I’m moving to New York in February

And it seems a tad bit scary

It’s a place that’s anything but ordinary

A concrete jungle

Full of struggle

full of colorful faces

And new places

For my heart to wander

And my mind to ponder

Fifteen thousand miles yonder

From my home

in which I’ve grown

A new experience that is all my own

I’m packing up and I’m just gonna go

With the flow

And who truly knows

What my future holds

Or what the universe will bestow

Upon my soul

But this excites me

And ignites me

I’ll get to see

How resilient I can truly be

A journey

To usher in the new year

A journey

That will allow me to face all of my fears

One man decided once to go with his girlfriend to the resort. The hero chose the place and started calling to reserve the hotel.

"Hello, which many rooms do you have?"

"Single 50 dollars, double 210, or you need something else? There are more spacious ones. "

"What kind of nonsense, why are double rooms so much more expensive than single rooms? It's blasphemy - you make profit on happy people, those who are together, who are ready to pay you all their money. "

"No, we only allow to economize to lonely ones, considering it more noble and aimful."

Happy person will never understand the unhappy one. Everyone sees only from his position. Therefore, opinions are usually innumerable.

-Rei

Finding you was as if I were to find a butterfly in the summer days.

You came out of nowhere and you stunned me by simply being you.

The beauty you showed me is like the wings, so colorful and wonderful.

Each and everything you share, I see a bit more of you’re ever caring soul.

The day you finally land in my hand I’ll be sure to take care of my new butterfly.

When a woman loves, she loves honest.

She sticks by you, she comforts you, she put you before

all she does. She is the only person that knows your

moods and your symptoms of illnesses. It's her natural

instinct to protect how you feel. She is an emotional,

love, looking for the steady mind to cover her fears of what

could go wrong. Love is her generator, not needed to power up,

but needed to drive. When a woman loves, she loves truly.

Being told you are sick

And never being told with what

Or how to get better

But despite this

Being told to lay low as to not get worse

What kind of life am I supposed to live

If I am always afraid of the unknown?

Sunday is great to rest and relax.

I need Monday more than anything.

I don't care if it rains or snow. Monday's don't bring me down.

I feel alive on Mondays. It's the first day of getting back into the working grind.

The community and the people come alive again.

All the complaining will someday be forgot.

Monday just feels like the "Go !"

The Sunday, is the "ready-get-set".

A day where I can get up early and after coffee, sit and explore my to do list.

Explore my creative side. Tackle the errands before lunch. I enjoy my routine with a

light salad and cookies. The third Monday of every month I go to a poetry reading at the local book and tea room.

I drink more coffee or this Monday I decided on a cup of sweet tea and a bagle with cream cheese. A sprinkle of cinnamon while I watch the flat screen over the bakery case.

The last Monday is where I need to sit and work on the next month's schedule.

My first two days of the month I make the 45 minute drive to a place where I volunteer and meet people who are interested in becoming a writer. We talk and sometimes play a quick game of scrabble at the comfortable tables and chairs inside the little quaint shop.

Althought the quick game turns into hours and before you know it, it's supper time.

The lightening is perfect. And the lamps that hang above each table give the perfect amount of light. I can read several of the books or see what I am writing.

The space has good vibes. It's cozy. And I really like the name.

"GG's Book & Tea Room"

I can't imagine a world withough Monday's.

Tuesday's a different story. The lightening and the music changes.

The atmosphere feels like it starts the wind down because hump day is knocking on the door.

I go to GG's the third and fourth Tuesday. Those days are sandwhich day with a muffin to boot. Home made muffins with three different varieties. And a good cup of java with whipped creme on top.

I would miss Monday's because it would feel off balanced to miss the brownies and fresh pastires on Mondays. The sun shines more on Mondays than not.

The bird's seem to sing with a refreshed song.

