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Desire for childhood again

I wish i could live my childhood again

The innocence of fighting with friends

The sharing of meals with them

The giggling among friends in the class, the cracking of jokes at the back bench

I wish I could earn and love them again

I wish I could play out my childhood again

The running on the fields to catch the sky

The diving into the aim of become someone to desire

The playing on fields with loved ones and friends

The sharing of lunch and fighting for one another and standing up for one another

The first crush

The first emotions

Everything was inexperienced

Everything was new ,

The laugh we shared

The tears were shed

The emotions we shared

The bunking of classes

The punishment of teachers

The cracking of jokes behind the teachers

The scolding of parents and teachers

The homework which was never completed

The copying of academic works

The playing in the fields

The little tussles among friends

All I wish I can earn back with my childhood

The sharing of lunchbox with friends

The rides on bikes to undesired destinations

From having crushes on teachers , to hate the strictness of deans and teachers

From dancing in rain , to playing in scorching heat in the fields

All I desire to live my childhood again

The playing of hide and seek in the recess of school , to giggle in the middle of class and Library

From scolding to aprreciation from teachers

From cheating on exams to scoring good grades in exams

From collecting useless stuff to remember it till date

From riding the bike for the first time

To take a drag of cigarette hiding from parents

From writings letters to our first love

And getting caught by parents

From getting scolded in class to bunk classes

All I wish I could earn them back

From getting the first heart break to failure in term exams ,

The excitement of getting a yes from a girl to the rejection from the same

The dating was childish yet innocent

The emotions were temporary yet subtle

I wish I could live those days of childhood

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Desire for childhood again



I wish i could live my childhood again
The innocence of fighting with friends
The sharing of meals with them
The giggling among friends in the class, the cracking of jokes at the back bench
I wish I could earn and love them again

I wish I could play out my childhood again
The running on the fields to catch the sky
The diving into the aim of become someone to desire
The playing on fields with loved ones and friends
The sharing of lunch and fighting for one another and standing up for one another
The first crush
The first emotions
Everything was inexperienced
Everything was new ,
The laugh we shared
The tears were shed
The emotions we shared
The bunking of classes
The punishment of teachers
The cracking of jokes behind the teachers
The scolding of parents and teachers
The homework which was never completed
The copying of academic works
The playing in the fields
The little tussles among friends
All I wish I can earn back with my childhood
The sharing of lunchbox with friends
The rides on bikes to undesired destinations
From having crushes on teachers , to hate the strictness of deans and teachers
From dancing in rain , to playing in scorching heat in the fields
All I desire to live my childhood again
The playing of hide and seek in the recess of school , to giggle in the middle of class and Library
From scolding to aprreciation from teachers
From cheating on exams to scoring good grades in exams
From collecting useless stuff to remember it till date
From riding the bike for the first time
To take a drag of cigarette hiding from parents
From writings letters to our first love
And getting caught by parents
From getting scolded in class to bunk classes
All I wish I could earn them back
From getting the first heart break to failure in term exams ,
The excitement of getting a yes from a girl to the rejection from the same
The dating was childish yet innocent
The emotions were temporary yet subtle
I wish I could live those days of childhood
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Desire of love

The essence of my breathe always craved for her heart beat , her smile was the only treasure which I kept dwelling for myself

The emotions of her feelings were real and soulful

Her heartbeat was always felt inside my soul

Her tears were the pain which I engraved on her soul

Her love was the teasure which I stole it from her soul

She showed her pain in words and love for his emotions , the sadness was the crunch of pain which shooked her from inside ,

She kept fighting the virtue of pain to gain the real essence of happiness in his emotions of love

