Log In
Sign Up
Search
Tylasmith
I am trying to stay afloat in my mind but I am drowning in it
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith

my heart

my heart is too big for my body 

I take things to heart 

and fall apart 

I think with my heart 

not with my brain 

My heart is wide enough to fit 

the whole world in it 

My heart has many cracks 

it  constricts in pain

My heart is weak 

and I know this 

but I keep loving anyway

this why I keep getting hurt 

because I give too much 

because I open my heart wide 

But I am closing it up 

because it needs to heal 

and I never give it enough time to heal 

7
2
0
Juice
12 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith
my heart
my heart is too big for my body 
I take things to heart 
and fall apart 
I think with my heart 
not with my brain 
My heart is wide enough to fit 
the whole world in it 
My heart has many cracks 
it  constricts in pain
My heart is weak 
and I know this 
but I keep loving anyway
this why I keep getting hurt 
because I give too much 
because I open my heart wide 
But I am closing it up 
because it needs to heal 
and I never give it enough time to heal 


7
2
0
Juice
12 reads
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Micropoetry

Good times???

It´s so sad to think about the good times me and you had 

because I can´t remember them anymore

2
2
0
Juice
4 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Micropoetry
Good times???
It´s so sad to think about the good times me and you had 
because I can´t remember them anymore
2
2
0
Juice
4 reads
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Stream of Consciousness

flashback

remember when I broke my glasses and you tried to fix them 

and put them on my face and then they fell off 

you said you could see my dark brown eyes more 

and I said why would you wanna see them?

and you said because there dark and mysterious

 

3
2
0
Juice
6 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Stream of Consciousness
flashback
remember when I broke my glasses and you tried to fix them 
and put them on my face and then they fell off 
you said you could see my dark brown eyes more 
and I said why would you wanna see them?
and you said because there dark and mysterious
 
3
2
0
Juice
6 reads
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Romance & Erotica

Adore you

I layed on your bed 

and looked at your gumdrop eyes 

and started to believe in fairytales 

I opened my heart wide

and you dusted off the mothballs

with one sweep of your hands

I hid behind the curtain 

in your room every time I got dressed because I didn´t want you to see my scars  that adorned my body 

But one day you peeked through and told me the scar on my leg looked like a star 

and I smiled and you named all the scars on my body, and I couldn´t stop smiling 

you said my body was a painting it told a story a girl broken by society and her past so therefore she digs at her skin to heal herself of her pain

I looked at you and my eyes pooled over with tears and you said don´t cry sweetheart 

scars are what make you beautiful , then you showed me yours the one that lined on the side of your back it looked like someone dragged a knife through it,

I rember you letting me touch it 

I layed my head on your shoulder 

and the silence was perfect 

it was like the world stopped 

and you interrupted it 

with I love you 

and I said I love you more 

and that was the truth because I still want an us 

god I adore you 

your embedded 

in my past 

present 

future

what the heck happened to us?

everything was perfect 

god your saying you need me 

I need you more 

I know why because we are hurting 

over the same crap

not a good idea to engage in this feeling

god I adore you 

my heart is in pain

I am caving in even though 

I know better 

because your the only one who soothes my pain

and makes it go away 

 

4
3
3
Juice
11 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Romance & Erotica
Adore you
I layed on your bed 
and looked at your gumdrop eyes 
and started to believe in fairytales 
I opened my heart wide
and you dusted off the mothballs
with one sweep of your hands
I hid behind the curtain 
in your room every time I got dressed because I didn´t want you to see my scars  that adorned my body 
But one day you peeked through and told me the scar on my leg looked like a star 
and I smiled and you named all the scars on my body, and I couldn´t stop smiling 
you said my body was a painting it told a story a girl broken by society and her past so therefore she digs at her skin to heal herself of her pain
I looked at you and my eyes pooled over with tears and you said don´t cry sweetheart 
scars are what make you beautiful , then you showed me yours the one that lined on the side of your back it looked like someone dragged a knife through it,
I rember you letting me touch it 
I layed my head on your shoulder 
and the silence was perfect 
it was like the world stopped 
and you interrupted it 
with I love you 
and I said I love you more 
and that was the truth because I still want an us 
god I adore you 
your embedded 
in my past 
present 
future
what the heck happened to us?
everything was perfect 
god your saying you need me 
I need you more 
I know why because we are hurting 
over the same crap
not a good idea to engage in this feeling
god I adore you 
my heart is in pain
I am caving in even though 
I know better 
because your the only one who soothes my pain
and makes it go away 
 