I am so glad the world has Monday to begin the journey through

#Monday #Creative #Writings #Challenge

I love you in

The morning light

I love you when

The moon shines bright

I love you with

My entire heart

Not just a piece

Or one small part

I love you in

The summer time

Watching waves

That sing in rhyme

I love you in

The coldest winter

When ice splits skin

Like a splinter

I love you when

We fight & glare

When neither of us

Can come up for air

I love you when

We joke & play

Those days we'd never

Wish away

I love you when

You laugh & smile

& even when

You're sad awhile

I love you when

You're such a dummy

Even more when

You're being funny

I love you more

Each new day

I love you more

Than words can say

I'll love you always

Until the end

I'll love you always

My lover, my friend

©CJ

Lay your hands gently upon my naked heart

     blend, meld, coalesce into one

     whisper in refrain heard by lovers

     aglow in the darkness of our need

Lay your hands gently upon my naked heart

     stroke rhythm of unfolding love

     expose the passion in our hands

     polish the evening of sapphires

Lay your hands gently upon my naked heart

     share the breaths of life

     slow fingers of August heat

     scented emotions clinging

Lay your hands gently upon my naked heart

     two hearts and two souls

     deep amethyst shadows

     strolling together at dusk

Lay your hands gently upon my naked heart

     harnessing our storms

     unleashing our ardor

     sharing moon’s first glow

Chapter 4

Advice: Always have a hair tie on your wrist.

The next day was the third and final warning. The one I really should have thought about. Because it was supposed to comfort us. And those are the types of warnings that mean something’s already gone wrong.

I felt the milk from my cereal turn sour in my stomach. The first real picture of a zombie. They had given a warning about how the following images would be graphic and were not recommended for children. And when I saw them I suddenly went from believing “I’m seventeen and I’m basically an adult” to “I’m definitely not an adult.”

The zombies were terrifying. Well, they weren’t calling them zombies yet. “Some sort of virus, perhaps an elevated form of rabies,” some scientist said. Whatever they were, there were videos of them. Standing over their latest prey, a bitten girl in England turning from human to something else. A camera zoomed in so close that it practically got a mugshot of one in France.

They said that the zombies still seemed to be concentrated in Western Europe. We were far enough away still. There was a rumor about a sighting in the southernmost tip of South America but nothing was confirmed. We had nothing to worry about. The weather would be pretty good the rest of the day, and we might actually be feeling some of that fall weather coming into next week! Someone had their hundred and third birthday. There was an accident on the highway and traffic would be bad this morning.

In homeroom, zombies were all the buzz. But by lunch, everyone was more occupied with homecoming than the zombies that we might have to be inviting. Because we thought everything was fine. Nothing to worry about. It had just been paranoia when I had decided to switch out my flimsy flats for Converse and slipped a hair tie on my wrist. Just in case, I told myself.

Chapter 5

Advice: Carry pepper spray.

The moment that I would mark as the moment that shit officially hit the fan, I had been walking back from the bathroom, my steps echoing in the empty hallway. Mrs. Buchanan was listening to her radio during her free period, her door open and the smell of her cinnamon candle drifting to the nearby lockers. I heard her coffee mug, no doubt stained all around with lipstick, fall to the ground. She must have dropped it while listening to the news.

"…have swam across the Atlantic Ocean, already making their way through some of the coastal cities at a rapid pace. Schools and businesses in the upstate areas are already locking their doors to protect students and employees. Do not go into basements or attics without exits. And by all means, if your car has enough gas that you don’t have to stop, leave."

I sprinted down the hall back to my classroom, as I assumed we were about to head into a code red lockdown. Thank goodness I just peed.

Apparently I hadn’t needed to stand outside of Mrs. Buchanan’s door to hear the news, because when I shut the door behind me to Mrs. Albertson’s classroom, the entire class was staring at her computer, which was tuned in to the local radio station, where a viewer had just called in, reporting a zombie sighting at a gas station not even an hour away from us.

Mrs. Albertson barely registered my re-entry, she just moved toward the door to lock it (as is a code red necessity, though I wasn’t quite sure how much good that would do us).

The only information the radio station seemed to be able to give us was that the governor was sure everything would be “just fine” and that everything was “under control,” though everyone knew the policemen were probably called back to their office to stay shut in. These zombies apparently didn’t seem to stop with just one bullet. There was only one thing they seemed to be scared of: sunlight.

