What I Deeply Want
My greatest desire is to grow old with my family.
- My deepest hope always
The ginger taste of tea lingered in the dark, the aroma wafted through the peaceful sleeping city. I am standing at the window with hot tea with ginger flavor, I miss you, my lord, for our peaceful feasts, it hurts me now to remember, not to return from what it hurts and only ginger tea warms the soul and your peaceful look blocks the pain outward.
"The best revenge is acting like you don't care."
"One chance turns into two and two chances turn into too many."
"Some people don't change... They just find new ways to lie."
"So far, you've survived 100% of your worst days. You're doing great."
"One of the happiest moments in life is when you find the courage to let of what you can't change."
"Trust is earned, respect is given, loyality is demonstrated--Betrayal of any one of those is to lose all three."
"Something I learned about people...If they do it once, they'll do it again."
"Before you forgive them, remember they tried to get away with it."
Q: Hey girl, want to play Carpenter? First we get hammered, then I nail you.
A: You don’t have enough wood.
Lover of my soul
I place my hands on the keyboard in hopes to create.
God, The Creator, created me in his image, His likeness.
It is my nature to create, using words like my Father.
As I take on the Likeness of my Messiah and King.
I grow in His path of touching the heart of the reader.
The Spirit guides my hands on the keyboard.
In this fashion, I might touch a soul to desire His love.
God is Love and His creation shouts in Praise to the Creator.
The mountains, trees, and every living thing is HIS STORY!
The Word came and dwelled with us, Yes He is LORD.
Therefore, to write each word, to be more like the lover of my soul, I write.
Passion and Desire
As The Whole world sleeps
I can not,
I focus on a calming breath.
Slowly in, and one, two, release.
Less than a minute later,
I forget, it switches back,
Once again, evening scenes,
Reload, rewind, repeat, and pause.
The Routine didn’t change,
Usual places with familiar faces.
Myself and a friend, laughing and chatting,
Then what seemed usual, rearranged.
Senses suddenly aware of a change in the air,
It was almost magnetic in evolution,
a force that overcame will with power,
I closed of my eyes and tried to feel its name,
This vision came, a projected fantasy,
frame by frame.
The man was me, in the dream,
Familiar it seemed although,
Vaguely, I knew this was a new station, Finely tuned to a new musical theme.
As inside me, a desire realizing,
Flint on steel, sparking up, fireflies like lightning.
Instinct rising and upstanding,
The hairs upon my neck, electric.
While Dangerous alarms went suddenly wild.
Clarity is the world of passion,
As passion celebrates an awakening attraction,
Happening truth is the undeniable energy,
Just one step closer toward this friend,
And lightly I brushed a touch.
Rushing blood heart beats awakening,
Temporal confidence is surging with potential,
Forgotten breath and in this beating chest a skip it did,
Almost nervous, almost afraid,
A Devine taste of something sacred,
A hand slowly shifts,
a string pulls a dream,
Like a light switch click,
harmonic vibrations set free the tone.
Never a word or a thought, this meaning was the silent feeling,
Eye to Eye, faithful hands, so delicately devoted,
Courage was bravely holding fate,
Her clothes mocking, a gesture of layered secrecy
Almost real, the question, shall I seek out this mystery,
Lying Beneath her silky armor,
is her most sacred honor.
As a masculine need takes control,
Her defiance instantly deflates, and a reflex embraces,
A shared sense of glowing growth
She knows her beautiful soul is connected,
So Down this road they both will go.
Upon the wall her shadow stands,
Upon the shadow lays a mans hand,
Softly across her it slides, up her shoulders blade,
Floating without a thought toward
The bare skin upon her neck.
Sudden sensations, true connection.
Lightly fingers trace the shape of each other’s impression,
As one presses the other does follows,
until closer, closure In it soon ensues.
beginning this tingling awakens,
skin on skin,
And at last the frozen breath,
lost and found,
From her lips a soft moan pleads pleasure,
The harmonic tone vibrates itself into a symphony,
A sound felt fire of flame.
The taste of desire, resonating within,
The journey begins as her head falls to her left,
The vampires un-resistible temptation,
pulsating in arterial revelation.
He seizes her will in his,
in each other a chill does rise.
As his face passes her necklace of golden lace,
He stops ever so close,
her earrings sparkle in his eyes,
And as soft as a humming birds wing,
In this, is my honor
This moment is alone
It’s for me to show you
The exact nature of your power,
The desire you inspire
The attraction of undeniable Passion.
This is a place and it’s well within reach,
As the world ends and time stands still,
All I wish is to know is your soul intertwined around mine.
From Within the depths of the ocean seas,
A breath of creation,
Release yourself to know the way,
The way you feel,
When I be me, and you be you,
Discover this true experience,
Fearless and ferocious
Hold nothing back.
Show me the true beauty of
Your naked soul.
I alone demand to know.
As the whole world sleeps
I can not.
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