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Two souls

They both came closer to find peace for their sadness of their past

Her thirst was emotions

His desire was love and affection

She crafted her way to please someone once again

He shifted his passion from achieving love to spreading love on that path

They become companion on the verge of finding love for their pains

She give him a chance to conquer her heart

He dwelled inside again to regain his passion for love

Both had a wounds on their soul

Their only strength was willing to move

Their journey for searching happens brought them close

But yet again fate made them dance on its tunes

She cried , he wept , her tears went rolling down , his dreams got shattering again

But they continued on their will

What they were searching love in others they found in each other

That's was their story

That was their tale

Happiness was what they met

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Two souls
They both came closer to find peace for their sadness of their past
Her thirst was emotions
His desire was love and affection
She crafted her way to please someone once again
He shifted his passion from achieving love to spreading love on that path
They become companion on the verge of finding love for their pains
She give him a chance to conquer her heart
He dwelled inside again to regain his passion for love
Both had a wounds on their soul
Their only strength was willing to move
Their journey for searching happens brought them close
But yet again fate made them dance on its tunes
She cried , he wept , her tears went rolling down , his dreams got shattering again
But they continued on their will
What they were searching love in others they found in each other
That's was their story
That was their tale
Happiness was what they met
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I ll win

A lot of scares were still on my soul

I forgot the happiness which I was craving for

I was dented , I was quashed , I was blamed ,

Nothing went through inside my veins

I was incomplete , hurted ,

Emotions were defined in tears

Pain was my soul companion

The only greed kept dwelling inside me was happiness and love

But I lost everything which I had in the course of achieve these

Respect I lost

Love failed

Emotions went unseen

Tears rolled down

Pain went on

I just reside beside my soul

I ll cry but I ll not fail

I ll fail but I'll not give up

I ll be hurted but I ll achieve my aim

You can dent my emotions

You can hurt my feelings

Yet I ll make you realize my worthy

By spreading my love

I ll only speak with my action

Not with arguments

This is me

This is what I am

This is what I will be forever

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I ll win
A lot of scares were still on my soul
I forgot the happiness which I was craving for
I was dented , I was quashed , I was blamed ,
Nothing went through inside my veins
I was incomplete , hurted ,
Emotions were defined in tears
Pain was my soul companion
The only greed kept dwelling inside me was happiness and love
But I lost everything which I had in the course of achieve these
Respect I lost
Love failed
Emotions went unseen
Tears rolled down
Pain went on
I just reside beside my soul
I ll cry but I ll not fail
I ll fail but I'll not give up
I ll be hurted but I ll achieve my aim
You can dent my emotions
You can hurt my feelings
Yet I ll make you realize my worthy
By spreading my love
I ll only speak with my action
Not with arguments
This is me
This is what I am
This is what I will be forever
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Her desiring emotions

Her only greed was love and emotions which she craved for, but her virtues of passion always stabbed her in reality

Her tears were meaningless for him

But she always found a meaning to express her smile behind her dented soul

Crying and pain was her companion

Hurt and dejection was her soul defining traits

Her promises were broken

Her emotions were taken for granted

When she changed her talent

She was abused

She was punished

She was beaten up

Yet she never complained

Her only hope was transforming her soul for him

She always rested her trust on him

She always painted her soul with his dreams

Yet her portrait was cheated

Her soul which she wanted to be greeted, was always crushed

Alas she left all behind

And called herself

Selfish , mean

Her depression was waved off by her deeds in the end

Her wounds were healed by her decision

Atleast she doesn't forgive ,doesn't she care , and neither she love

Her only motto was to satisfy her needs

Now world calls her a queen of ego

Believer of selfish

She doesn't blame

She doesn't cry

Only she ask is respect

Whether she earn it or snatch it

It's her desire

It's her will

Let her be free from shackles

Let her be free from obstacles

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Her desiring emotions
Her only greed was love and emotions which she craved for, but her virtues of passion always stabbed her in reality

Her tears were meaningless for him
But she always found a meaning to express her smile behind her dented soul