It was “partially cloudy, folks” outside, and the zombies were supposedly moving in patterns that matched the clouds.

The final bell rang. But no one moved a muscle. We just listened to the voice of Andy Michelson over the news website. Then the station turned to static.

We listened to that static for a full minute before anyone had the courage to move a muscle. Mrs. Albertson turned off her computer. And then unplugged it. No extra lights. They might be afraid of sunlight, but regular light would probably attract them. Or maybe we were so scared that turning the lights off seemed to be the only sensible thing to do.

“Check your phones now, and then I want them turned off. Silent and no chance of lighting up,” Mrs. Albertson said, her voice tight.

Everyone, like they were snapped out of a trance, pulled out their phones. I had four messages from Mom, and five missed calls. Six missed calls from Dad. They were from ten minutes ago. I sat, paralyzed, my fingers begging to text back. I felt horrible, knowing they might think I was dead. But I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I set off their ringtone if they were hiding.

I powered down my phone. Tears pricked at my eyes and I lowered my head onto my cool desk. I pulled my hair up into a ponytail. Trying to run with it down was basically running with a curtain in my face. Just in case, I whispered.

It was late afternoon, and gray light was filtering in through Mrs. Albertson’s blinds. Dust floated on the few beams breaking through the clouds, and it seemed so odd that things were so dire on an afternoon that felt so lazy.

We sat in stunned silence. I would have thought we had all turned to stone if it hadn’t been for the tiny twitches: the bobbing of throats when we swallowed, people squeezing their fingers where they had poked their keys through, like the Wolverine. I rubbed my thumb over the trigger of the pepper spray I took out of my purse. I wasn’t supposed to have it at school. Those who tried sharpening the rulers with Mrs. Albertson’s scissors had given up. It was nearly impossible and we weren’t even sure zombies could be stabbed effectively, especially if it took several bullets to take one down. But we needed something. Anything.

I ground my teeth together, terrified to hear a crash. Terrified to hear a scream. But the silence was just an inky cloak, covering all of us. We were waiting for a rip in the fabric.

Chapter 6

Advice: Know the layout of your school. You know, just in case.

The worst noise I’d ever heard in my life was not the sound of my little sister Layla crying every night for the first year of her life, making me the most sleep deprived seven-year-old the world had ever known.

The worst noise I ever heard was not the sound of the front of my car getting crunched sophomore year. Not my fault. When we were leaving the court, my mother called the guy who hit me a few things I’m not supposed to ever repeat (inconsiderate jackass and a dick- my mother, raised a Catholic!).

And, the worst noise I ever heard was not the sound of the Wicked Witch of the West cackling on screen the first time I watched The Wizard of Oz. That shit was freaking terrifying for a kid and no one will be able to tell me differently. Fairy tale my ass.

The worst noise I ever heard was the clanging. And the moaning. And the thrashing. Metal shaking and echoing howls. It was twilight now, the whole room of heavily breathing seniors cast in an odd blue light. They were at the fence of the football field.

Terror is the evil cousin of adrenaline. It’s not a fun rush, or an exhilarating sensation. My entire body was filled with pain, my heart seizing up like a fist.

They could smell us, I knew they could. No way they couldn’t. It seemed too implausible, too lucky that they wouldn’t be able to smell fresh flesh. Their footsteps were like earthquakes, and I knew we could all feel them getting closer to the school. Guys shook and bit their lips. Girls looked at each other with glossy eyes, gripping their phones or water bottles or coffees, desperately making last-minute searches through their purses and book bags for something that could suffice for a weapon, knowing that there was nothing. Unless the power of a good metaphor was to come in handy, or the power of an exponent could combat the undead, we were screwed and we knew it.

Glass shattered. That was the door to the front desk. I closed my eyes and tried my best to be brave. I imagined that front door glass in smithereens, imagined the zombie that had done it, blood dripping from his hands and his head, which he probably used to get the doors to break. I tried to imagine the dead look in his eyes. What it would look like to see someone with that pallid skin, that unfocused stare, those gnashing teeth.

