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Castle of hopes

Castle of hopes

I started losing my emotions like sand flowing from my hand ,

My grits were strong , I kept trying to hold on to that sand more passionately but the more I exerted pressure the more my emotions were dented

The essence was to let it go

And try to find new passion

The heat of the sand taught me the integrity

It's dryness made me felt the mood of my desire which was pale and motionless

The more I craved and tried to hold on to that sand the more I started losing the grip on it

I went in pain first

I learnt to live it next

I tried to make into peace and happiness

I achieved it by building my castle of that very own sand

I missed my emotions which built me like this

I wish my emotions to graft me in a manner of desire

My goals were clear

My aim was perished

My motto was defined

My path to achieve was tough

Yet I took the sand in my hand and made my companion

It went slipping away like time

But my hope was my grits

My desire to achieve my aim was to built my castle of emotions where my dreams and hopes can reside

I made my emotions with peace

I loved my dreams with hope

This is what nth castle of sand taught me

Don't let your desire leave you

Don't let your hopes leave you

Make them your companion

Trust them with your grits

At last my castle was built and my hopes were achieved

That was my castle

That was my desire

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Castle of hopes
Castle of hopes

I started losing my emotions like sand flowing from my hand ,
My grits were strong , I kept trying to hold on to that sand more passionately but the more I exerted pressure the more my emotions were dented
The essence was to let it go
And try to find new passion
The heat of the sand taught me the integrity
It's dryness made me felt the mood of my desire which was pale and motionless
The more I craved and tried to hold on to that sand the more I started losing the grip on it
I went in pain first
I learnt to live it next
I tried to make into peace and happiness
I achieved it by building my castle of that very own sand
I missed my emotions which built me like this
I wish my emotions to graft me in a manner of desire
My goals were clear
My aim was perished
My motto was defined
My path to achieve was tough
Yet I took the sand in my hand and made my companion
It went slipping away like time
But my hope was my grits
My desire to achieve my aim was to built my castle of emotions where my dreams and hopes can reside
I made my emotions with peace
I loved my dreams with hope
This is what nth castle of sand taught me
Don't let your desire leave you
Don't let your hopes leave you
Make them your companion
Trust them with your grits
At last my castle was built and my hopes were achieved
That was my castle
That was my desire
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Words which I wanted to share it with you

Your presence is what I miss , your emotions is what I crave , your love is what I remember , Grandpa , you were the one who always fought against everyone even for my mistakes

You were someone who beleieved in my virtues

I see myself to show my love with overcoming my failures to see you up there I stars bright and sparkling showering your blessings

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Words which I wanted to share it with you
Your presence is what I miss , your emotions is what I crave , your love is what I remember , Grandpa , you were the one who always fought against everyone even for my mistakes
You were someone who beleieved in my virtues
I see myself to show my love with overcoming my failures to see you up there I stars bright and sparkling showering your blessings
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Her emotional love

She had fire in her emotions

But her emotions were depicted in a wrong manner

She was courageous , yet she was imaged as coward and dependent

Her fire was always treated as a slave

Her only charm was considered was her beauty

Yet her need was more that applaud

She craved for love and emotions for which she is ready to sacrifice every other emotions dwelling inside her

Her dignity was only in words

She is disrespected and crushed at every stage

Her sacrifice is taken as fate

Her courage is always compromised

Her tears and pain are always ignored

Yet she never complains

Never she argues

But when her dignity is questioned

Her identity changed

she become fearless , dauntless

Aggressive

She is disgraced with filthy words

She is disowned by her only love

She is hurted for whom she only love

Don't chain her

Don't blame her

Don't change her

Never hurt her

Respect her

Love her

Respect her

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Her emotional love
She had fire in her emotions
But her emotions were depicted in a wrong manner

She was courageous , yet she was imaged as coward and dependent
Her fire was always treated as a slave
Her only charm was considered was her beauty
Yet her need was more that applaud
She craved for love and emotions for which she is ready to sacrifice every other emotions dwelling inside her

Her dignity was only in words
She is disrespected and crushed at every stage
Her sacrifice is taken as fate
Her courage is always compromised
Her tears and pain are always ignored
Yet she never complains
Never she argues
But when her dignity is questioned
Her identity changed
she become fearless , dauntless
Aggressive
She is disgraced with filthy words
She is disowned by her only love
She is hurted for whom she only love
Don't chain her
Don't blame her
Don't change her
Never hurt her

Respect her
Love her
Respect her
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Her desire

The sparkle in her eyes was my shine

The innocence in her smile was my desire

Her tears were always hidden behind her charm ,

Her grits were stronger ,

Her passion to achieve her goals were immensely hidden under her soul

She was hurted by many

Loved by many

Her only desire was to live carefree

But her soul was always tired into shackles

She fought vigorously against the odds

She cried a lot

She bleed a lot

She cared a lot

She sacrificed a lot

The only hope she carries on her soul was to mark her dreams with actions

Whether she reaches her destination of dreams or not she ll not regret what her emotions learnt and experienced