Crying and pain was her companion
Hurt and dejection was her soul defining traits

Her promises were broken
Her emotions were taken for granted
When she changed her talent
She was abused
She was punished
She was beaten up

Yet she never complained
Her only hope was transforming her soul for him
She always rested her trust on him
She always painted her soul with his dreams
Yet her portrait was cheated
Her soul which she wanted to be greeted, was always crushed

Alas she left all behind
And called herself
Selfish , mean
Her depression was waved off by her deeds in the end
Her wounds were healed by her decision
Atleast she doesn't forgive ,doesn't she care , and neither she love

Her only motto was to satisfy her needs
Now world calls her a queen of ego
Believer of selfish

She doesn't blame
She doesn't cry
Only she ask is respect
Whether she earn it or snatch it
It's her desire
It's her will
Let her be free from shackles
Let her be free from obstacles
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Her sacrifice

She gulped the pain dwelling inside her emotional paradise

She was the caretaker of many souls dwelling with pain and scares ,

She had her past

She is living in present

And marking her future

Her desire was spreading happiness

What she was craving in ego to collect the happiness , she gained it by spreading it around her

Her aroma was felt and flared

She parted with sorrow

Joined the companionship with the attire of perfumes of love

Spreading love was her motto

Nailing down the depression was her aim

She conquered her defeats of past

She got honoured for her compliance

She cried in joy

She yelled her dreams

She drew her passion

She painted her soul with one word which echoed around her soul

Happiness

Loving

Caring

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Her sacrifice
She gulped the pain dwelling inside her emotional paradise
She was the caretaker of many souls dwelling with pain and scares ,
She had her past
She is living in present
And marking her future
Her desire was spreading happiness
What she was craving in ego to collect the happiness , she gained it by spreading it around her
Her aroma was felt and flared
She parted with sorrow
Joined the companionship with the attire of perfumes of love
Spreading love was her motto
Nailing down the depression was her aim
She conquered her defeats of past
She got honoured for her compliance
She cried in joy
She yelled her dreams
She drew her passion
She painted her soul with one word which echoed around her soul
Happiness
Loving
Caring
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Castle of hopes

Castle of hopes

I started losing my emotions like sand flowing from my hand ,

My grits were strong , I kept trying to hold on to that sand more passionately but the more I exerted pressure the more my emotions were dented

The essence was to let it go

And try to find new passion

The heat of the sand taught me the integrity

It's dryness made me felt the mood of my desire which was pale and motionless

The more I craved and tried to hold on to that sand the more I started losing the grip on it

I went in pain first

I learnt to live it next

I tried to make into peace and happiness

I achieved it by building my castle of that very own sand

I missed my emotions which built me like this

I wish my emotions to graft me in a manner of desire

My goals were clear

My aim was perished

My motto was defined

My path to achieve was tough

Yet I took the sand in my hand and made my companion

It went slipping away like time

But my hope was my grits

My desire to achieve my aim was to built my castle of emotions where my dreams and hopes can reside

I made my emotions with peace

I loved my dreams with hope

This is what nth castle of sand taught me

Don't let your desire leave you

Don't let your hopes leave you

Make them your companion

Trust them with your grits

At last my castle was built and my hopes were achieved

That was my castle

That was my desire

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Castle of hopes
Castle of hopes

I started losing my emotions like sand flowing from my hand ,
My grits were strong , I kept trying to hold on to that sand more passionately but the more I exerted pressure the more my emotions were dented
The essence was to let it go
And try to find new passion
The heat of the sand taught me the integrity
It's dryness made me felt the mood of my desire which was pale and motionless
The more I craved and tried to hold on to that sand the more I started losing the grip on it
I went in pain first
I learnt to live it next
I tried to make into peace and happiness
I achieved it by building my castle of that very own sand
I missed my emotions which built me like this
I wish my emotions to graft me in a manner of desire
My goals were clear
My aim was perished
My motto was defined
My path to achieve was tough
Yet I took the sand in my hand and made my companion
It went slipping away like time
But my hope was my grits
My desire to achieve my aim was to built my castle of emotions where my dreams and hopes can reside
I made my emotions with peace
I loved my dreams with hope
This is what nth castle of sand taught me
Don't let your desire leave you
Don't let your hopes leave you
Make them your companion
Trust them with your grits
At last my castle was built and my hopes were achieved
That was my castle
That was my desire
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Words which I wanted to share it with you

