My hands' rotten carcass gracing down your skin

And I've pleaded and I've begged and I've wanted to die

your breath curvatures of loneliness around my spine

And I sang songs in E minor

Rock and roll down my breasts

Tequila sunrise in my eyes

Adultery in my hips

and his hands

trembling crescendos

across the back of my neck

quivering

rattling

shivering

to the metrics, of my head

swaying

drifting

drowning

dying

she's so

beautiful

beautiful

beautiful

In the way, she dies

Death by stereo

as you struck my face

forever and a day

as I let you go

Swinging around

in layers of white

Two

paper hearts

and matchstick

games in the dark

Flickers of dust and lies

in my fairy tale stories

and strawberry kisses

Will I forever condemn my God

The day he let you die

me?

A reflection of laughter

Crumbling in songs

of E - minor

With you I'll die

And swallow butterflies

With the warmth of your hand

Still etching love into mine

Did I lose all my senses

To become more like you

To swallow my sorrows

At morning dew

~Frøya Montezino ~

I'll forever stop chasing shadows

to see your eyes shine with pride

behind those stubborn glasses 

Eating dark chocolate every Saturday night

Smiling to each other rolling your eyes 

I was sitting in front of the TV at the living room floor 

A dream I barely dared to dream of

Will I forever reach for butterflies

Until death 

Goodbye...

I'll forever stop chasing shadows

to see your eyes shine with pride

behind those stubborn glasses 

Eating dark chocolate every Saturday night

Smiling to each other rolling your eyes 

I was sitting in front of the TV at the living room floor 

A dream I barely dared to dream of

Will I forever reach for butterflies

Until death 

Goodbye...

I'm weak standing on my scolded feet

as I burn

a million stories of rust

draining my soul

for your pleasures

Seeping blood

in drops of water

so that the blind ones

may not see

Ovid between my thighs

Amorea mortuus sum

And so I spun in layers

of skin and linen sheets

heavy sighs 

and winter rain 

my hair a mess

telling stories 

of last nights dream 

Your thoughts against mine

undressing every particle

of my unconquerable soul

Let my words;

Caress your weary smile

Move your yearning heart

Serenade that cerebrating mind of yours

only to unfold all the wonders of the world

until your last

Dying breath

For all the screams you screamed in vain

I'd hold your hand and fight your pain

For all the times you felt so small

I'd fight for you mommy and be your wall

In anger and fright you would hit my face

and call me a whore that I were a disgrace

And I bowed for you mommy and not once did I cry

Cause you need more than me to live in these lies

Wrapped in psychosis you faded away

I Held your head softly and watched you decay

And your screams were so loud and you wanted to die

So I decided to sing all these beautiful lies

They never told me that angels could fall

But someone wrecked you and made you so small

So i decided to slowly succumb in vain

To fight all your fears and drown in your pain

I would dance and laugh and hide my concern

While slowly inside the child in me burned

Cause for all the crimes that made you so small

I wanted you mommy to be strong and stand tall

And when I got raped and it ripped up my soul

you cried and you said I meant nothing at all

I decided to fight and outlive the pain

So you’d never feel lonely and abandoned again