

Oh look a squirrel!
PLAN !..
This life don't always go as
planned
Even when you think you got
The whole damn world within your hands
WEIGHT!...
Getting heavy on your shoulders
As you wait
Like it may not be too late
Yet now you Contemplate
your fate
DRUNK!...
And yes I mean so motherfucking
drunk
Can't relax now as your brain
Now treats you like some
dumbass punk
HANG on!....
To all the shit that's been unsaid
As past comfort now tips
OVER
And ROLLS
Right off the damn bed
FUCKING BLUBBER!...
Please forgive me for my sin
And this stupid tipsy pen
Breaking character again
These last 5 lines do not fit in
BINGE!... Watch
The past in your head now
As you take
A phantom quake now implanted just to make your
Memories SHAKE
FAIL!...
The past just unopened
Mail in brail
The coffin seeks to never speak
Now of the unspoken
Final nail
To hell with all that!
6 feet breaking through
The surface
Feeling only half decayed
The ball must drop with
A new purpose
Daniel Jacob Dabney And my..
Good fucking riddance
2022 type of mind
Anybody?
I would love a collaboration with someone who enjoys rhyming! If interested let me know!
LofL
OK this shit cracks me up.
Deal is I've done my best to try to shelter my sons innocence, and I've done a pretty good job so far in my humble opinion. But I recently became a single dad and let's be fair my son is 12 and a bit smart for his or my own good so,that being said..
The other day he asked if I wanted to play a game with him -ps4- and I said yeah son just give me a sec.... he said "of course dad I'll give you all the secs you need" I looked at him and said "son ummm what did you just say to me?" He thought about it and looked so embarrassed and oh my God I about died laughing
Moonlit Kite
I peek outside my window
The sun is falling down
As if it had vertigo
As if it lost its crown
The moon shows up and stumbles
A piece falls from the sky
As if it’s going to crumble
Right before my
bloodshot eyes
I quickly shut my curtains
I must be paranoid
But one thing seems for certain
I’m trapped within a void
The light is shining in
As if it was a silent sound
Perhaps all of my sin
Is echoing from underground
I am so stray I am astray
Lost and so confused
Keep it at bay keep it at bay
Cover up what has been bruised
Again the sun shall fall
The next day within plain sight
I’ll go outside and crawl
Flying the moon just like a kite
…..Daniel Jacob Dabney…..
……And my fucked up mind……
Son
It's 11-9-22
I know you're gonna dig around in here at some point so I'm gonna leave this here for you. First things first,my work tends to be a bit dark but keep in mind most of what I write isn't even about me. I just feed off emotions to unlock my creativity. So don't take too much to heart. You are the best part of my day everyday! At 12 you are so ahead of your time and I couldn't ask for better company! I'll always be proud of you and I hope one day you have your own kids because they are also going to be amazing. I'm sorry I missed the first 6 years of your life, I'd give anything to get that time for myself . I'm sorry for all you went through with your mother. I hope someday she comes back to you a better person. I'm sorry the only stepmother that I could give you turned out being so shitty. I'm sorry all of your siblings have been ripped out of your life.You deserve so much better than all this.Through everything that has happened you have stood strong by my side and I couldn't be more blessed to have you here,you are truly my rock! Son I'm also sorry you have to witness my health decline. Depression had me in a chokehold and I almost tapped out. It was alot at the same time but you got me.. I'm fighting I won't leave you. I'll get back to that tough freaking dude that I was before...
I love you so damn much ❤️
I'm gonna leave random stuff here for you to read I hope it finds you well!
The Stunt Of A Cunt :)
I cannot find the words
My dictionary is on fire
Each syllable runs in herds
Stomping away from my desire
I hate this so damn much
But should I be surprised?
I could not feel your touch
And now you are so despised
Oh my God this fucking feeling
It never should be felt
Why must you be the one dealing
This hand that has been dealt?
