Choking is the only way I can describe how I feel without him.
It's almost as if, I couldn't live without him.
Going longer than a few hours felt like it would be the end of my life without him.
Addicted, yes that's it, I'm addicted to his taste and the way he makes me feel.
Reeling me in and taking me down is all he does because he knows he has power over my decisions, he's my Achilles heel.
Everyday my body gets weaker from the poison he calls love that he puts inside of me.
Trust him, is what he told me, stay with him, a lot of people love him, including some of my family, he won't bring any harm to me, I'll see.
That's what I did. It took me years to realize I was better off without him, I must've been insane.
Everything he whispered to me was a lie, he rewired my brain.
So it's time to say enough is enough. It's time to break the chain.