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Her desire
The sparkle in her eyes was my shine
The innocence in her smile was my desire
Her tears were always hidden behind her charm ,
Her grits were stronger ,
Her passion to achieve her goals were immensely hidden under her soul
She was hurted by many
Loved by many
Her only desire was to live carefree
But her soul was always tired into shackles
She fought vigorously against the odds
She cried a lot
She bleed a lot
She cared a lot
She sacrificed a lot
The only hope she carries on her soul was to mark her dreams with actions
Whether she reaches her destination of dreams or not she ll not regret what her emotions learnt and experienced
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Her pain for love

The passion of love made her a desired soul to achieve

Her pains were fade away with the dreams of flourishing her emotions

She took the grits to mark upon her love and affection

She crafted the tears of her heart into a dwelling smile

She twisted the pain of loss into the ocean of dreams to fulfil her dreams

Her soul was divine , yet she suffered the pain

Her love was true yet she suffered daunting scars on her feelings

Her intergrity was her only weapon to fight with

Her enemies and foes were pain , dejection , backstabbing , cheat

But she fought against her virtues

She bleed for love

Her scars and wounds were visible

Yet she hid her under her smile

Only words with kept her alive

Love

Love

Love

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Her pain for love
The passion of love made her a desired soul to achieve
Her pains were fade away with the dreams of flourishing her emotions
She took the grits to mark upon her love and affection
She crafted the tears of her heart into a dwelling smile
She twisted the pain of loss into the ocean of dreams to fulfil her dreams
Her soul was divine , yet she suffered the pain
Her love was true yet she suffered daunting scars on her feelings
Her intergrity was her only weapon to fight with
Her enemies and foes were pain , dejection , backstabbing , cheat
But she fought against her virtues
She bleed for love
Her scars and wounds were visible
Yet she hid her under her smile
Only words with kept her alive
Love
Love
Love
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Desire for childhood again

I wish i could live my childhood again

The innocence of fighting with friends

The sharing of meals with them

The giggling among friends in the class, the cracking of jokes at the back bench

I wish I could earn and love them again

I wish I could play out my childhood again

The running on the fields to catch the sky

The diving into the aim of become someone to desire

The playing on fields with loved ones and friends

The sharing of lunch and fighting for one another and standing up for one another

The first crush

The first emotions

Everything was inexperienced

Everything was new ,

The laugh we shared

The tears were shed

The emotions we shared

The bunking of classes

The punishment of teachers

The cracking of jokes behind the teachers

The scolding of parents and teachers

The homework which was never completed

The copying of academic works

The playing in the fields

The little tussles among friends

All I wish I can earn back with my childhood

The sharing of lunchbox with friends

The rides on bikes to undesired destinations

From having crushes on teachers , to hate the strictness of deans and teachers

From dancing in rain , to playing in scorching heat in the fields

All I desire to live my childhood again

The playing of hide and seek in the recess of school , to giggle in the middle of class and Library

From scolding to aprreciation from teachers

From cheating on exams to scoring good grades in exams

From collecting useless stuff to remember it till date

From riding the bike for the first time

To take a drag of cigarette hiding from parents

From writings letters to our first love

And getting caught by parents

From getting scolded in class to bunk classes

All I wish I could earn them back

From getting the first heart break to failure in term exams ,

The excitement of getting a yes from a girl to the rejection from the same

The dating was childish yet innocent

The emotions were temporary yet subtle

I wish I could live those days of childhood

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Desire for childhood again



I wish i could live my childhood again
The innocence of fighting with friends
The sharing of meals with them
The giggling among friends in the class, the cracking of jokes at the back bench
I wish I could earn and love them again

I wish I could play out my childhood again
The running on the fields to catch the sky
The diving into the aim of become someone to desire
The playing on fields with loved ones and friends
The sharing of lunch and fighting for one another and standing up for one another
The first crush
The first emotions
Everything was inexperienced
Everything was new ,
The laugh we shared
The tears were shed
The emotions we shared
The bunking of classes
The punishment of teachers
The cracking of jokes behind the teachers
The scolding of parents and teachers
The homework which was never completed
The copying of academic works
The playing in the fields
The little tussles among friends
All I wish I can earn back with my childhood
The sharing of lunchbox with friends
The rides on bikes to undesired destinations
From having crushes on teachers , to hate the strictness of deans and teachers
From dancing in rain , to playing in scorching heat in the fields
All I desire to live my childhood again
The playing of hide and seek in the recess of school , to giggle in the middle of class and Library
From scolding to aprreciation from teachers
From cheating on exams to scoring good grades in exams
From collecting useless stuff to remember it till date
From riding the bike for the first time
To take a drag of cigarette hiding from parents
From writings letters to our first love
And getting caught by parents
From getting scolded in class to bunk classes
All I wish I could earn them back
From getting the first heart break to failure in term exams ,
The excitement of getting a yes from a girl to the rejection from the same
The dating was childish yet innocent
The emotions were temporary yet subtle
I wish I could live those days of childhood
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Desire of love