I heard people around the room beginning to whisper broken prayers. Begging for forgiveness, begging for protection. I thought that I should pray too, but my mind was fixed on the image of broken glass and blood. Everyone was trying to get their consciences right before they died, but I was still dealing with the idea that I was about to die. Or rather, that I was about to contract a deadly, rapidly-acting disease, die, and then come back to life to kill people.

Did the zombies know what they were doing? Did they keep the memories from their life? Was their essence still trapped somewhere within those savage walls? Like a coward, I hoped they didn’t. I didn’t want to still be there while my body ripped people apart.

I could hear the echoing in the hallways, the breaking of more glass. Screams from the other classrooms. I whimpered as the screams got closer. And closer.

And then a greenish hand crashed through the tiny glass window above the doorknob.

The zombie’s hand groped the entire area around the glass with fervor, looking for a way to get in. This is when we all stood up, our bodies tense, because I guess we figured: you know, what the hell?

We were going to fight.

The blue light from the window seemed to be pointing at the reaching hand. I could tell it was searching for the doorknob. Were these things still capable of normal human thought? But it didn’t matter if it could think, because the worst thing about this was the blue light and the green hand and how I could see every drop of blood on its hand. Did the blood come from the zombie breaking the windows, or from the people it had murdered?

Did zombies have blood?

I didn’t really want to find out, but I figured I probably would.

In the times I had imagined a zombie attack, as one does, I thought it would be a terrifying, but loud, experience. And I can vouch for the terrifying. But it wasn’t loud. At least not yet. It was eerily quiet. The zombies moaned and glass shattered onto tile flooring, but it wasn’t loud. It was like a clock ticking, like sand scraping against glass as it fell through an hourglass.

That made the boom all the more startling. The boom that I knew was a door falling a few rooms down, followed by the hinges and the nails of the door daintily clattering to the floor as their not-so-dainty destroyers moved into the room. I waited for a split second, biting into my lip until I tasted copper.

That’s when it got loud.

The screams.

They were horrible.

Sick as it sounds, I knew everyone was doing the same thing: trying to gauge how far away those screams were, trying to figure out if someone they knew was in there. Trying to figure out how close those screams were to us.

I thought first of Lola. My best friend, so dainty but so loud and outgoing. All brown curls and blue eyes and bright smile. But it wasn’t her classroom, she was right on the other side of the wall in the science lab. I imagined her armed with scalpels and scissors. And rubber gloves. No way was she getting zombie blood (if that existed) or guts on her perfectly manicured nails.

Almost simultaneously, I thought of Ellory and Caleb, who were in calculus. Which was down the hall. Approximately where that door had fallen. I felt my gut turn violently, and I felt my stomach threatening to throw up. Dizziness ensued and the hand reaching for the doorknob, the hand so, so close to the doorknob, doubled and tripled in my vision.

What if that was their room and they-

BOOM.

If my senses weren’t failing me, that was the door next to the one that had just fallen. There were more screams, and I could hear the slapping of shoes against the tile flooring. Could hear thuds against the walls.

A few wails of agony that sounded like they were turning from something human into something not so human.

Chapter 7

Advice: …learn to play baseball? And know your literary references.

So the students and teachers were turning into zombies. I must admit that I thought my French teacher, Monsieur Kravis, was kind of one already. But there was a chance that today I’d meet a real-life zombified version of Monsieur Kravis, seeing as that the third booming of a falling door seemed to come from his neck of the hallway.

I heard screaming behind me and dared to look. Kids were fleeing through the back doors of the school and out into the soccer fields. I assumed they were hoping to jump the fence and escape into the houses that were just beyond the school grounds.

The loudest boom yet.

The door next to us. There was the sound of shattering glass and I peered as far as I could toward the window, and saw Lola, polka dotted dress and all, scuttling through the tiny window. I knew that some of the kids wouldn’t be able to even make it out of the window in that room. Lola’s small frame was an advantage at this point. She was running toward the gym. In fact, a lot of people were running toward the gym. Why trap yourselves?

