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Murder Most Posh. Part I.

Asking for the gravy had never before felt so entrenched in danger.

It should have been a simple act, one not laced with menace. Instead, delicious, thick gravy with a generous side of abject dread. And I certainly shouldn’t have felt the prickling of fear at the back of my neck whilst sat in such pleasant surroundings, the overwhelming sense of being trapped in Instagram-worthy opulence. I can see it now - #murder 

So, I just styled it out to the best of my abilities. Theatre studies from way back in college finally coming to some use. I plumped for Stanislavski's approach, naturally. I was sure they didn't have any sort of inkling as to my rumbling of their cunning game.

I assume it’s some sort of game. That’s what it sounded like when I accidentally happened to eavesdrop upon them reiterating the rules to each other, huddled and cohesive in their bitter and bloody resolve. If it hadn’t been for my combination of good manners and forgetfulness, I’d still be oblivious of attack right now.

They’d thought the flushing toilet was a sign that I was still in the bathroom washing my hands. That I was still cloaked in the swooshing, all-consuming watery noise; that it provided a brief, yet safe time for a guaranteed spy-free family collusion. But I’d actually forgotten to flush in the standard pee/flush/wash hands/leave way and, having already washed and dried my hands like the good lad I am, I simply leaned back in through the still open doorway, flipped the handle on the toilet and walked away from the sound.

And that was when I walked past the slightly ajar door of the study where they were discussing how to kill me. Correction – how to kill me fairly. In line with the rules.

Ok, let me back up a bit. I’m being confusing. Tad vague thus far.

It all started with the sublimely beguiling Clarissa Hamilton. A stunning young woman that had seen, or so I had thought, some potential in the slightly older, and much rougher human that was me. Clarissa is my girlfriend. Was my girlfriend. Well, we’ll see how that pans out after today. Tall, elegant, long chestnut coloured hair that she seemed to always effortlessly pile on top of her head in a messy, yet damn sexy way. Delicate features, a smattering of freckles and a face that rarely needed make up. Athletic build, long legs. As sexy dressed down in jogging bottoms as she was dressed up, or even better, undressed. 

Man, she was my type. Toned, slim, naturally pretty, and posh.

OK, she was one of my many types, but she fit perfectly the mould of my favourite type. 

She was posh and gorgeous. She was also bloody funny, hugely intelligent and damned sexy when she wanted to be. Which was nearly all the time behind closed doors. She was fairly filthy, in fact. Finger up the bum filthy to be precise. Too much too soon? Sorry.

Anyway, I’d been riding a wave of euphoria and disbelief in the three months since she approached me in the spit-and-sawdust pub down the road from me. I love an empowered woman and I delight in being pulled by them. She had plucked me out of my OK life in front of my slack-jawed beered up mates and led me away to hedonistic times involving matching underwear. Bra and knickers that were the same pattern! 

I had tried to take each day as it had come, and not get too hooked; believing it was a finite thing, doomed to fail. Yet it had burned brighter each day, the bond both mentally and sexually growing ever permanent. I had thrown entire weekends away, previously planned with mates; guiltless eating, drinking and fucking up a sweat in her beautiful pad. Somewhere along the line I’d fallen hook, line and sinker for her and had readily agreed to meet her parents at the city apartment on this fateful day.

Yes. Specifically their city apartment. They were so damn rich that each of their properties had a prefix. City apartment. Country house. Holiday home. Spanish villa. Needless to say, I’d felt like a pauper just knowing that and had rocked up this morning with Clarissa, more than a little nervous, yet armed with all of my Ps and Qs. Dressed in my best ‘grown up but not staid’ cloth and finery. Shiny brogues. Best face. Manicured and neat. My phone had been confiscated so that I didn't slip off somewhere to check Twitter or some such thing. Clever, that. I was a buffered, smart and phone free suckling pig to the feast.

“Just be yourself” Clarissa had reiterated downstairs as I craned my neck looking up at the huge slab of prime London bricks and mortar that towered in front of me. Gargoyles peered down, mocking my social standing. A supercar roared by, voicing its throaty disapproval at my very presence in this choice postcode. I was pond life writ large.