Your presence is what I miss , your emotions is what I crave , your love is what I remember , Grandpa , you were the one who always fought against everyone even for my mistakes

You were someone who beleieved in my virtues

I see myself to show my love with overcoming my failures to see you up there I stars bright and sparkling showering your blessings

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Words which I wanted to share it with you
Your presence is what I miss , your emotions is what I crave , your love is what I remember , Grandpa , you were the one who always fought against everyone even for my mistakes
You were someone who beleieved in my virtues
I see myself to show my love with overcoming my failures to see you up there I stars bright and sparkling showering your blessings
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Her emotional love

She had fire in her emotions

But her emotions were depicted in a wrong manner

She was courageous , yet she was imaged as coward and dependent

Her fire was always treated as a slave

Her only charm was considered was her beauty

Yet her need was more that applaud

She craved for love and emotions for which she is ready to sacrifice every other emotions dwelling inside her

Her dignity was only in words

She is disrespected and crushed at every stage

Her sacrifice is taken as fate

Her courage is always compromised

Her tears and pain are always ignored

Yet she never complains

Never she argues

But when her dignity is questioned

Her identity changed

she become fearless , dauntless

Aggressive

She is disgraced with filthy words

She is disowned by her only love

She is hurted for whom she only love

Don't chain her

Don't blame her

Don't change her

Never hurt her

Respect her

Love her

Respect her

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Her emotional love
She had fire in her emotions
But her emotions were depicted in a wrong manner

She was courageous , yet she was imaged as coward and dependent
Her fire was always treated as a slave
Her only charm was considered was her beauty
Yet her need was more that applaud
She craved for love and emotions for which she is ready to sacrifice every other emotions dwelling inside her

Her dignity was only in words
She is disrespected and crushed at every stage
Her sacrifice is taken as fate
Her courage is always compromised
Her tears and pain are always ignored
Yet she never complains
Never she argues
But when her dignity is questioned
Her identity changed
she become fearless , dauntless
Aggressive
She is disgraced with filthy words
She is disowned by her only love
She is hurted for whom she only love
Don't chain her
Don't blame her
Don't change her
Never hurt her

Respect her
Love her
Respect her
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Her desire

The sparkle in her eyes was my shine

The innocence in her smile was my desire

Her tears were always hidden behind her charm ,

Her grits were stronger ,

Her passion to achieve her goals were immensely hidden under her soul

She was hurted by many

Loved by many

Her only desire was to live carefree

But her soul was always tired into shackles

She fought vigorously against the odds

She cried a lot

She bleed a lot

She cared a lot

She sacrificed a lot

The only hope she carries on her soul was to mark her dreams with actions

Whether she reaches her destination of dreams or not she ll not regret what her emotions learnt and experienced

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Her desire
The sparkle in her eyes was my shine
The innocence in her smile was my desire
Her tears were always hidden behind her charm ,
Her grits were stronger ,
Her passion to achieve her goals were immensely hidden under her soul
She was hurted by many
Loved by many
Her only desire was to live carefree
But her soul was always tired into shackles
She fought vigorously against the odds
She cried a lot
She bleed a lot
She cared a lot
She sacrificed a lot
The only hope she carries on her soul was to mark her dreams with actions
Whether she reaches her destination of dreams or not she ll not regret what her emotions learnt and experienced
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Her pain for love