The essence of my breathe always craved for her heart beat , her smile was the only treasure which I kept dwelling for myself

The emotions of her feelings were real and soulful

Her heartbeat was always felt inside my soul

Her tears were the pain which I engraved on her soul

Her love was the teasure which I stole it from her soul

She showed her pain in words and love for his emotions , the sadness was the crunch of pain which shooked her from inside ,

She kept fighting the virtue of pain to gain the real essence of happiness in his emotions of love

The magic of her divine was kept hidden ,

Until she revealed the deep soars of her wounds

She covered her wounds with the shroud of love for him ,

She suffered the pain and wounds on her soul by his deeds

Her tears went pale

Her smile went vain

Her broken heart was crushed

She desired to fulfill her dreams

But fate always kept her deprived from her reach

Every drop of the tear made her hollow from inside

Every scar made her the divining star

Her brightness was her strength of love

Her pains were her weakness of her emotions

Her cried , she laughed

But never blamed the beautiful emotion of love

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Desire of love
The essence of my breathe always craved for her heart beat , her smile was the only treasure which I kept dwelling for myself
The emotions of her feelings were real and soulful
Her heartbeat was always felt inside my soul
Her tears were the pain which I engraved on her soul
Her love was the teasure which I stole it from her soul
She showed her pain in words and love for his emotions , the sadness was the crunch of pain which shooked her from inside ,
She kept fighting the virtue of pain to gain the real essence of happiness in his emotions of love
The magic of her divine was kept hidden ,
Until she revealed the deep soars of her wounds
She covered her wounds with the shroud of love for him ,
She suffered the pain and wounds on her soul by his deeds
Her tears went pale
Her smile went vain
Her broken heart was crushed
She desired to fulfill her dreams
But fate always kept her deprived from her reach
Every drop of the tear made her hollow from inside
Every scar made her the divining star
Her brightness was her strength of love
Her pains were her weakness of her emotions
Her cried , she laughed
But never blamed the beautiful emotion of love
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Emotions of her soul

Emotions of her soul

She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,

Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul

The tattoos were on her skin for him

But the emotions were engraved inside her soul

Her dreams were draws on her soul for him

He was her art , which she painted on her soul

Some pains were emotional

Some were physical

But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever

She ll carry that charm

She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul

She ll free her soul

Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions

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Emotions of her soul
Emotions of her soul

She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,
Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul
The tattoos were on her skin for him
But the emotions were engraved inside her soul
Her dreams were draws on her soul for him
He was her art , which she painted on her soul
Some pains were emotional
Some were physical
But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever
She ll carry that charm
She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul
She ll free her soul
Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions
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Her love

She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,

Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul

The tattoos were on her skin for him

But the emotions were engraved inside her soul

Her dreams were draws on her soul for him

He was her art , which she painted on her soul

Some pains were emotional

Some were physical

But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever

She ll carry that charm

She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul

She ll free her soul

Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions

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Her love
She inked herself with the memories of him together with the pain of every pinch of needle that draw an art on her soul ,
Her emotions were depicted with each art crafted on her soul
The tattoos were on her skin for him
But the emotions were engraved inside her soul
Her dreams were draws on her soul for him
He was her art , which she painted on her soul
Some pains were emotional
Some were physical
But they transformed on her soul with an art which she ll remember forever
She ll carry that charm
She ll love that art of loving someone which made her an artist on her soul
She ll free her soul
Just to be caged in the memories of love and hate which she got in return for her emotions
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Enough is enough

Stop judging me start accepting me

Enough is enough

I had it , lived wit it, now I can't bear it

Call it my shame

Call it or blame it

I ll not step down I ll not give up

I ll be stubborn

I ll ruthless , I'll be a free soul of mine

I ll break the shackles ,

They outcastes me

They crushed me

They dented my confidence

Yet I ll fight

Yet I ll bring peace inside myself

I ll fight , I ll cry , I ll bleed

But ll not complain

I ll take my aim

I ll reply in my words

Enough is enough

Don't cage me and my thoughts

Somewhere and somehow I ll bleed out

Someway I ll free my soul

Soul which you all think is a burden

I ll mark myself

With my failures and success

With my woes and happiness

With my friends and foes

With my admirers and critics

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Enough is enough
Stop judging me start accepting me

Enough is enough
I had it , lived wit it, now I can't bear it
Call it my shame
Call it or blame it
I ll not step down I ll not give up
I ll be stubborn
I ll ruthless , I'll be a free soul of mine
I ll break the shackles ,
They outcastes me
They crushed me
They dented my confidence
Yet I ll fight
Yet I ll bring peace inside myself
I ll fight , I ll cry , I ll bleed
But ll not complain
I ll take my aim
I ll reply in my words
Enough is enough
Don't cage me and my thoughts
Somewhere and somehow I ll bleed out
Someway I ll free my soul
Soul which you all think is a burden
I ll mark myself
With my failures and success
With my woes and happiness
With my friends and foes
With my admirers and critics
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