Then I realized they were going for the athletic equipment. The weights and barbells and bats and golf clubs and hockey sticks.

The zombie had pulled his hand out of the glass and I realized he was starting to work on the hinges of our door.

We had to get out of here.

I pushed up against the glass of the back window but it wouldn’t budge.

“Archer,” I said, grabbing the arm of the boy next to me. “Give me that.”

He didn’t seem too thrilled about the idea of giving over his sole weapon, the ruler that he had sharpened to a point, but he gave it to me. I wedged it into the underside of the window and pressed my weight against it. I felt the ruler flex, and the bottom of the window popped open.

Felicia Gray was the first one through. She had catapulted under the glass before Archer and I really had it open. The moon hadn’t made a full appearance, but the sun had definitely slipped beneath the horizon, leaving a cloudy gray and black-red behind.

A few more through until there were three left- me, Archer, and Mrs. Albertson. Ever the adult, she ushered us through first, and, ever the gentleman, Archer made sure that I was in the front of our three person line. I didn’t need to be told twice; the door was creaking in a way that doors shouldn’t creak.

I bolted out, and right as I did I heard the door slam. My heart exploded and my legs caught on the edge of the window, making me fall into the mulch beneath the window. Archer had barely avoided falling on top of me. But Mrs. Albertson’s scream, and then the lack thereof, was what got me up and running. Archer had grabbed my pepper spray and released it on the window before joining me in a sprint to the gym. There was no screaming from that direction.

I joined the pack at the equipment closet, where Coach Marks was handing out anything that could count as a weapon. I got a baseball bat. It was an odd weight in my hands. I could barely hit a baseball. I figured a zombie head was along the lines of an easier target, but a harder resistance. A shudder shimmied down my spine.

The gym lights were off, the only things visible were the dark outlines of people moving around, clutching their newly found weapons. From the faint light leaking in from the glass doors of the gym lobby, our reflections rippled and swayed against the watery look of the newly waxed floor of the basketball court.

I could hear the sounds of screams and the sounds of zombie wailing. The sounds of thumping and death.

And so I stood, rooted to my spot in the gym, when the first zombie came through the door, and looked at us all, taking us in.

You know that moment in Frankenstein? Not all the Hollywood versions of it, but like the real one we all have to read at some point in our high school career? That moment when the Creature is standing outside of the window the day Victor gets married. When he smiles?

Well this first zombie was a kid in my English class who I had distinctly remembered as being the only one who hadn’t Sparknotesed the whole book. And I took the half-second to think that maybe he was referencing that piece of literature.

Because he took us all in. Well, I guess he was no longer really a he. Mark Fitzy was gone. 

This was an It.

And I swear, it smiled.

Chapter 8

Advice: Yes, you actually do want to be with the football team’s quarter back.

At one point or another, everyone wonders how it is that they’ll go. I could die of heart failure or a car crash or anything like that. Honestly though, I was kind of hoping to just die in my sleep of old age.

I didn’t ever, not once, think that I might die at the hands of my zombified best friend.

I thought you had gotten away! I wanted to scream. She staggered forward, her feet taking her in different directions, almost like she couldn’t decide which one of us to pick off first. But then her eyes latched on to me.

I held my baseball bat, terrified of what I would do to my best friend who was now a zombie. (I guess she was my ex-best friend at this point, but I hadn’t really been able to process that yet.)

I shook the tears that blurred my vision, knowing that behind my best friend, other zombies had entered the building. I could hear the screams behind me, but I couldn’t look away from those blue orbs of eyes. I felt myself backing up toward the center of the basketball court, like everyone else, preparing to fight back to back, but all I could see were those brown curls she slept in curlers every night to attain. I could see past the gory grin to the dazzling smile I saw at lunch.

I gripped the bat again.

And heard a horrible growl over my left shoulder.

That was when I snapped out of it.