The passion of love made her a desired soul to achieve

Her pains were fade away with the dreams of flourishing her emotions

She took the grits to mark upon her love and affection

She crafted the tears of her heart into a dwelling smile

She twisted the pain of loss into the ocean of dreams to fulfil her dreams

Her soul was divine , yet she suffered the pain

Her love was true yet she suffered daunting scars on her feelings

Her intergrity was her only weapon to fight with

Her enemies and foes were pain , dejection , backstabbing , cheat

But she fought against her virtues

She bleed for love

Her scars and wounds were visible

Yet she hid her under her smile

Only words with kept her alive

Love

Love

Love

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Her pain for love
The passion of love made her a desired soul to achieve
Her pains were fade away with the dreams of flourishing her emotions
She took the grits to mark upon her love and affection
She crafted the tears of her heart into a dwelling smile
She twisted the pain of loss into the ocean of dreams to fulfil her dreams
Her soul was divine , yet she suffered the pain
Her love was true yet she suffered daunting scars on her feelings
Her intergrity was her only weapon to fight with
Her enemies and foes were pain , dejection , backstabbing , cheat
But she fought against her virtues
She bleed for love
Her scars and wounds were visible
Yet she hid her under her smile
Only words with kept her alive
Love
Love
Love
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Desire for childhood again

I wish i could live my childhood again

The innocence of fighting with friends

The sharing of meals with them

The giggling among friends in the class, the cracking of jokes at the back bench

I wish I could earn and love them again

I wish I could play out my childhood again

The running on the fields to catch the sky

The diving into the aim of become someone to desire

The playing on fields with loved ones and friends

The sharing of lunch and fighting for one another and standing up for one another

The first crush

The first emotions

Everything was inexperienced

Everything was new ,

The laugh we shared

The tears were shed

The emotions we shared

The bunking of classes

The punishment of teachers

The cracking of jokes behind the teachers

The scolding of parents and teachers

The homework which was never completed

The copying of academic works

The playing in the fields

The little tussles among friends

All I wish I can earn back with my childhood

The sharing of lunchbox with friends

The rides on bikes to undesired destinations

From having crushes on teachers , to hate the strictness of deans and teachers

From dancing in rain , to playing in scorching heat in the fields

All I desire to live my childhood again

The playing of hide and seek in the recess of school , to giggle in the middle of class and Library

From scolding to aprreciation from teachers

From cheating on exams to scoring good grades in exams

From collecting useless stuff to remember it till date

From riding the bike for the first time

To take a drag of cigarette hiding from parents

From writings letters to our first love

And getting caught by parents

From getting scolded in class to bunk classes

All I wish I could earn them back

From getting the first heart break to failure in term exams ,

The excitement of getting a yes from a girl to the rejection from the same

The dating was childish yet innocent

The emotions were temporary yet subtle

I wish I could live those days of childhood

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Desire for childhood again



I wish i could live my childhood again
The innocence of fighting with friends
The sharing of meals with them
The giggling among friends in the class, the cracking of jokes at the back bench
I wish I could earn and love them again

I wish I could play out my childhood again
The running on the fields to catch the sky
The diving into the aim of become someone to desire
The playing on fields with loved ones and friends
The sharing of lunch and fighting for one another and standing up for one another
The first crush
The first emotions
Everything was inexperienced
Everything was new ,
The laugh we shared
The tears were shed
The emotions we shared
The bunking of classes
The punishment of teachers
The cracking of jokes behind the teachers
The scolding of parents and teachers
The homework which was never completed
The copying of academic works
The playing in the fields
The little tussles among friends
All I wish I can earn back with my childhood
The sharing of lunchbox with friends
The rides on bikes to undesired destinations
From having crushes on teachers , to hate the strictness of deans and teachers
From dancing in rain , to playing in scorching heat in the fields
All I desire to live my childhood again
The playing of hide and seek in the recess of school , to giggle in the middle of class and Library
From scolding to aprreciation from teachers
From cheating on exams to scoring good grades in exams
From collecting useless stuff to remember it till date
From riding the bike for the first time
To take a drag of cigarette hiding from parents
From writings letters to our first love
And getting caught by parents
From getting scolded in class to bunk classes
All I wish I could earn them back
From getting the first heart break to failure in term exams ,
The excitement of getting a yes from a girl to the rejection from the same
The dating was childish yet innocent
The emotions were temporary yet subtle
I wish I could live those days of childhood
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