There are so many times everyday, where I lose myself to a daydream. So much detail, so much emotion. Like it could be truly real if only I knew how to reach out and make it so.
And then I'm dragged back, kicking and screaming into a reality where I've already given up most days. Where I'm just a guy with a head full of stories that no one can ever truly know.
I feel like if I really knew how to show them, people might be able to draw strength from them. To learn about themselves through the eyes and tongues of people they will never see. Places that agonizingly only exist in the naive and twisted psyche of just another human artist among infinite others.
I'd like that. I'd really like that.
But the war against myself takes up whatever time I might spend making my reality the kind of dream that I live out in my mind every single day.
A war with rules, no limit on the way that my mind commits untold war crimes on me every single day. The weight of every possible mistake multiplied by a margin so large that it loses meaning.
What kind of god would create a being that exists with the talent to bring impossible tales of wonder and growth to life, but is chained and tortured by that same talent, left alone on the outside of the things they create?
A stranger looking in.
Maybe I'm just another egotistical asshole. Who knows...
Memories
Yesterday, I drank tea at 12 noon.
Was it chamomile or black tea?
I have a lot of them, but I can’t remember which one.
Yesterday, my dearest brother called, and we spoke for a long time.
We talked about our childhood home.
It was a bungalow, but we shared the compound with others.
In front of us, there was a large open field.
My brother and I played there with the neighborhood kids.
Our favorite game was football.
There were 5 girls and 4 boys, all ranging from ages 6 to 10.
My brother was the oldest, and we had two teams.
It feels like yesterday; I remember it just like it was yesterday.
But I’m still not sure what tea I drank yesterday.
Soul©
A vessel for dreams
Falling apart at the seams
Just trying to figure it out
What all of this means
Lost in my head
And drowning in dread
Never feeling alive
Until I'm lying in bed
The strife of life
Like the edge of a knife
An obstacle born
To keep me from the light
But when the curtain of night
Descends on my plight
And I find myself weary
Of the endless fight
A world that is forevermore
Free of the war that we ignore
Is conjured forth from the darkened core
Of this faceless spark that you abhor
One day that life will not exist
Any light they shared will be sorely missed
And the spark they brought, from which you sought
To covet and sell, and care for naught
Will be the hope
They use for rope
When they hang your ass
In hell you dope
Let this be a lesson
To those who would steal
The endless expression
Of the things that we feel
No matter how hard
You devils may try
You can't put a price
On the stars in my eye
The Blame-Shifter’s Anthem
She made me do…
He made me do…
They drove me to…
People drove me to…
I didn’t want to…
I wanted to…
I didn’t choose to do…
But they drove me to…
It’s all their fault, they made me do…
You see, I wanted to…
I had decided to…
It’s all their fault, and the others’ too…
None of it’s mine, I always wanted to…
By Yomika
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You were viscously torn from the womb, ripped from the soft and subtle flesh of your loving mother.
The claws that resurrected you from the sac in her abdomen was the one of your own creation.
How did you, such a miniscule creature, and infant born of this world, manage to make such a heartless dark being of pure greed?
For it is not that you were a fetus of flesh, but you are a fetus of sin.
You are a traitor among the pure.
An anomaly in heaven.
Leave, now.
For your existence is forbidden.
Unity in Pain
To all the survivors
Being born as we speak
I can't promise you much
But I know you're not weak
You've fought a whole war
Where no one could see
But you're not really alone
And that shits the key
When you're lost in the darkness
And can't find you way back
Remember these words
You can weather any attack
You're a survivor
It's what we do
An emotional Macgyver
Who can carry through
I know that shits tough
And I'm right there with you
But that's how you know
You can see this shit through
So the next time you're lost
In a neverending nightmare
Just close your eyes
And know that we're right there
A Patchwork Heart
Sophie sat by the window, the soft hum of the rain filling the room. She ran her fingers over an old quilt draped across her lap, its many patches a blend of colors and patterns. Each piece told a story, a memory stitched into its fabric.
Her grandmother had given it to her when she was a child, each patch sewn with love and care. "This quilt is like your heart," her grandmother once said. "It's made from pieces of everyone you've ever loved."
Sophie smiled at the memory, her heart warming as she traced the faded fabric. There was a patch of blue checkered cloth from her grandfather's old shirt, the one he wore on long walks by the river. She could almost feel the warmth of his hand holding hers as they skipped stones across the water.
Next to it was a bright yellow square from her childhood best friend’s dress, the one they had worn to climb trees and chase butterflies in the summer. They’d laugh so hard that their sides ached, and they promised to never grow apart, even though life had taken them down different paths.
A floral patch, delicate and pink, came from the scarf her mother always wore, a symbol of comfort during her hardest days. Her mother's gentle words echoed in her mind: "You are stronger than you think, Sophie."
With each patch, a new face, a new moment came to life. The quilt, much like Sophie herself, was a patchwork of love—of the people who had shaped her, loved her, and left their mark on her heart.
As the rain drizzled on, Sophie wrapped the quilt around her shoulders, realizing that she, too, was a patchwork of everyone she had ever loved. And even though some of those people were no longer with her, their love continued to surround her, keeping her warm.
In the end, she thought, we carry pieces of everyone we’ve ever loved, stitched into the fabric of who we are.
Art
Art is a life held in the hands, voices, bodies, and minds of many. Inspiration at the mind's peak, looking, seeing, hearing, and feeling art come through and flow into your soul. For one to be able to bend and shape worlds of our own where kings and queens are just teenagers, worlds where dogs can fly, worlds with any and every possibility, where every dream you have ever dreamt comes to life. Worlds of every emotion whether it be fear, rage, exhilaration, sorrow, or even love. No matter what shape it may take, All art has something in common, Whether it be paintings, stories, poems, music, or dance, They all have Soul they all have heart. They are Art. -C.W.B
Peace Among The Stars
Once I gazed among the stars, I felt a certain peace in my mind.
A certain relaxation within nirvana,
always a mystery to me,
until I saw those stars.
The sweet scent of the pine remains eternally in my nostrils,
the warmth of the crackling fire upon my cheek,
the warmth of my sweet coffee streaming down my throat.
All these comforts gave me the peace from the stars.
For when I gazed upon them,
I felt eternal.