 

And bullet in the pockets

....

Who wants the broken hearts? 

The ones that soaked into sweat

On New York subway at 3:00 am

Returning from the same portal

The hearts who are being broken 

Over...and over...and over...

Because they are broken

From the harsh desert

To the deep ocean

Who made the world but I ?

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Deep Surface
What's in the world? 
Who wants the blood?
Who wants the war?
Who wants the broken hearts? 
After the absence returned 
From its death on the flamed borders 
The absence that was buried under
The dirt and blood of their guilt 
The ones with the flag in their hand 
And bullet in the pockets
....
Who wants the broken hearts? 
The ones that soaked into sweat
On New York subway at 3:00 am
Returning from the same portal
The hearts who are being broken 
Over...and over...and over...
Because they are broken
From the harsh desert
To the deep ocean
Who made the world but I ?
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Drips

Drips...drip...drip....

In my heart 

On my flesh

Drips...drips...drips...

To the soul calling

For the flesh drowning 

For soul growing

Drip on my cheeks

How much strengths

Kept I to dree

Drips talking for lips

Flames the silence 

Burns non sinner's sins

Phantom drips

For pains are real

Bodies in fear

And world unfair

Drips...drips...drips...

Drips at the nights

Under the sun

In pixels ink

Drips...

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Drips
Drips...drip...drip....
In my heart 
On my flesh

Drips...drips...drips...

To the soul calling
For the flesh drowning 
For soul growing

Drip on my cheeks
How much strengths
Kept I to dree

Drips talking for lips
Flames the silence 
Burns non sinner's sins

Phantom drips
For pains are real
Bodies in fear
And world unfair

Drips...drips...drips...

Drips at the nights
Under the sun
In pixels ink

Drips...
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Wandering Soul #2

The soul lost at your door

The soul does not have the key

The door is invisible

How the soul can see?

Open up the door

Or give it the key

Otherwise...

Set me free

Open your home

Open up the door 

On the left sight

Let the soul in...

Or take your ink

Take your books and looks

And leave me the stories

Do not feel guilty

Or pity for them

Let them in

Or give them the way

If you don't want them in

They will survive anyway

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Wandering Soul #2
The soul lost at your door

The soul does not have the key

The door is invisible

How the soul can see?

Open up the door

Or give it the key

Otherwise...

Set me free


Open your home

Open up the door 

On the left sight


Let the soul in...


Or take your ink

Take your books and looks

And leave me the stories


Do not feel guilty

Or pity for them

Let them in

Or give them the way


If you don't want them in

They will survive anyway
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Warm Voice & Eyes' Glance

Please! Tell me

What just happened?

Your eyes' glance 

Your words

Your voice 

Your kindness

All of your

Action-reaction 

In my heart's

And soul's 

Detection 

You made me swim

Into your soul

So I read it all

And I showed you 

Mine too...

And you read it all

Then you saw 

My love for you

Floated and grew

I knew you saw 

I knew that love

You knew

So...

Is that is all?

Dropping me

Into empty hole!

Is that's really all? 

I trusted you with 

My heart and soul

I have nothing 

But I gave you 

My heart and soul 

I gave you all

Ask me a question! 

Did I ever hurt you?

What's with the glance 

In your eyes

And the warmth 

In your voice 

What did you 

Want me to do

I did see your soul

Your sadness 

Your anger

Your kindness 

And cruelty 

But I didn't see this

In advance

I gave you all

My heart and soul

And you put me into

Emptiness in dark hole

And left me to painful 

Soul...

What are you?

How kindness 

Becomes cruel? 

Why did you burn

My heart and soul?

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Warm Voice & Eyes' Glance
Please! Tell me
What just happened?

Your eyes' glance 
Your words
Your voice 
Your kindness
All of your
Action-reaction 
In my heart's
And soul's 
Detection 

You made me swim
Into your soul
So I read it all
And I showed you 
Mine too...
And you read it all
Then you saw 
My love for you
Floated and grew
I knew you saw 
I knew that love
You knew

So...

Is that is all?
Dropping me
Into empty hole!
Is that's really all? 

I trusted you with 
My heart and soul
I have nothing 
But I gave you 
My heart and soul 
I gave you all

Ask me a question! 
Did I ever hurt you?
What's with the glance 
In your eyes
And the warmth 
In your voice 
What did you 
Want me to do

I did see your soul
Your sadness 
Your anger
Your kindness 
And cruelty 
But I didn't see this
In advance

I gave you all
My heart and soul
And you put me into
Emptiness in dark hole
And left me to painful 
Soul...

What are you?
How kindness 
Becomes cruel? 
Why did you burn
My heart and soul?
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Forever~Love

I love you since forever

I love you since then

I love you now, here, there

And everywhere 

I love you again

Since forever....

What should I do?

I've left it all to you

I ran away and flew

I sang my heartbeats 

To everyone's ears

But my voice was silent 

And my mouth was shut

So they didn't hear

My love for you dear

Do you hear?

How you doing?

Tell me...

How do you feel?

I live in painful suffer

I live in emptiness 

With loneliness 

In a world

I fear

Do you hear?

Do you feel?

Would you like me to kneel?

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Forever~Love
I love you since forever
I love you since then
I love you now, here, there
And everywhere 
I love you again
Since forever....

What should I do?