4
3
3
Juice
11 reads
Load 3 Comments
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith

trying to see in the dark

lost and alone in this world of blindness

in this endless forest of black and gray 

where his hands around my neck and pulled me into the cracks of the wall 

the cracks of my the darkness

he pulls me through his mind 

of dark thoughts 

I  bend my body into whatever shape he pleases 

he squeezes me through the roots and veins of his darkness 

he presses his thoughts into my skin until I bleed .

he forces his will into me 

he cuts me jagged and precise down my chest 

he stops and takes his hands and pulls back my skin

and brings his mouth to the opening and blows his dark thoughts and seals it with his lips  and watches me start to seize 

he watches the black tar expand and bubble out my mouth

he watches it wrap around my neck and choke me to till I am pale and blue

he yells at me to FIGHT IT escape your darkness

your innermost of fear of being alone that causes you to trust so easily

FIGHT IT FIGHT IT 

I laid there and let myself wallow in the darkness of my fear 

I fear being alone with my thoughts 

8
2
0
Juice
12 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith
trying to see in the dark
lost and alone in this world of blindness
in this endless forest of black and gray 
where his hands around my neck and pulled me into the cracks of the wall 
the cracks of my the darkness
he pulls me through his mind 
of dark thoughts 
I  bend my body into whatever shape he pleases 
he squeezes me through the roots and veins of his darkness 
he presses his thoughts into my skin until I bleed .
he forces his will into me 
he cuts me jagged and precise down my chest 
he stops and takes his hands and pulls back my skin
and brings his mouth to the opening and blows his dark thoughts and seals it with his lips  and watches me start to seize 
he watches the black tar expand and bubble out my mouth
he watches it wrap around my neck and choke me to till I am pale and blue
he yells at me to FIGHT IT escape your darkness
your innermost of fear of being alone that causes you to trust so easily
FIGHT IT FIGHT IT 
I laid there and let myself wallow in the darkness of my fear 
I fear being alone with my thoughts 




8
2
0
Juice
12 reads
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Horror & Thriller

Dead to me

I need to kill you 

to silence your voice in my head 

I need to sharpen this knife and stab the memories of us 

I´ll prepare  your funeral 

I´ll attend your funeral dressed in black 

I´ll wear a deep v neck

with diamond choker you gave to me 

I´ll lean my chest over your dead body and give you a peek 

and so casually bend down

 and say I am sorry

and press the knife into your chest 

Baby your the  death of me 

it´s either me or you 

your my everlasting murder 

I´ll know you´ll come back and haunt me 

blow for blow

I´ll end up falling for you again

But this time your dead to me 

I´ll call out your name and you won´t call back 

because I am luring you to my death

this everlasting cycle of chasing the ghost of us 

has to come to an end

we had our run

so let´s kill this love story for once and all 

9
3
0
Juice
20 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Horror & Thriller
Dead to me
I need to kill you 
to silence your voice in my head 
I need to sharpen this knife and stab the memories of us 
I´ll prepare  your funeral 
I´ll attend your funeral dressed in black 
I´ll wear a deep v neck
with diamond choker you gave to me 
I´ll lean my chest over your dead body and give you a peek 
and so casually bend down
 and say I am sorry
and press the knife into your chest 
Baby your the  death of me 
it´s either me or you 
your my everlasting murder 
I´ll know you´ll come back and haunt me 
blow for blow
I´ll end up falling for you again
But this time your dead to me 
I´ll call out your name and you won´t call back 
because I am luring you to my death
this everlasting cycle of chasing the ghost of us 
has to come to an end
we had our run
so let´s kill this love story for once and all 
#romance  #horror  #mystery 
9
3
0
Juice
20 reads
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Romance & Erotica

