Meaning and War
As a girl, Jenny begged Grandpa for adventure stories about when he was a real live soldier in World War II, but he never wanted talk about it.
Eventually he told that war ain't like the movies-- you have a gun, you run forward, the enemy shoots you, or maybe you get scared and run away, and your own men shoot you, for being a coward.
Jenny didn't really get it though, until one day, years later at the Memorial Day Parade, her little son squeezed her hand and announced that when he grew up he was going to be a soldier.
As a mother, Grandpa's words finally made sense, and she saw the senselessness.
Thomas’ Timorous tirade
Truth
:towers tall, talks thankfully,
thinks tenderly.
:tousells tangled tares,
tames tigers,
tempers thunder.
:terrifies terrorists,
takes tarnished theories,
tallies then toughens them.
:thrills talent, thwarts trouble,
teaches toddlers,
touches throats, turns tongues tinsel.
Tell truths tenaciously;
two-mindedness
thaws 'till thresholds turn tangible.
Mothership
float in space,
orbit, rotate;
dance in circles,
glowing sphere.
transluscent, alive,
tiny planet
with a child inside.
thumb-sucking spaceman,
in a slick glass ship,
eyes shut tight
nestled egg-sac,
in sky black night.
pink placenta rocket,
pulsate, give life;
umbilical cable,
purple veiny cord,
attach, hold fast.
outerspace, inner space,
eternity stretched
into seconds.
a black hole below,
little galaxy in chaos.
stars stretch/contract,
pressure push pull
down,
down,
down,
intense crash landing.
sky ripping,
blood gushing,
water breaking,
voice screaming.
then, bright lights,
first breath of air,
lungs screaming, fear, then
gentle care,
big eyes like craters,
divine face glows,
heart-beats conjoining,
nestling place you know.
skin touching,
soft singing,
life changing,
welcome
to this new planet.
Love is...
midnight
loneliness,
moon
clean and bright
a single starched sock
or d’ubervilles tess
uncertain, a mess,
or brilliant white
bride’s fitted
dress,
a rose buttonier
on a tuxedo, grey
a door slamming in fear,
furious,
kissing in snow,
flakes spinning like
ballerinas
no in between
marriage of extremes
burn you like
a blaze
leave you lost like a maze
freeze you, silent ice
so cold it feels hot
wild or captive,
flying, gliding, soaring,
or lying face down in the dirt,
hurt
rejected
or accepted like a
golden christmas present
angry, passive,
gentle, persuasive,
tender, brutal
but never ever indifferent
Blur
raindrops on my windshield
wiped into a blur,
smearing lake and sky;
raindrops on my windshield,
teardrops in my eye
wiped into a blur,
watercolor world,
car bobbing like a boat,
wiped into a blur,
guilt filling my throat
watercolor world,
painted lovely, numb,
sinking in the stormwater,
coldness crashing in
watercolor world
blurring siren din
painted lovely, numb,
is how they’ll tow me out
body blur blue broken
icy as a lie
Painted lovely numb
teardrops in my eye
Something to hold
Dad is dying,
Mum forgeting,
my sister and I go, to move them to a home,
we pack all their stuff, efficient, brusque
cardboard coffins stuffed with paper and memories,
black garbage bags dumped in the charity bin,
books donated cruelly, like orphans by
unfeeling aunts, who turn and leave, releaved to be rid of them
then my sister finds a Bear, an old beat up thing with ratty matted fur and a broken
button on one eye, and now she is no longer
my ally, she becomes like my parents, emotional
confused, very childlike, full of tears
the tattered bear has a name,
as silly as his felt pink tonguse
she pets him, hugs him
reminds him of days
that smelled of cut grass
that sang like a Red Robin
that laughed like a little girl
that kissed like a mother.
she can’t recall his name
but somehow Mum
who can no longer find the mailbox
knows his name is Freddy Bear
And then she finds my Eddy Bear
and we laugh in the kitchen
and I remember who my parents were
and hug who they are now tightly, regretfully
Recipes
You kids today are lucky, getting lemons.
When I was little, we had to climb the tree and knock them down ourselves,
collected them in a hand-woven macrame basket.
So,
bring them home, look in the cookbook,
whip whites into mountains of meringue,
grate coconut for great results,
sift flour, sprinkle sugar,
get out your grandmother’s mixing bowl,
add hot water,
or cubes, crystal ice,
get out your zester,
learn to like the color yellow,
mix with olive oil and splash on salad,
mix with white wine and drowned the mussels,
by all means be creative,
get busy in the kitchen, and
remember, a good chef doesnt have time to complain!
One Day at Thymes Beach
O verhead, sleepy lion-sun lies with cloudy-lambs,
N autillus, in surf below, flirts with Venus clams.
E ach burst of summer wind blows magic fairy-dust
D own the beach, as pure white sand dances with each gust.
A perfect day for you and me, sitting side by side,
Y ou hold my hand and walk with me into gem blue tide.
A getaway together, in this perfect place.
T he sea dissolves our footprints, sun kisses my face.
T hen beachlike Eden ends, when winds blow harder yet,
H owling at the sky to darken, make everybody wet.
Y ou run, I run. Why did beauty go? I wonder.
M urky sky blankets beach with rain, fills the air with thunder.
E very strike of lightening shakes both sky and sea and sands,
S o we shelter in your Chevy, gently holding hands,
B eating hearts louder than beating wind or beating rain.
E ven as we wait for the sun to shine again,
A ll the passion, all the storm, reflected in your eyes.
C old and soaking wet, under towels to dry:
H ow I knew our love was true, more constant than the sky.