I fantasize about being free, absolutely free. This fantasy of mine lives inside me for many years now, and it drives me insane. It drives me insane because I can’t be free. I have to work the job that I hate, and I have to work among those who I hate from the bottom of my soul.

Why do I hate them?

I hate them because they are bad people. They like to stab others in the back just for pleasure. They suck up to the bosses, thinking the bosses care about them. Are these people so stupid they do not realize they are, as am I, just the slaves of a corrupted system? It seems they are.

But while they don’t have any dreams or fantasies, I do. I fantasize about exploring this big and beautiful world. I fantasize about living life to the fullest, breathing the fresh air, and living without any worries in the world.

Unfortunately, that will remain just a fantasy. I don’t dare to leave the job I hate and wander off into the unknown. I will remain a slave of the corrupted system, work some meaningless job, get paid in peanuts, and die eventually.

Rare are those who get to live their fantasies. Maybe I will be among them one day. Maybe…

I know your pain

Yes, that pain

Solitude is its name

And it hurts a lot

But remember that pain makes you stronger

And the more you bathe in it

The more you will learn to embrace it

And in the end, nothing will hurt you anymore

Peace…

Peace is a piece of fiction

Something most desire

But the few don’t allow

They bathe in the tears

Of a billion innocents

They bathe in blood money

And devour the souls of the innocents

Peace is something we all want

But peace is something we’ll never have

For the wicked will never allow us

To live out our lives with smiles upon our faces

Someday

I will find love

I will love

Someday

I will beat Solitude

I will be free

Moon dreams of sun

Stars dance across the universe

Universe grows unto eternity

And I all alone stare at them

Dreaming about you

You who are somewhere out there

The light to my darkness

The cure to my illness

The joy to my sorrow

My perfect soulmate