“Ha. Yeah, that’ll do it” I muttered back, overawed, despite Clarissa’s gentle unfolding of the facts regarding her family’s wealth over the previous few days. She had very unhurriedly eased me into the full story, and I thought I’d got it, that I’d got my head around the huge them-and-us-ness of it all. I’d thought I could get by in their company, using the charm and wit that were my tools. That was until I’d seen this building, this huge block of apartments, each of which was easily worth seven figures. No, I really hadn’t got it up until I stood agape at the front of the affluent edifice.

Still, I slapped the grin back on my face, and scattered my charm bullets as if from a Gatling gun at each person I came across. The doorman. The lift monkey. The housekeeper. And then finally, Daddy, Mummy and Bro. Even at 27 that is what she called them all. 

Posh girls, eh? They'll be the death of me.

My fears were soon made smooth in a gentle tide of perfectly polished social etiquette that engulfed and embraced me. Daddy (call me Johnathan, old boy) had rained upon me many a friendly back slap and chumly arm punch. Mummy (Eddie, shot for Edwina, sweetie) had held my gaze with an almost flirty, mischievous glint, a constant subtext of humour or horniness. Robert (call me Bobby, buddy, everybody does) had engaged in energetic talk of music and gigs that we’d both been to. Common ground deftly found. 

Nicely done, bro.

To put it simply, bonding had been extremely swift and efficient. Craft beer and heady, good wine had flowed freely, lubricating the afternoon through to evening, and I was held in a bubble of bliss. But then the sobering smack around the face as I’d slid past the door, when their errant words of skulduggery had befallen my ears. Talk of your imminent death will do that to a good mood. Bit of a buzz kill.

The subsequent immediate and logical doubt at what I’d heard had been crushed when I saw them reflected in a mirror beside them, all brandishing their chosen weapons. The angle of their heads meant they hadn’t seen me; but I had certainly seen them, and more importantly, the large butcher’s knife, lethal looking ice pick, what I assumed was a nail-gun and a bloody metal baseball bat. Who even has those in England?

There was none of that “..and I was rooted to the spot in fear” malarkey you read so much about. No, screw that. The human brain moves damn fast when it needs to. Without another thought I’d slid away, plush carpet footfalls almost soundless toward the front door, only to find it bolstered and bolted through with two huge metal bars that spanned the door’s width and disappeared with a sense of finality, into the door frame.

Necessity is the mother of invention, so I’d decided at that point to play it out and have the element of surprise on my side. What else could I do?

Their false smiles matched mine as we congregated back in the lounge when dinner was announced with a demure shake of a hand bell. And here we were, sat in front of chestnut, stilton and truffle soup with a cloud of expectation raining silently down upon us. The tinkle of fine cutlery on lavish crockery accompanied our perfectly poised small talk and soothing laughter. We existed under a mist of treachery, time ticking by toward inevitability.

Clarissa sat next to me with her hand on my left thigh, and I would wager, the butcher knife in her left hand. We were sat on the long section of the slab of mahogany that was the dining room table, as was her brother, sat opposite us. He’d had the contraption that I’d clocked as a nail gun. He’d have to go first if I was to stand a chance. Mater and Pater were at each head of the table either end, so unless they had swapped, I had a baseball bat to my right and an ice pick to my left, on the other side of my beautiful and treacherous Clarissa. I looked at her angelic face. Fucking evil bitch. 

Time stretched languidly, laden with untold duplicity.

Staff silently took the soup smeared bowls, and replaced them with plates of what would normally have had my taste buds in rapture. Talk around the table took a turn towards what was done in the name of fun. Or rather, what I did. Did I do any sports? Did I lift weights? Any martial arts? Could I handle myself when the great unwashed inevitably rioted down the pub on a Friday night? 

Of course, I could see where it was going, but kept an innocent air about me and my abilities. They didn’t need to know that I could handle myself. No one really knew that.