I spun around to face a girl my height with grungy looking hair and grayish skin- she had definitely been a zombie for a while. She opened her mouth, tilted her head in the scariest way possible, and I knew she was headed straight for my throat. I wasn’t exactly sure where zombies had learned the etiquette of vampires, but I didn’t want to find out.

I swung the bat at her face, and her neck made a sound I never want to hear again. She fell to the ground, but kept twitching. I guess I couldn’t kill her again, no matter how hard I hit her. But, before I could watch her too long, another zombie was at my other side. A tall man with a button down, tie, and ragged suit on.

I had to hit him along with a greenish gray first-grader toddling about, her mouth snapping like a piranha. The guilt I felt for hitting an adult and hitting a child grappled in my stomach. I knew the zombies probably didn’t identify with the age of their bodies, but after seventeen years of social norms, you don’t just overcome things like that so easily.

With the next zombie, I finally gave the stereotypical girl-in-a-horror-film scream, and honestly hadn’t I been expecting it sooner? His breath drifted over my face, room temperature but smelling like garbage. His teeth were rotted, his eyes yellow around the edges. He had a deep gash in the side of his nose that, when he shifted into the right lighting, looked like a giant nostril on the left side of his nose.

His yellow teeth chomped down, like he thought just by wanting to eat me, he could. I swung the bat again and again, and the zombie pulled his hands up, his gold cuff-links the only thing that didn’t look deteriorated and stained by blood and death.

I hit him in the head, probably hard enough to dent. His hands flew up, not toward his forehead, but to me, and I screamed and stumbled backwards. I was going to fall, so I gave one last swing with everything I had. I heard a crack from his skull, and he fell, sputtering in a way that was all too human, but no blood came out of his mouth, he just rolled on the floor, as if trying to regain his composure. I barely caught myself and looked around.

My chemistry teacher, Mrs. Morrison, was swinging around a pocket knife she wasn’t supposed to have. The cheerleading team had assembled in the corner, their fearless captain, Morgan Warrington, swinging a bat like mine. The point guard of the boys Varsity basketball team, Jacob Jensen (at an impressive 6 feet, 3 inches), jumped up and grabbed the rim, pulled himself up and started throwing baseballs from a bag he must have gotten from Coach Marks.

We were desperately outnumbered.

Scratch that.

We were just desperate.

I heard a growling in front of me, and when I looked up, I saw the evil grin that definitely did not belong to my best friend.

“Lola,” her name a sob on my lips. “Lola, please.” But my voice was a whisper. My hands started shaking and I them around the bat. I screamed and raised the bat. “Stop, Lola! Please!”

She got closer, letting out a sound that is the closest thing I’d ever heard to a growl coming from a human. Her red lipstick was all smeared and she had a black eye. I wondered if she got it before or after she… died.

By the time I worked up the courage to swing, her hands were already gripped around the bat, pulling it from me. I held on for dear life, but she was stronger. I wasn’t sure if that meant zombies had extra strength, or if all the yoga classes she took were helping her zombie bod.

I closed my eyes because I didn’t want to look into hers, and pulled with all my might. She pulled back, her growl a mocking noise.

And then it was like she had given up.

I opened my eyes and thought for one happy moment that maybe zombification was some sort of curse that could be lifted, and that Lola had somehow overcome her death.

But then she hit the ground in front of me, a sickening dent in the side of her head, her eyes rolled back, still flickering back and forth. Because a golf club to the temple could kill a human, but not a zombie.

I looked up at the owner of the golf club to see Levi Post: all-star quarter back, all-star idiot, and all-star zombie killer, apparently. A pair of undead convulsed on the ground on his other side. A quick glance, and we both knew we were the only two humans in the gym even close to the door. Levi looked up from my best friend, his latest “kill” for lack of a better word, and his eyes locked in on mine. He was terrified, just like I was. He pointed to the bat in my hand and waved me towards him.

He stepped around me, our backs against each other, watching as newly bitten zombies writhed on the floor around us.

“We’re getting out of here. You and me,” he yelled, and I briefly wondered if this is what he sounded like when he called plays in the football huddle. “Let’s go!”

With shaking hands, I raised my bat.