I've left it all to you
I ran away and flew
I sang my heartbeats 
To everyone's ears
But my voice was silent 
And my mouth was shut
So they didn't hear
My love for you dear

Do you hear?
How you doing?
Tell me...
How do you feel?
I live in painful suffer
I live in emptiness 
With loneliness 
In a world
I fear

Do you hear?
Do you feel?
Would you like me to kneel?
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Confession/Statement (Please Read)

I mean...I really feel a lot of responsibility when someone likes or comments on my posts, it's simply like, when someone tell you 'thank you' and you should/have to reply back 'you're welcome!' So when I first started to write on prose which is my first online writing website ever, I really didn't care about socializing with other prosers and don't get me wrong I'm one of those people who need to socialize more than most. But when I got here I really needed to JUST WRITE! and though every like, comment, and repost really made me happier because it means appreciation but I'm not really of a reader more than a writer which I barely can do. However, as much I gain more popularity as I started to lose my innocence as an writer and reader. Why? That's the point! Because I now "have" to like people's posts as a "thank you" for liking my posts, but wait don't be judgemental I was not never ever liking something that I don't like or don't read at all and that's the second half of my point which is, "in sum" it's difficult for me to keep up with reading everyone's posts to give an honest feedback "like" or be an honest at all. Therefore, I honestly started to just like after I was reading even when I don't feel like reading, but i used to do so just for honesty, I generally like to read a lot especially rhythm poem but now except for rhythm poems I might read the most but not all and a lot of my reading even was skim reading. And I don't like myself this way! But I feel much better now that you all know the truth and most importantly, I need you to know that I won't be liking anything I didn't and REALLY liked it. Look I know there's a lot of people liking just for supporting other human being and I really respect that. In fact, I did the same but I'm just a little bit more complicated human being than many others whom are definitely better and stronger human beings than I am, but I really don't feel good about doing it, so please! Pardon me and exempt me from this. Again! I'm not criticizing anyone, I actually respect those people who tend to support others as they supported me as well, it's just about different mentality and beliefs that's all.

 Now and on I'll like what I like only! And I really really appreciate it if you do the same to me, please don't like my posts for compliance or support, I appreciate every like and comment for support but I'd be happier if earn it!

Thank you so much for reading and understanding! 

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Confession/Statement (Please Read)
I mean...I really feel a lot of responsibility when someone likes or comments on my posts, it's simply like, when someone tell you 'thank you' and you should/have to reply back 'you're welcome!' So when I first started to write on prose which is my first online writing website ever, I really didn't care about socializing with other prosers and don't get me wrong I'm one of those people who need to socialize more than most. But when I got here I really needed to JUST WRITE! and though every like, comment, and repost really made me happier because it means appreciation but I'm not really of a reader more than a writer which I barely can do. However, as much I gain more popularity as I started to lose my innocence as an writer and reader. Why? That's the point! Because I now "have" to like people's posts as a "thank you" for liking my posts, but wait don't be judgemental I was not never ever liking something that I don't like or don't read at all and that's the second half of my point which is, "in sum" it's difficult for me to keep up with reading everyone's posts to give an honest feedback "like" or be an honest at all. Therefore, I honestly started to just like after I was reading even when I don't feel like reading, but i used to do so just for honesty, I generally like to read a lot especially rhythm poem but now except for rhythm poems I might read the most but not all and a lot of my reading even was skim reading. And I don't like myself this way! But I feel much better now that you all know the truth and most importantly, I need you to know that I won't be liking anything I didn't and REALLY liked it. Look I know there's a lot of people liking just for supporting other human being and I really respect that. In fact, I did the same but I'm just a little bit more complicated human being than many others whom are definitely better and stronger human beings than I am, but I really don't feel good about doing it, so please! Pardon me and exempt me from this. Again! I'm not criticizing anyone, I actually respect those people who tend to support others as they supported me as well, it's just about different mentality and beliefs that's all.

 Now and on I'll like what I like only! And I really really appreciate it if you do the same to me, please don't like my posts for compliance or support, I appreciate every like and comment for support but I'd be happier if earn it!

Thank you so much for reading and understanding! 
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Read, But Read! Or Just Don't. Thank You!

You know dear readers? I'm telling myself right now, when you want to say something to someone or two or whole lot of them but you knew that it's not going to make any dam sense, Then don't say it! For example; I have A lot of things to say about some of people's behavior on this wonderful website but like I said, I knew it's not going to make any sense, so why even bother?! Then why I'm writing this boring nonsense post? Because we are here to write! Right? But some stuff I just keep for myself, because it won't make...

sense! 

Happy reading and writing, and learning and supporting, and lots more...  :)

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Read, But Read! Or Just Don't. Thank You!
You know dear readers? I'm telling myself right now, when you want to say something to someone or two or whole lot of them but you knew that it's not going to make any dam sense, Then don't say it! For example; I have A lot of things to say about some of people's behavior on this wonderful website but like I said, I knew it's not going to make any sense, so why even bother?! Then why I'm writing this boring nonsense post? Because we are here to write! Right? But some stuff I just keep for myself, because it won't make...
sense! 

Happy reading and writing, and learning and supporting, and lots more...  :)

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Cloud Song~

I eat and drink and sing a song

Depression consumed me 

I nowhere belong

It sings a song 

And I sing along

Drink and sing~

Drink and sing~

Cloud balloon 

Floating alone

Clap and sing

I sing along

Cloud Balloon

I sing alone

Nowhere belong

Drink and sing

Drift and write 

Is nowhere to hide

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Cloud Song~
I eat and drink and sing a song
Depression consumed me 
I nowhere belong
It sings a song 
And I sing along
Drink and sing~
Drink and sing~
Cloud balloon 
Floating alone
Clap and sing
I sing along
Cloud Balloon
I sing alone
Nowhere belong


Drink and sing
Drift and write 
Is nowhere to hide
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