Sideways glances and meaningful looks cut through the airspace above the table, missiles over the slick small talk that bounced around beneath, superficially innocent, rolling below the razor steel peeks.

I was a coiled spring below my neck. A powerful engine, warmed and ready to roar. I was a storm coming. A smile played on my face, words, flowing and friendly fell from my mouth, maintaining the frothy pretense that all was well; my head lighthoused those assembled and armed around me. All five of us were talking, yet saying nothing. Eyes darting. Looks meaningful. Hands busy. The air felt as if it was crackling.

I asked for the gravy.

It was like the puff of dust that lifts off the ground and seems to hang, suspended momentarily, when a nuclear weapon detonates in the distance. A sign that all hell was about to break loose.

And then the lights went out. And all hell broke loose.

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Murder Most Posh. Part I.
Asking for the gravy had never before felt so entrenched in danger.

It should have been a simple act, one not laced with menace. Instead, delicious, thick gravy with a generous side of abject dread. And I certainly shouldn’t have felt the prickling of fear at the back of my neck whilst sat in such pleasant surroundings, the overwhelming sense of being trapped in Instagram-worthy opulence. I can see it now - #murder 

So, I just styled it out to the best of my abilities. Theatre studies from way back in college finally coming to some use. I plumped for Stanislavski's approach, naturally. I was sure they didn't have any sort of inkling as to my rumbling of their cunning game.

I assume it’s some sort of game. That’s what it sounded like when I accidentally happened to eavesdrop upon them reiterating the rules to each other, huddled and cohesive in their bitter and bloody resolve. If it hadn’t been for my combination of good manners and forgetfulness, I’d still be oblivious of attack right now.

They’d thought the flushing toilet was a sign that I was still in the bathroom washing my hands. That I was still cloaked in the swooshing, all-consuming watery noise; that it provided a brief, yet safe time for a guaranteed spy-free family collusion. But I’d actually forgotten to flush in the standard pee/flush/wash hands/leave way and, having already washed and dried my hands like the good lad I am, I simply leaned back in through the still open doorway, flipped the handle on the toilet and walked away from the sound.

And that was when I walked past the slightly ajar door of the study where they were discussing how to kill me. Correction – how to kill me fairly. In line with the rules.

Ok, let me back up a bit. I’m being confusing. Tad vague thus far.

It all started with the sublimely beguiling Clarissa Hamilton. A stunning young woman that had seen, or so I had thought, some potential in the slightly older, and much rougher human that was me. Clarissa is my girlfriend. Was my girlfriend. Well, we’ll see how that pans out after today. Tall, elegant, long chestnut coloured hair that she seemed to always effortlessly pile on top of her head in a messy, yet damn sexy way. Delicate features, a smattering of freckles and a face that rarely needed make up. Athletic build, long legs. As sexy dressed down in jogging bottoms as she was dressed up, or even better, undressed. 

Man, she was my type. Toned, slim, naturally pretty, and posh.

OK, she was one of my many types, but she fit perfectly the mould of my favourite type. 

She was posh and gorgeous. She was also bloody funny, hugely intelligent and damned sexy when she wanted to be. Which was nearly all the time behind closed doors. She was fairly filthy, in fact. Finger up the bum filthy to be precise. Too much too soon? Sorry.

Anyway, I’d been riding a wave of euphoria and disbelief in the three months since she approached me in the spit-and-sawdust pub down the road from me. I love an empowered woman and I delight in being pulled by them. She had plucked me out of my OK life in front of my slack-jawed beered up mates and led me away to hedonistic times involving matching underwear. Bra and knickers that were the same pattern! 

I had tried to take each day as it had come, and not get too hooked; believing it was a finite thing, doomed to fail. Yet it had burned brighter each day, the bond both mentally and sexually growing ever permanent. I had thrown entire weekends away, previously planned with mates; guiltless eating, drinking and fucking up a sweat in her beautiful pad. Somewhere along the line I’d fallen hook, line and sinker for her and had readily agreed to meet her parents at the city apartment on this fateful day.

