87. Cherry
A little round heart
Sits within its tender body,
Waiting to be spit out and thrown away.
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(this poem is from my experimental project: Character Count Poems, where I create a poem each day with the same character count [spaces included] as my follower count on Instagram. If you want to follow my journey on Insta, follow @mrpendlum)
Down Below
Believing
Is not as easy
When the truth is so deceiving
Sometimes the heart denies
What it has trouble conceiving,
So many times denial
Is easier than grieving.
So leave me
In my world the way
I still choose to perceive it
And maybe when the time is right
I’ll choose to leave it
But at least for now just leave me
To my grieving.
For I can’t believe it,
It can’t be so,
I lost my love,
She’s up above
And I’m down below.
I’m weeping
In the darkness
And I can’t do any sleeping,
All my memories and thoughts
Just keep repeating,
All it ever does
Is make my spirit weaken.
For I can’t believe it,
It can’t be so,
I lost my love,
She’s up above
And I’m down below.
And briefly
My mind goes wandering off
And I find myself dreaming
In a place that’s temporary relieving,
I hear a voice I know,
And this is what it pleaded:
”Believe me
When I say I’m always here,
You just can’t see me,
Where your eyes can’t see
Your heart just needs to feel it.
Keep on loving me,
I promise I’ll receive it.“
Oh, I believe it,
I know it’s true
You never left my side,
And I always knew.
I always knew.