Powerful pain in emptiness
Residing in blocks of heaviness
Such pure suffer not to with I miss
Descriptions, words, thoughts, all this useless
Cheerful crappier than everyday and all
No motivation, no cheerful nor even pushing a wall
It's all useless, senseless, worthless and hopeless
I want to squeeze my head, this piece of shit!
I want to defeat my weakness, i want it dead!
I disagree to agreement that I didn't sign up for
I refuse to accept fake one from the top
Write? fuck off, express yourself-hype? fuck off
Fuck off and fuck wisdom, fuck wisdom and
Before i forget! fuck goodness
Humanity shity lie..made up of sickness...
I kept up and going, I never let myself drowning!
My fucking thoughts kept going
My heart was not drowning, but where am I going?
To emptiness! to the depths of darkness!
Well...now I'm drowning
Drowning...drying...and now! my heart is dying
My sense of life my thoughts and power!
Trust me friend...not helping even a cold shower
Yes, I can't fucking keep going, now I'm drowning
Just now I can't keep going, my strengths drifting
To nowhere going, nowhere but emptiness...
And fucking depths of darkness
Write and let it out? My friend! trust me!...
It's very well hidden
Guess what? it's not even written
It never was out no matter how much it was written
It's very well hidden
Even when i attend...pretend...fake a smile to fit!
Can't hide it, I tried hard to fit and yet! it hit
Chit, chat, shit. why I even fight to fit?
Tell you what ? humans are shit
Sorry for insulating you-
It's nothing from what I get
Oh! it...did I tell you about it?
Well, it basically not me, but it
It's haunting me but I can't get rid of it
And I don't like it
Do you know that best friend?
Well...that's pretty much what's like to have it
Best friend but crap, cruel and not a glass of
Beer to fool, and selfish as shit. that's about it!
I like me and myself hates it
Good heart and intelligence into abandoned body
Cruel world full of shit
Flesh I ate, blood I drank and to you Jesus pried
It doesn't look like I gained
No pains were taken off of my chest
Maybe the cross wasn't great enough?
No, I don't think so, it's ain't
I think the blood was just paint
Why crying? why everyday cruel like another?
Why fucking science...discoveries...and why even suffers?
NASA, developed this great jet, let's go...
let's go get some samples from Mars to study it...
Learn how to fit with education and grit
Oh yeah, hit me hit..I'm tired of this shit!
Psychology, biology, Astrology..why it always ends with "ology"?!
Science and technology! I owe you an apology
Without you! I could not write this prose
On brighten light screen in teeny tiny pixels
That only Science! can superimpose
After science was discovered the cause
Guh...whatever, this prose taking forever
I have not even thought of it at all...
Never, ever, forever...blah..blah
Anyways, it was some memories and thoughts
That floated and onto my mind hopped
After all, I'll get some sleep and when I get up
Wash my teeth up, shower up and on any bus i hop
Go to work, then school, and as long as myself standing up...
I will never give up!
Let's wrap-up this hose
Because my eyes started to close
So, goodnight all, see you later prose.