Yes. Specifically their city apartment. They were so damn rich that each of their properties had a prefix. City apartment. Country house. Holiday home. Spanish villa. Needless to say, I’d felt like a pauper just knowing that and had rocked up this morning with Clarissa, more than a little nervous, yet armed with all of my Ps and Qs. Dressed in my best ‘grown up but not staid’ cloth and finery. Shiny brogues. Best face. Manicured and neat. My phone had been confiscated so that I didn't slip off somewhere to check Twitter or some such thing. Clever, that. I was a buffered, smart and phone free suckling pig to the feast.

“Just be yourself” Clarissa had reiterated downstairs as I craned my neck looking up at the huge slab of prime London bricks and mortar that towered in front of me. Gargoyles peered down, mocking my social standing. A supercar roared by, voicing its throaty disapproval at my very presence in this choice postcode. I was pond life writ large.

“Ha. Yeah, that’ll do it” I muttered back, overawed, despite Clarissa’s gentle unfolding of the facts regarding her family’s wealth over the previous few days. She had very unhurriedly eased me into the full story, and I thought I’d got it, that I’d got my head around the huge them-and-us-ness of it all. I’d thought I could get by in their company, using the charm and wit that were my tools. That was until I’d seen this building, this huge block of apartments, each of which was easily worth seven figures. No, I really hadn’t got it up until I stood agape at the front of the affluent edifice.

Still, I slapped the grin back on my face, and scattered my charm bullets as if from a Gatling gun at each person I came across. The doorman. The lift monkey. The housekeeper. And then finally, Daddy, Mummy and Bro. Even at 27 that is what she called them all. 

Posh girls, eh? They'll be the death of me.

My fears were soon made smooth in a gentle tide of perfectly polished social etiquette that engulfed and embraced me. Daddy (call me Johnathan, old boy) had rained upon me many a friendly back slap and chumly arm punch. Mummy (Eddie, shot for Edwina, sweetie) had held my gaze with an almost flirty, mischievous glint, a constant subtext of humour or horniness. Robert (call me Bobby, buddy, everybody does) had engaged in energetic talk of music and gigs that we’d both been to. Common ground deftly found. 

Nicely done, bro.

To put it simply, bonding had been extremely swift and efficient. Craft beer and heady, good wine had flowed freely, lubricating the afternoon through to evening, and I was held in a bubble of bliss. But then the sobering smack around the face as I’d slid past the door, when their errant words of skulduggery had befallen my ears. Talk of your imminent death will do that to a good mood. Bit of a buzz kill.

The subsequent immediate and logical doubt at what I’d heard had been crushed when I saw them reflected in a mirror beside them, all brandishing their chosen weapons. The angle of their heads meant they hadn’t seen me; but I had certainly seen them, and more importantly, the large butcher’s knife, lethal looking ice pick, what I assumed was a nail-gun and a bloody metal baseball bat. Who even has those in England?

There was none of that “..and I was rooted to the spot in fear” malarkey you read so much about. No, screw that. The human brain moves damn fast when it needs to. Without another thought I’d slid away, plush carpet footfalls almost soundless toward the front door, only to find it bolstered and bolted through with two huge metal bars that spanned the door’s width and disappeared with a sense of finality, into the door frame.

Necessity is the mother of invention, so I’d decided at that point to play it out and have the element of surprise on my side. What else could I do?

Their false smiles matched mine as we congregated back in the lounge when dinner was announced with a demure shake of a hand bell. And here we were, sat in front of chestnut, stilton and truffle soup with a cloud of expectation raining silently down upon us. The tinkle of fine cutlery on lavish crockery accompanied our perfectly poised small talk and soothing laughter. We existed under a mist of treachery, time ticking by toward inevitability.

Clarissa sat next to me with her hand on my left thigh, and I would wager, the butcher knife in her left hand. We were sat on the long section of the slab of mahogany that was the dining room table, as was her brother, sat opposite us. He’d had the contraption that I’d clocked as a nail gun. He’d have to go first if I was to stand a chance. Mater and Pater were at each head of the table either end, so unless they had swapped, I had a baseball bat to my right and an ice pick to my left, on the other side of my beautiful and treacherous Clarissa. I looked at her angelic face. Fucking evil bitch. 