Bitter tragedy

we are candy cane crusted, lovers

dipped in chocolate 

wrapped in velvet 

faint chocolate kisses 

melting fantasy that couldn´t  handle the heat 

my cotton candy heart melting with every word

I can´t get your lullaby out my head

you lulled me to sleep

with your hands glazing over the twinkling sky 

a syrup bottle filled with a love potion so sweet and thick and liquated glaze 

that trickle down from the bottle into my throat 

lemony flavor pain

gingerbread man 

adorned with gumdrops and icing 

perfect vanilla buttercream carved smiled 

popcorn buttered hands soothing my scars 

daintily laced lies tied in a bow 

red-lipped knives 

adorned with the imprints of other women lips 

faked diamond rings lined in your dresser

different wigs lined in our closet 

a secret compartment lined with different disguises 

you were my teddy bear everything was so sweet and plush about you 

you were plushy and my weak heart we made such great lovers

but then I noticed your fluffy hands held knives 

and you started to press it into my heart 

your laugh was deep and hollowed 

and demented

as you stood over me

stabbing me

I reached behind your neck and with my mouth 

I bit the stuffing out of you

I sank my teeth in and kept eating the stuffing 

I swallowed it whole and rolled his head in my hand 

and pressed my bloody lips to yours and you closed your eyes

and I whispered your my bittersweet tragedy 

payback is bitch baby 

I am your everlasting angel, But I am your angelic demon 

12
3
3
Juice
28 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Romance & Erotica
Bitter tragedy
we are candy cane crusted, lovers
dipped in chocolate 
wrapped in velvet 
faint chocolate kisses 
melting fantasy that couldn´t  handle the heat 
my cotton candy heart melting with every word
I can´t get your lullaby out my head
you lulled me to sleep
with your hands glazing over the twinkling sky 
a syrup bottle filled with a love potion so sweet and thick and liquated glaze 
that trickle down from the bottle into my throat 
lemony flavor pain
gingerbread man 
adorned with gumdrops and icing 
perfect vanilla buttercream carved smiled 
popcorn buttered hands soothing my scars 
daintily laced lies tied in a bow 
red-lipped knives 
adorned with the imprints of other women lips 
faked diamond rings lined in your dresser
different wigs lined in our closet 
a secret compartment lined with different disguises 
you were my teddy bear everything was so sweet and plush about you 
you were plushy and my weak heart we made such great lovers
but then I noticed your fluffy hands held knives 
and you started to press it into my heart 
your laugh was deep and hollowed 
and demented
as you stood over me
stabbing me
I reached behind your neck and with my mouth 
I bit the stuffing out of you
I sank my teeth in and kept eating the stuffing 
I swallowed it whole and rolled his head in my hand 
and pressed my bloody lips to yours and you closed your eyes
and I whispered your my bittersweet tragedy 
payback is bitch baby 
I am your everlasting angel, But I am your angelic demon 
#fantasy  #fiction  #romance  #horror  #poetry 
12
3
3
Juice
28 reads
Load 3 Comments
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Stream of Consciousness

when the sun shines and there is a funeral

the sun is out today 

that's how I now 

your body has already reached heaven 

and I will be watching ]

with tears in my eyes 

but I know that I am going to meet you halfway 

just not today okay 

I got to go get dress and ready soon to see you soon....

11
2
2
Juice
32 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith in portal Stream of Consciousness
when the sun shines and there is a funeral
the sun is out today 
that's how I now 
your body has already reached heaven 
and I will be watching ]
with tears in my eyes 
but I know that I am going to meet you halfway 
just not today okay 
I got to go get dress and ready soon to see you soon....



11
2
2
Juice
32 reads
Load 2 Comments
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Visual inspiration! Poetry/Prose: Pick an image, any image, and write a poem about it! It can be distinctly about the image itself, or whatever the image makes you feel/think. Just go with the flow! I'll do one too. Make sure to upload your chosen image as a header and tag me!
Written by Tylasmith in portal Poetry & Free Verse

hell

she sings from hell 

and daintily dangles her legs 

across you puny mortals 

waiting for you 

to come join her and 

sit on her swings 

and keep her company 

she has always being a loner 

because of who her father is 

Hades 

and her mother is Persephone

she has never enjoyed hell 

but she always enjoyed the view

she liked the living walked around and how they felt so much very alive 

whereas she felt so much very dead 

She hated the way the swings creaked 

and reeked of loneliness and disparity  

she named each swing 

and they became her friends she named them after all the feelings she felt 

she talked to them and told them her deepest secrets

she often prayed to god to forgive her father sins 

she knew deep down in her heart god had good reasons to hate him

but why her ?