The magic of her divine was kept hidden ,

Until she revealed the deep soars of her wounds

She covered her wounds with the shroud of love for him ,

She suffered the pain and wounds on her soul by his deeds

Her tears went pale

Her smile went vain

Her broken heart was crushed

She desired to fulfill her dreams

But fate always kept her deprived from her reach

Every drop of the tear made her hollow from inside

Every scar made her the divining star

Her brightness was her strength of love

Her pains were her weakness of her emotions

Her cried , she laughed

But never blamed the beautiful emotion of love

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Desire of love
The essence of my breathe always craved for her heart beat , her smile was the only treasure which I kept dwelling for myself
The emotions of her feelings were real and soulful
Her heartbeat was always felt inside my soul
Her tears were the pain which I engraved on her soul
Her love was the teasure which I stole it from her soul
She showed her pain in words and love for his emotions , the sadness was the crunch of pain which shooked her from inside ,
She kept fighting the virtue of pain to gain the real essence of happiness in his emotions of love
The magic of her divine was kept hidden ,
Until she revealed the deep soars of her wounds
She covered her wounds with the shroud of love for him ,
She suffered the pain and wounds on her soul by his deeds
Her tears went pale
Her smile went vain
Her broken heart was crushed
She desired to fulfill her dreams
But fate always kept her deprived from her reach
Every drop of the tear made her hollow from inside
Every scar made her the divining star
Her brightness was her strength of love
Her pains were her weakness of her emotions
Her cried , she laughed
But never blamed the beautiful emotion of love
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Emotions of her soul

Emotions of her soul

She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,

Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul

The tattoos were on her skin for him

But the emotions were engraved inside her soul

Her dreams were draws on her soul for him

He was her art , which she painted on her soul

Some pains were emotional

Some were physical

But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever

She ll carry that charm

She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul

She ll free her soul

Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions

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Emotions of her soul
Emotions of her soul

She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,
Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul
The tattoos were on her skin for him
But the emotions were engraved inside her soul
Her dreams were draws on her soul for him
He was her art , which she painted on her soul
Some pains were emotional
Some were physical
But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever
She ll carry that charm
She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul
She ll free her soul
Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions
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Her love

She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,

Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul

The tattoos were on her skin for him

But the emotions were engraved inside her soul

Her dreams were draws on her soul for him

He was her art , which she painted on her soul

Some pains were emotional

Some were physical

But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever

She ll carry that charm

She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul

She ll free her soul

Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions

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Her love
She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,
Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul
The tattoos were on her skin for him
But the emotions were engraved inside her soul
Her dreams were draws on her soul for him
He was her art , which she painted on her soul
Some pains were emotional
Some were physical
But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever
She ll carry that charm
She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul
She ll free her soul
Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions
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Enough is enough

Stop judging me start accepting me

Enough is enough

I had it , lived wit it, now I can't bear it

Call it my shame

Call it or blame it

I ll not step down I ll not give up

I ll be stubborn

I ll ruthless , I'll be a free soul of mine

I ll break the shackles ,

They outcastes me

They crushed me

They dented my confidence

Yet I ll fight

Yet I ll bring peace inside myself

I ll fight , I ll cry , I ll bleed

But ll not complain

I ll take my aim

I ll reply in my words

Enough is enough

Don't cage me and my thoughts

Somewhere and somehow I ll bleed out

Someway I ll free my soul

Soul which you all think is a burden

I ll mark myself

With my failures and success

With my woes and happiness

With my friends and foes

With my admirers and critics

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Enough is enough
Stop judging me start accepting me

Enough is enough
I had it , lived wit it, now I can't bear it
Call it my shame
Call it or blame it
I ll not step down I ll not give up
I ll be stubborn
I ll ruthless , I'll be a free soul of mine
I ll break the shackles ,
They outcastes me
They crushed me
They dented my confidence
Yet I ll fight
Yet I ll bring peace inside myself
I ll fight , I ll cry , I ll bleed
But ll not complain
I ll take my aim
I ll reply in my words
Enough is enough
Don't cage me and my thoughts
Somewhere and somehow I ll bleed out
Someway I ll free my soul
Soul which you all think is a burden
I ll mark myself
With my failures and success
With my woes and happiness
With my friends and foes
With my admirers and critics
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My tussle

My tusssle

It wasn't my dream to fail and fall apart but in reality I lost a lot

It wasn't my passion to control my fearless emotions

But consequences made me coward

It wasn't my wish to be hate someone but I lost the track of love and made hatred my companion

All these negativity was sounding postive initially and was oppressing my postive attire inside my soul , just when my destination was within my reach my companion of negative emotions ditched me and took over my emotions

I bleed , I cried , I begged

Nothing came falling into emotions

I was left unsecured

Unloved , Misjudged

I vowed again and changed my companion from negative to positive companion , the tussle went on between my emotions and passion , but I stood strong with my postive attire

Then came the destination of postive

I lost on many stance

I broke on many glance

I was dented on my flaws

But my grit was being postive and to achieve the calmness of emotions

I drove harder

I reminded myself on every patch of failure , that's a test , that a period of proving

At last I rejoiced my emotions of postive and crafted my soul to bring out the best and to deliver the best

I echoed from my soul

I am postive

I ll be postive

I ll remain postive .

