How selfish can I be

But I just can’t let go

You mean the world to me

And it’s breaking my heart

To know I have to say goodbye

I even know how much you suffer

But I still want you to stay

I can’t think what it would even be without you

And I can’t help but want you to stay

I know it’s selfish of me

But I hope you could understand

But it’s ok to go

Where I know you will be in peace

One day we shall meet again

I send you to the restless sun

Awaiting your sweet shine

And in between this world and next

I’ll hold your hand in mine

For it is there between the sky

And boundless, clouds of blue

That those who’ve passed before

Are waiting there for you

Life is made of many things

Of love ,of grace ,of stride

Women pulled by many strings

A child ,mother ,wife

And now those strings no more

You’re free to chase the wind

This is where your troubles end

And where your peace begins

I wonder why you have to go

Leave me on my own

Why couldn’t you stay

I cry every night in such pain and grief

Missing you with all my heart

Knowing there where nothing I could do

To stop me from loving you

Once a love so deep

The pain as it fades away

It’s unbearable

I have tried so hard

But got nowhere

I show you love is still there

You still don’t come back

My darkness gets darker

As your light gets brighter

I try to make you understand

Love is still there

Still you don’t come back

I begged and I cried

You still left

And my heart has been broken ever since

Alone all day

Alone all night

No friends

Nor enemies

Living my life

In this lonely place

I’m scared to smile

I’m scared to cry

In this lonely life

Just cause you can’t see Me

Doesn’t mean I’m not there ,

I often see you crying ,

You often say my name ,

I so want to ease your pain

For me it’s easy

Cause up here it’s quite alright ,

If only you knew

How much happier you would be

I will meet you again

When the time is right,

When you come from darkness

I’ll be there in the light .