Time stretched languidly, laden with untold duplicity.

Staff silently took the soup smeared bowls, and replaced them with plates of what would normally have had my taste buds in rapture. Talk around the table took a turn towards what was done in the name of fun. Or rather, what I did. Did I do any sports? Did I lift weights? Any martial arts? Could I handle myself when the great unwashed inevitably rioted down the pub on a Friday night? 

Of course, I could see where it was going, but kept an innocent air about me and my abilities. They didn’t need to know that I could handle myself. No one really knew that.

Sideways glances and meaningful looks cut through the airspace above the table, missiles over the slick small talk that bounced around beneath, superficially innocent, rolling below the razor steel peeks.

I was a coiled spring below my neck. A powerful engine, warmed and ready to roar. I was a storm coming. A smile played on my face, words, flowing and friendly fell from my mouth, maintaining the frothy pretense that all was well; my head lighthoused those assembled and armed around me. All five of us were talking, yet saying nothing. Eyes darting. Looks meaningful. Hands busy. The air felt as if it was crackling.

I asked for the gravy.

It was like the puff of dust that lifts off the ground and seems to hang, suspended momentarily, when a nuclear weapon detonates in the distance. A sign that all hell was about to break loose.

And then the lights went out. And all hell broke loose.

...
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meaty heft

Here, take this. Go on.What is it, you say? Why, that's me, of course. A piece of me. A part of my flesh and blood, to be brutally frank. It weighs in at around a pound. Feel the meaty heft of it. Go on. Thaaaat's it, get it while it's hot, and still a tad fresh. Shit, man, it ain't fresh, it hasn't been for years; but you get my drift. A term of phrase and all that. Anyways, there's still a few lumps left of me to go round, so spread the word. While I have this knife. You know what they say - when it's gone, it's gone. And it is nearly gone.

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meaty heft
Here, take this. Go on.What is it, you say? Why, that's me, of course. A piece of me. A part of my flesh and blood, to be brutally frank. It weighs in at around a pound. Feel the meaty heft of it. Go on. Thaaaat's it, get it while it's hot, and still a tad fresh. Shit, man, it ain't fresh, it hasn't been for years; but you get my drift. A term of phrase and all that. Anyways, there's still a few lumps left of me to go round, so spread the word. While I have this knife. You know what they say - when it's gone, it's gone. And it is nearly gone.
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edge

bareback riding 

on inky horses

take for walks

snap black dogs

scrutiny of effects

subsequent causes

clog sticking up

smooth groove cogs

take it true to

teetering edge fall

peer in abyss

cut short long haul

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edge
bareback riding 
on inky horses
take for walks
snap black dogs
scrutiny of effects
subsequent causes
clog sticking up
smooth groove cogs
take it true to
teetering edge fall
peer in abyss
cut short long haul

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Terrier

Eyes closed teeth locked on

Red mist hiding stone cold facts

Too righteous to see

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Terrier
Eyes closed teeth locked on
Red mist hiding stone cold facts
Too righteous to see

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frown and fester

now go misjudge 

do that if you must

but know of this

unjust, you are just

gauging those others

by the low standards

you are adhered to 

and can never dislodge

down deep in your

ditch, mire and sludge

where frown and fester 

dwell, plots unhatched

never rising up above

weighed down in that 

by ego and the fug

of hard narcissism

and the misdemeanors

you sweep under rug

so judge if you must

self serving slug, just

remember dark pasts

heed the inner voices

that whisper and rasp

you're nothing, worthless

realisation dawn and gasp

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frown and fester
now go misjudge 
do that if you must
but know of this
unjust, you are just
gauging those others
by the low standards
you are adhered to 
and can never dislodge
down deep in your
ditch, mire and sludge
where frown and fester 
dwell, plots unhatched
never rising up above
weighed down in that 
by ego and the fug
of hard narcissism
and the misdemeanors
you sweep under rug
so judge if you must
self serving slug, just
remember dark pasts
heed the inner voices
that whisper and rasp
you're nothing, worthless
realisation dawn and gasp
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rooted true