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My tussle
My tusssle
It wasn't my dream to fail and fall apart but in reality I lost a lot
It wasn't my passion to control my fearless emotions
But consequences made me coward
It wasn't my wish to be hate someone but I lost the track of love and made hatred my companion
All these negativity was sounding postive initially and was oppressing my postive attire inside my soul , just when my destination was within my reach my companion of negative emotions ditched me and took over my emotions
I bleed , I cried , I begged
Nothing came falling into emotions
I was left unsecured
Unloved , Misjudged
I vowed again and changed my companion from negative to positive companion , the tussle went on between my emotions and passion , but I stood strong with my postive attire
Then came the destination of postive
I lost on many stance
I broke on many glance
I was dented on my flaws
But my grit was being postive and to achieve the calmness of emotions
I drove harder
I reminded myself on every patch of failure , that's a test , that a period of proving
At last I rejoiced my emotions of postive and crafted my soul to bring out the best and to deliver the best
I echoed from my soul
I am postive
I ll be postive
I ll remain postive .
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Lovers paradise

They both were amateur in their love skills ,learning and building their passion for love was their only aim

They brought together their emotions to build a mansion of love and emotions

Their concrete was their fate and believing in love for each other,they collected their emotions , tied them to one another for each other , some knots were tight ,some were went loose. Some were intensionally attached others were emotionally attached .

Their hopes were high

Their dreams took the flight

Their passion were dwelling

Their emotions were caring

Support was their weapon for one another

Trust was their shield on each other

Obstacles were faced

Pains were suffered

Emotions were shattered

Caring went into vain

Pain challenged their grits for one another

They fought ,

For one another, to kept their soul intact ,they protected their paradise from quakes and shakes

No one was there to support their paradise of love

All was left on to them

All blamed them

All pointed out them

But they fought

Fought hard to conquer their vows

At last they shielded their paradise which everyone thought would be lost

They become the soul , the aim the passion for their paradise of love which they crafted with their emotions

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Lovers paradise
They both were amateur in their love skills ,learning and building their passion for love was their only aim
They brought together their emotions to build a mansion of love and emotions
Their concrete was their fate and believing in love for each other,they collected their emotions , tied them to one another for each other , some knots were tight ,some were went loose. Some were intensionally attached others were emotionally attached .
Their hopes were high
Their dreams took the flight
Their passion were dwelling
Their emotions were caring
Support was their weapon for one another
Trust was their shield on each other
Obstacles were faced
Pains were suffered
Emotions were shattered
Caring went into vain
Pain challenged their grits for one another
They fought ,
For one another, to kept their soul intact ,they protected their paradise from quakes and shakes
No one was there to support their paradise of love
All was left on to them
All blamed them
All pointed out them
But they fought
Fought hard to conquer their vows
At last they shielded their paradise which everyone thought would be lost
They become the soul , the aim the passion for their paradise of love which they crafted with their emotions
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Love drug

She was his life , he was a wanderer

She completes him ,he hurted her.

She sacrificed her emotions , he used her emotions to play his own tunes cradle his purpose

She went away from his life , by giving him the freedom , he lost her and become the prisoner of his own soul,

She always crushed her passion

He always took her passion to mark his own

Her tears rolled down every time his pain was seen

His ego was felt every time he hurted her feelings

Both played their tunes of emotions

Life always gives you the best , but we realize it when it becomes the worst

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Love drug
She was his life , he was a wanderer
She completes him ,he hurted her.
She sacrificed her emotions , he used her emotions to play his own tunes cradle his purpose

She went away from his life , by giving him the freedom , he lost her and become the prisoner of his own soul,

She always crushed her passion
He always took her passion to mark his own
Her tears rolled down every time his pain was seen
His ego was felt every time he hurted her feelings
Both played their tunes of emotions

Life always gives you the best , but we realize it when it becomes the worst
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Life desire

