A classic fairytale - with a twist.
A brave princess journeys through perilous realms to rescue her prince from a fearsome monster.
The world...
No war...Just peace
Love....not hate..
Happiness not heartbreak...
Families together...not broken...
Loving mothers...patient Fathers...
You still here....not gone.
I Love you....not I hate you...
Dreams of you
I dream of you at night,
I dream of you during day,
During school, choir and work.
Always on my mind, never off it.
And the more I dream, the more I realize....
This dream wont't come true.
The Game
It's a horrible feeling. Being in the woods on a cloudy night, nothing around you but the looming trees and thick, unrelenting darkness. When every cracking twig or rustle of foliage makes your heart skip a beat. Makes you question if, in fact, you really are alone. Or if it's just your thoughts playing nasty tricks. But the worst feeling of all is knowing. When you come to the realization that the noises in the forest behind you aren't just little bunnies at play, or that the rustle of leaves above you isn't the wind. Because in the middle of the night the forest creatures are tucked away safe in their dens...hiding. Because there is no breeze tonight to make the leaves quiver like that. The worst feeling of all is knowing why every creature steals away to their holes well before sundown, and that you should have too. Because at night, it hunts. Sliding through the darkness. You can't see it. You can't run away. You can only feel it, hovering over your shoulder in the blackness, then a soft brush of ice cold air on your arm as it slips away when you cast a glance over your shoulder. It loves to play games in the dark. And none have ever won against it.
Precious
He said yes, so I did. And he regretted it from that moment forward. For he lost what cannot be regained. He gave me something, and I took in return. He said yes, and from that moment on he realized that he gave something away more precious than gold or silver. He gave his innocence.
The zebras and the lions.
The prey, the praise,
they Praise for days,
For days to amaze,
At the wide open haze,
That shows them their ways,
And where they can graze,
With summers bright rays.
And long scary stays,
In the predators maze,
With their cold hearted gaze,
and the prey, they bay,
For they did not praise,
for the predators gaze,
That now will cause lays,
from they prey that praise.
ME
Find yourself.
Its there.
Just dig deep.
It will take time.
But you will find it in the end.
Buried deep within your soul,
There lies your true self.
YOURS
I just want to wake up and see your face and know your there cause I want you to be with you always and I don't want you to ever leave. I Love you.
DEFEATING WRITER’S BLOCK
Oftentimes, I find myself staring at a blank page, unsure of what to write or where to begin. That’s when doubt sets in and I question my ability of ever becoming an effective writer. Perhaps, my past brain injury is the reason for this issue and I’m doomed! Then I do what I normally wouldn’t do; I stop. I reasses. Then, I tell myself that I lived a life for ten people and I have one hell of a story to tell. One that will inspire other’s tremendously and if I give up, I’m not only giving up on myself, but I’m giving up on someone that could benefit from my story. That’s what keeps me thriving and with time, patience and a shit load of practice, I will turn this dream into a reality.
Mine
He was perfect. there is no other way to describe it. But just beacuse he was perfect, doesnt mean it was meant to be. In fact, it was the opposite. we were just two teenagers in desperately in love. clinging to each other for everything. He was nerdy, inexperianced, and he was older. I was the young, experianced girl, who was absolutely taken with him. I could'nt think of anyone else, could'nt dream of anyone else, could'nt hope for anyone else. he wanted to lose his virginity. He was so afraid of turning 18 and being a virgin. It scared him. I tried so many times to explain. explain he did'nt have to do it, that it was his choice and nobody else’s. But he would'nt listen. And then one summer night it happened. We lost it, in the heat of the moment, and the thing he had wanted to lose, was lost forever. He left me that fall. He was gone, to somewhere else, somewhere where he would be happier, away from my “toxic” influence. But there were always two things he gave me. he gave me innocence, and he gave me his love. And those are two things he will never get back.