I met her on a dating app, she was slightly older but very hot! Not like model hot, but what I like the girl next door hot, with her shoulder length blond hair, the typical tight blue jeans in every picture, and a tight little sweater or t-shirt in every photo. Even one with a flowered purple sundress. In her description it read she was looking for something causal, and that she’s a RN. Perfect I thought as I began to type!

“Hey I see your a nurse, you should give me your number in case of an emergency!” Boom works like a charm. She responded almost immediately “lol how are you? Including her number and how original that line was!” I waited a little bit and texted her explaining sometimes I get injured doing dumb shit, which of course opens the “like what” conversation. So I told her me falling off the playground at 30 years old and breaking ribs story, and my favorite story about catching fire while drinking and having to be told to “stop, drop, and roll” because of my inebriated state.

I almost immediately tried to set up a date because girls like this go fast! In usual fashion she bailed out last minute with similar excuses I’ve heard before so I left it at that. Several days later to my surprise she messaged me and said “hey I’d like to cash in that rain check”. “Ok cool, let’s go to Buffalo Wild Wings” we ended up meeting and having a quick hug in the parking lot and going inside for a few drinks and wings. The conversation was great and everything was flowing right so I suggested we get a 12 pack throw it in my cooler and go check out a haunted bridge. And that’s exactly what we did, to adults on a haunted, graffitied bridge in complete darkness just having fun and taking pictures. It turned out to be a fantastic date. She even texted me immediately when she got home exclaiming “how that was the best first date ever and how I sealed it with a kiss was just perfect, and no one had ever done anything like that with her!”

I really liked this girl, and it only lasted a couple of weeks but at least she was honest upfront about what she wanted. It just happened to be what I feel like I excel in. She had invited me over to her house but her kids were home and she didn’t want me to meet them. I suggested bringing a deck of cards and she said “that be perfect considering she has a garage with a table to play at.” I stopped on my way to get a bottle of whisky and have a few shots to take the edge off the night. Once I got there we greeted each other headed to the garage and shared another kiss. It was a hot humid august day and it was stifling in the garage. With the fan she had out there and the start of a little rain it was just right though. We started playing 500 rummy and taking turns sharing songs all the while drinking whisky and getting tuned in. We danced to a few songs here and there, all the while kissing and cuddling during the dances. Back to cards back to kissing back to dancing like we were the only 2 people on earth and at that moment I feel like we truly were.

I could tell she was ready when she unbuttoned her jeans, she wanted to fuck right in the garage. Looking around there wasn’t much that would work for us other than the John Deere lawn mower. I laid her down on the hood of the lawn mower using her own shirt as a cushion. I pulled her jeans down past her tight nice shaped ass that she had to lift up ever so slightly for me to get them off. Down to her knees and then all the way off. I immediately spread her legs exposing her happy place and greedily planted my face in there. Licking and lapping and watching her squirm as I licked at her clit, it was so fucking hot. I stood up and inserted my cock and it was not disappointing, she was so wet I could feel every inch of me inside her was doing the job. Now remember it was hot and I was liquored up so it was easy for me to get exhausted really quick. We stayed in this position as it was the only feasible way in the garage at this moment. I was thrusting and pumping and with every push back inside the tractor would move an inch or two. This was also difficult because I had to slightly be on my toes to keep the right angle of penetration. I tried my hardest and it is embarrassing to admit but with the heat and liquor and exertion needed I just wasn’t able to cum. That will have to wait for another time and it did quite a bit, but It was still one of the most unique places I’ve fucked and I still had enough sense to make a joke, so anyone who’s heard the song knows what I’m talking about. But I apologized for my “temporary inadequacy” followed by “but girl tell your friends my new favorite color is John Deere green”

We didn’t work out, she’s seeing someone now. We’re still friends though only talk on rare occasions.

It was a guy’s I knew wife. She was so young, 12 years younger then me actually. She was so beautiful and innocent and I couldn’t say no to the offer she was making. She wanted to fuck! It was shortly after she left her husband when she started messaging me. I had no idea she was interested in me, even after me her and her husband had hung out together several times even at a strip club. Whenever I saw her I couldn’t take my eyes off her but I knew she was taken so I never did anything to try to steel her or get with her. But I did admire her sexiness every chance I had.

So when she messaged me and it was in a flirty way I had no idea she had already moved out of her house. It flew quickly into a let’s fuck and have fun and keep everything on the down low because of the situation being what it was. I’ll admit I didn’t want to fall in love, I forced myself not too, however after spending so much time together in 9 months it was bound to happen. Of course like you’d expect that was about the time it ended when I realized it. But that’s not what I’m here to talk about.

The sex… oh my fucking god! I couldn’t imagine how someone this youthful, radiant, and beautiful wanted to be with me.. but every Friday night without fail we had some of the best sex you could imagine. The straight up out of a porno fucking. Within 2 or 3 weeks she was already wanting me to have anal sex with her and with this being my kryptonite I couldn’t resist. I had too, I lost all my faculties! We were hanging on the couch watching a movie making out getting hotter and hotter. It went from that to her sucking me off, from her blowing me to me performing cunnalingois. From that to me being deep inside her fresh shaved pussy. Thrusting and thrusting as the passion of our sex intensified. I easily filled her tight vagina with my slightly larger than average cock. It was now time to take on the task id been looking forward to the most. She rolled over on the floor so she was on all fours with her perfect ass just inviting me to do whatever I wished.