I built my path on my own

Destiny was my desire to achieve my passion and emotions

I ll ride upon my feelings , just to plant a seed of emotions which are cravings inside me to dwell

Visiting my thoughts and accomplishing them is my motto, learning through the passage of my journey is what I am craving

Some I would learn , some my journey would teach , some experiences would be tough , some would be experiments , others would be the desired emotions living inside to get accomplished

My companions are my passion , desire

My halts are new accomplishing mottos

The pace would be the passion to achieve

I ll drove passionately , hard enough to mark my own stature of achieving them

The moments were relishing

The emotions were speechless

Yet definable

The passion was immense

The desire was the apex

I drove my vehicle of passion to reach my desire of destiny

Some were easy some were tough

Many are memorable

Many are unexplainable

I vowed and promised to continue the drive towards my accompliment of my desired dreams

I bid goodbye my weakness

I bid goodbye my fears

I welcomed my passion

I enjoyed my emotions

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Life desire
I built my path on my own
Destiny was my desire to achieve my passion and emotions
I ll ride upon my feelings , just to plant a seed of emotions which are cravings inside me to dwell
Visiting my thoughts and accomplishing them is my motto, learning through the passage of my journey is what I am craving
Some I would learn , some my journey would teach , some experiences would be tough , some would be experiments , others would be the desired emotions living inside to get accomplished
My companions are my passion , desire
My halts are new accomplishing mottos
The pace would be the passion to achieve
I ll drove passionately , hard enough to mark my own stature of achieving them
The moments were relishing
The emotions were speechless
Yet definable
The passion was immense
The desire was the apex
I drove my vehicle of passion to reach my desire of destiny
Some were easy some were tough
Many are memorable
Many are unexplainable
I vowed and promised to continue the drive towards my accompliment of my desired dreams
I bid goodbye my weakness
I bid goodbye my fears
I welcomed my passion
I enjoyed my emotions

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Meaning of Valentine day for me

I took previlage to define those who make my life filled with love which creates valentine day for me each and every moment of my life

Mumma- she is one who is always there to support me with love and her affection , her presence fills and boost me in my failures and even in my success she is my rock

Sanchit- a younger brother , but much wiser than me , calm and candid with his grits and aims in life motivates me to take up the toil and makes me believe nothing is unachievable in life of passion and hardwork is made you companion

Sonam - sister in law Infact a sister , who always cares me like a protective sister , who always motivates me for writing.Massi- my ultimate love like a mumma , she is someone can't be explained what she adores for me from her heart, a true gem of my life .

Kamal uncle - a person who has given me wisdom with love and made and helped me transformed into a nice human being , I look up to you that persona you carry the way you handle problems is immense desireble to achieve .

Shiva - lord of my life which I started believing in his support and to achieve what I desire in life , I call myself a true shivaholic , because I bleed shiva in my veins

Krits- she is someone who is not near but still her presence is felt everywhere around myself , she is someone without any flaws , her essence is her emotions which defines her persona , she is lifeline ,

Abhishiek - a true friend who is hard to find , even jewels can't match his importance and value , defining him is wordless

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Meaning of Valentine day for me
I took previlage to define those who make my life filled with love which creates valentine day for me each and every moment of my life
Mumma- she is one who is always there to support me with love and her affection , her presence fills and boost me in my failures and even in my success she is my rock
Sanchit- a younger brother , but much wiser than me , calm and candid with his grits and aims in life motivates me to take up the toil and makes me believe nothing is unachievable in life of passion and hardwork is made you companion
Sonam - sister in law Infact a sister , who always cares me like a protective sister , who always motivates me for writing.Massi- my ultimate love like a mumma , she is someone can't be explained what she adores for me from her heart, a true gem of my life .
Kamal uncle - a person who has given me wisdom with love and made and helped me transformed into a nice human being , I look up to you that persona you carry the way you handle problems is immense desireble to achieve .
Shiva - lord of my life which I started believing in his support and to achieve what I desire in life , I call myself a true shivaholic , because I bleed shiva in my veins
Krits- she is someone who is not near but still her presence is felt everywhere around myself , she is someone without any flaws , her essence is her emotions which defines her persona , she is lifeline ,
Abhishiek - a true friend who is hard to find , even jewels can't match his importance and value , defining him is wordless
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