she was just the devil's daughter 

she was born into this hell-hole 

she didn´t ask for this

the demons were brothers 

and they were her father´s favorite 

he named them Lucifer, the reviler, Judge, Reaper 

the often came down to earth and would cause ruckus 

she felt for earth 

she loved the way earth was big and blue and green and filled with color 

she often sang lullabies to the people on earth to lull them to sleep

her heart was strained and tired 

she wanted Love 

she wasn´t prepared the storm coming behind her 

it  was against an immortal law

to fall for a mortal 

she fell in love with a boy with curly strawberry blond hair 

and green eyes and freckled cheeks 

she came to visit him and whispered she loved him 

and pressed her lips to his and the boy kissed her and then your the girl who was in my dreams she said I know I am the one who put the thought there 

so she was forever 

chained to the swings 

and to watch over the mortals 

and the boy with curly strawberry blond hair

and green eyes and freckled cheeks

couldn´t wait to get hell  

 

10
3
7
Juice
31 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Visual inspiration! Poetry/Prose: Pick an image, any image, and write a poem about it! It can be distinctly about the image itself, or whatever the image makes you feel/think. Just go with the flow! I'll do one too. Make sure to upload your chosen image as a header and tag me!
Written by Tylasmith in portal Poetry & Free Verse
hell
she sings from hell 
and daintily dangles her legs 
across you puny mortals 
waiting for you 
to come join her and 
sit on her swings 
and keep her company 
she has always being a loner 
because of who her father is 
Hades 
and her mother is Persephone
she has never enjoyed hell 
but she always enjoyed the view
she liked the living walked around and how they felt so much very alive 
whereas she felt so much very dead 
She hated the way the swings creaked 
and reeked of loneliness and disparity  
she named each swing 
and they became her friends she named them after all the feelings she felt 
she talked to them and told them her deepest secrets
she often prayed to god to forgive her father sins 
she knew deep down in her heart god had good reasons to hate him
but why her ?
she was just the devil's daughter 
she was born into this hell-hole 
she didn´t ask for this
the demons were brothers 
and they were her father´s favorite 
he named them Lucifer, the reviler, Judge, Reaper 
the often came down to earth and would cause ruckus 
she felt for earth 
she loved the way earth was big and blue and green and filled with color 
she often sang lullabies to the people on earth to lull them to sleep
her heart was strained and tired 
she wanted Love 
she wasn´t prepared the storm coming behind her 
it  was against an immortal law
to fall for a mortal 
she fell in love with a boy with curly strawberry blond hair 
and green eyes and freckled cheeks 
she came to visit him and whispered she loved him 
and pressed her lips to his and the boy kissed her and then your the girl who was in my dreams she said I know I am the one who put the thought there 
so she was forever 
chained to the swings 
and to watch over the mortals 
and the boy with curly strawberry blond hair
and green eyes and freckled cheeks
couldn´t wait to get hell  




 
10
3
7
Juice
31 reads
Load 7 Comments
Login to post comments.
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith

ocean girl

she is riding the wave 

and she promises she won´t crash this time 

she will keep riding it so she doesn't cave into the pain 

that makes her human 

she keeps breathing in her sea foamed tears 

she rides until she reaches the tide 

and rides it high and low 

there something beautiful 

about crashing 

the casual feeling you tried 

and you didn´t seat there 

and let life just happened

she crashed into her ocean 

and she let the sea bubble foamed 

drip down from her eyes

she let herself grieve 

7
2
0
Juice
12 reads
Donate coins to Tylasmith.
Juice
Cancel
Written by Tylasmith
ocean girl
she is riding the wave 
and she promises she won´t crash this time 
she will keep riding it so she doesn't cave into the pain 
that makes her human 
she keeps breathing in her sea foamed tears 
she rides until she reaches the tide 
and rides it high and low 
there something beautiful 
about crashing 
the casual feeling you tried 
and you didn´t seat there 
and let life just happened
she crashed into her ocean 
and she let the sea bubble foamed 
drip down from her eyes
she let herself grieve 


7
2
0
Juice
12 reads
Login to post comments.