if I give my every all

have nurtured it and

ensured nourishment

proffered up a beauty

clean and truly whole

seeded in healthy toil

and fed wholesomely

speak not ill of it nor

of me and my wholly

well intentioned gift

love it and accept its

hewn facets and foibles

its shiny idiosyncrasies

the layer and lifeforce

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rooted true
if I give my every all
have nurtured it and
ensured nourishment
proffered up a beauty
clean and truly whole
seeded in healthy toil
and fed wholesomely
speak not ill of it nor
of me and my wholly
well intentioned gift
love it and accept its
hewn facets and foibles
its shiny idiosyncrasies
the layer and lifeforce
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honeyed slather

Silent screams in fat lungs imprisoned

Locked up aside real hued faces of me

Rise up, I say, for years now I have risen

Above dredged sewer scythe soliloquies.

Subservient, hierarchical will bidden

Fear naught, in flesh, yet obsequiously

Virtual horn locking, a man gone missing

This diss brings it; fire, fight, flight or flee.

Avoidance of a scorch red leaked hissing

So, no hope, solo stood, post-apocalyptically

In avoidance, deluded siren song I'll sing

Slather a smile while honeyed linguistically.

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honeyed slather
Silent screams in fat lungs imprisoned
Locked up aside real hued faces of me
Rise up, I say, for years now I have risen
Above dredged sewer scythe soliloquies.

Subservient, hierarchical will bidden
Fear naught, in flesh, yet obsequiously
Virtual horn locking, a man gone missing
This diss brings it; fire, fight, flight or flee.

Avoidance of a scorch red leaked hissing
So, no hope, solo stood, post-apocalyptically
In avoidance, deluded siren song I'll sing
Slather a smile while honeyed linguistically.

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ashes of you

wash off blood soaked hands

with gasoline decanted

to burn down your world

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with gasoline decanted
to burn down your world
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given

dulled now, once lustrous and proud scales of justice sit shellacked

bloody smears and furtive fingerprint goo adorn its muted plane

sullied, my valid flesh pounds sliced away, weighed and proffered

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given
dulled now, once lustrous and proud scales of justice sit shellacked
bloody smears and furtive fingerprint goo adorn its muted plane
sullied, my valid flesh pounds sliced away, weighed and proffered
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ribbonless

blurred ribbons

streaking around me

f a s t motion 

others

succeeding 

continually

their life colours

a twinkling rainbow

burnished things

and perfect lives

creating joyful fences

joy filled offenses

penning me in

and I stand

still

and still

I, stilted and

f a l l e n

I focus

on all that I shouldn’t

and none 

that I should

ears deaf

to proffered help

eyes blind

to gifts bestowed

back turned

black

to a bright future

all I see

in this glossy walled

prison of my 

failings

is the potential

to fail, and flail

flop or die

or

flop

and die

rainbows ringing

singing at

this thing

m y 

     l o w 

            e b b

and reflect

as I cannot

with light

refracted

my life

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Written by PaulDChambers in portal Poetry & Free Verse
ribbonless
blurred ribbons
streaking around me
f a s t motion 
others
succeeding 
continually
their life colours
a twinkling rainbow
burnished things
and perfect lives
creating joyful fences
joy filled offenses
penning me in
and I stand
still
and still
I, stilted and
f a l l e n
I focus
on all that I shouldn’t
and none 
that I should
ears deaf
to proffered help
eyes blind
to gifts bestowed
back turned
black
to a bright future
all I see
in this glossy walled
prison of my 
failings
is the potential
to fail, and flail
flop or die
or
flop
and die
rainbows ringing
singing at
this thing
m y 
     l o w 
            e b b
and reflect
as I cannot
with light
refracted
my life
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Juice
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