I gave you everything
From the ocean to the sky
And now the songs I sing
Just makes me want to cry
Now one thing that's fucked up
I don't write about myself
Now this half full empty cup
Sits upon an empty shelf
Perhaps I don't make sense
Or even deserve to fucking try
But now in my defense
My new fail is to comply
Holy fuck I am so lost
My own words now trouble me
And as I learn the cost
I close my eyes so I can see
D<>J<>D
And we'll my confused stupid fucking mind
Dried Up No Leaf ♧Clover♧
Grimly oh so gently
My soul goes numb
. another day
Discreetly oh so bleakly
I thought that things
would be okay
Yet here
Within these strange time’s
And ignoring these
changing signs
I should of known
This would always
catch up
And now
. everything
Feels so fucked
Dried up no leaf clover
Now flaunting my luck
So now dimly
consequently
The light in my life slowly
fades away
And intently
it shall get me
This shit isn't right
I don’t know what to say
Everything had to
Get so damn fucked up
I still can’t believe it
Has been so abrupt
A scorched rabbit foot
To display all my luck
I'll be fighting the clock
Before it does all erupt
DJD
>and my fucked up mind<
Broken Abyss
I have been broken
In so many ways
But this time
I’m shattered down
to the core
I think I must go
No way I could stay
And yet I am frozen
Behind this locked door
I know I can’t take this
I would if I could
I’m tired and this abyss
Has fucked me up good
How could this happen now
As I wither away
My life is now trapped somehow
Not much left to decay
Pound by pound
My body has been failing
And what I have found
The ship of death
Is sailing
I could of gone content
But you turned on our own son
And now when my
Life ends
He’ll be left with no one
You know I had accepted
This to be my creeping fate
But this was unexpected
And thanks to you
It’s all too late
I now know how it feels
To be broken all the way
And nowhere to reveal
A safe place for my kid to stay
This isn’t just me broken
I am shattered and defeated
And this can’t go unspoken
To ghost a child
When you are needed
I struggle everyday
And each one could be my last
I wish that I could stay
But I fear it’s coming fast
I try to hold on
As broken pieces slowly rot
I hope to stay strong
And find my son a worthy spot
Daniel J Dabney
And my fucked up mind
☆ The {☆} Funk ☆
And a one and a two and a three
Oh boy here we go again
I’m back on my prose shit
Back to the deal of
Feeling all that real shit
Back to being drunk
And pissed off
wanting to kill shit
Back to all the rocks
thrown from the top
Etching a new low
As I'm dropped
Well hell I guess that six years
with the widespread tears
Was a good break
from all of this bullshit
But damn now here I am
Another grand slam
as a jester
In this foolish skit
Another I love you
and then
Another you love me
As I sign the contract
for this stupid fucking lease
And then a promise spoken
As a token you can soak in
As the heart gets fatter
for the feast
It doesn’t matter just
a zombie platter
And another life to shatter
My heart goes pitter patter
But then it’s done and
as I get pissed
I mark another notch upon the
good ole shit list
Back to the funk
back to the lab
Back to getting way too drunk
and Contemplating
who to stab
And no I’m not just crazy
Got a spacey mind that’s hazy
Perhaps a bit ragey
No way that dumb cunt
just replaced me
Back to the anger
followed by
The self hate
Back to the danger of
This manic broken state
So yes I am back
Black heart for the attack
My sanity has ran from me
And I doubt its coming back
Hello rock bottom
here we meet again
I think my marbles may
just now
Start rolling in
Wait no I think I lost them
Something must of tossed em
But I don’t dare to think
Too clear and calculate
How much this cost them
Well now before I sign off
I guess I should just
lay it straight
The pain inside my brain
I cannot maintain
This time I think I’m
Actually going insane
What’s left of me now
with the theft of
the best of me
And how all that shit was
Just like pow
look at me now as
My mind takes such a dive
Just a plead to strive
Within the great sea
Of despise
Daniel
Jacob
Dabney
And
My
Fucked
Up
Mind
Thankful
Now that life has fallen
apart
With my stitched up broken
heart
I'm out of reason I'm out
Rhyme
I think I may be done
Time
And yes I'm broken maybe
hateful
But I'll forever be so
Grateful
To
#1 My son
#2 His name is Hadyn #3 Good looking boy
Not sure how I pulled that off
LOL
#4 Did I mention my son?
#5 He's all I have and I couldn't
Be more proud to be
his dad