In this moment of perfect ecstasy I bent forward as I was already on my knees enjoying my view and started rubbing my tongue all around her sweet asshole. She trembled from a mix of anxiety and pleasure as this was the first time she experienced this. I spread her cheeks apart with my hands that have a stout grip from years of factory work and plunged my tongue inside as far is it would go. She loved it, she wanted more as she started swaying her body backwards to put more pressure on her ass and get my tongue where it’s never been before. I had no stimulation on my cock at this point in time but felt as if I was going to spray my load all over the floor. Obviously that’s not an option so I began playing with her ass preparing her for my cock. She literally thrust her asshole on my fingers swaying back and forth so they’d go deeper each stroke.

As I slowly guided my cock in her ass my body felt weak, the rim of her but swallowing my cock head felt like Christmas morning. It was so warm and tight as it slid down the length of my dick. Her still being on the floor on all fours was absolutely perfect. I started pumping harder and harder and I could feel her climaxing as her muscles were hugging my cock at just the right times to send me into convulsions. I pulled back slightly and pulled at her knees to let her no to stretch out and lay completely flat on her stomach. Staying inside her I dove all the way back in, balls deep. Reached my right forearm around her neck and pulled back the other side so my arm bend would be directly around her neck. As you can imagine this put me in a laying almost directly on top of her position as I pumped away at her perfect body. I started to squeeze my arm around her neck and going as hard as I could. Her reaction to this was a first time experience for me. She started screaming “Yes Daddy!, daddyyyy oh yea” “fuck me harder daddy!”

I didn’t know up until that point how I’d ever feel about that, but at that moment I realized I loved it. I wanted more, it drove me wild. I was addicted! I tired not to cum as I didn’t want this to end but as I was choking her I leaned into her ear to whisper “yes baby I’m going to cum”. “Fuck me daddyyy cum deep inside my ass for me” that was it, I had an orgasm so huge I felt like my soul exited my body and went directly inside of her. I collapsed… straight up dead. I couldn’t imagine ever having sex with another woman after this. (Still haven’t to this point).

I didn’t know where this would ever lead, I just wanted to have some fun, but it seems once you fall for someone after it ends no matter the terms. (It ended decent I guess) I just can’t get over being used again and always picture the worst like she’s with some other dude or whatever. I don’t know for sure, but I’d love to have her all to myself forever. Anyway we had plenty of good sex through our time together and other amazing memories other than that were made. We even did it on the tailgate of my truck once while out front of my house with traffic going by. It is what it is. Hopefully one day she’ll get to read my story or maybe we’ll never speak again. But I had to right it out because one thing is for sure. She was an angel in the streets but a devil in bed. I still love you angel. And I still love the devil side of you too.

You were definitely right when you said you were “different” Of all the times I’ve fallen for someone, all the times I’ve heard “I’m different” I knew it was never going to be true. Just deep in my soul I could feel it will never be the case. I could see it in your eyes, I could hear it in the slight tremble when you spoke those words, I could sense it in your body language. You’re no different I thought. You’re going to use me and abandon me just like everyone else. No matter what I give this always seems to happen. Well I was sadly mistaken because of all the woman I’ve fallen for over the years you proved me wrong. You were the only one that after abandoning me didn’t come back with a “you were the best thing that ever happened to me” or “you treated me so well I made a mistake” or even a simple “I miss you or sorry”! Every other person has made that effort as fruitless as it was. So you were right you were definitely different or perhaps just indifferent.

This world doesn’t know,

People consumed by hate,

Those choosing to live in fear,

Making it even more irate.

We don’t Fucking belong here.

This world doesn’t know,

That it’s time for it to go,

It had a good run.

Anger about to explode,

Like a bullet from a gun.

Some one tell the world please,

Heaven’s bending at the knees,

To bring this world home,

That’s it’s time for it to go.

All that’s left is this shit show.

I’ve lost, I’ve won!

I’ve lost, move on.

I’m lost, I’m found!

I’ve lost, high ground.

I’ve lost, this time!

I’ve lost,my mind.

I’m lost, I’ll find!

I’m lost, Yet fine.

Your loss, not mine!

Through the clouds,Past the moon,

The stars shine, Oh so bright!

Where angels fly, Heavens above,

Halos shine, Oh so bright!

Cherub eyes, Tantalized,

As they shine, Oh so bright!

In the sky, Fantasized,

My thoughts shine, Oh so bright!

When I die, paralyzed,

Not surprised, all I find,

Is fire and fright!

Pendulum swings with time,

Twenty four hours of flight!

Not the first,

to come and go!

You know it’s,

not my first rodeo!

It’s not allowed,

Falling for an angel?

Say it out loud!

We’re not capable!

Don’t need atonement,

I Just need a moment!

Collecting myself,

With best intentions!

Feelings I withheld,

Random interventions!

Looking for inspiration,

Unwarranted reparations.

You defined it,

Used words as weapons!

I refined it,

To little life lessons!

Everything has been said before, and I still haven’t found the words to express what I feel!

My words can hurt,

though they’re meant to heal,

Mind numb and inert,

trying to express how I feel...

It’s hard to get burnt,

When My heart is cold as steel.

Missing the sweet embraces,

Where have they gone?

Disappeared with out basis,

Maybe I said the right things wrong.

Maybe I tried way to hard,

I Remember all your virtues,

Maybe I pushed you way to far?

Matching pace with you,

Drifting away from where we are.

What I felt; truth Is absolute!