Begging For A Rope
Loneliness surrounds me,
Bringing me down.
Right now all I see,
Is me in this town.
And as I look around,
I feel I could drown,
In this sea of emptiness,
That seems so profound.
And I’m begging for a rope,
To pull me out.
A small gleaming ray of hope,
And no sense of doubt.
To know that I can touch the
shore,
Without being dragged down,
Back to that lonely town.
Can no one see that,
I’m struggling so hard,
To cross those few feet,
That stretch like a yard.
So can someone please
tell me,
How to get myself back,
To where things are good
and happy,
And not just so black.
And I’m begging for a rope,
To pull me out.
A small gleaming ray of hope,
And no sense of doubt.
To know that I can touch the
shore,
Without being dragged down,
Back to that lonely town.
Rays
A glimpse out the window
And I understand the meaning
Of the phrase
A ray of hope.
The gentle rays of the sun
Spreading out from behind
The cover of a big fluffy cloud
Indeed makes one feel hopeful.
Thoughts of better days
And awe at the simple beauty of nature
Are hard to hold back
When you see that cloud with its halo.
It is hard to capture the beauty and emotion
That this somewhat everyday occurrence
So easily holds in its presence
While illuminating the skies.
It quickly reduces the irritation
Of the wait in traffic
And transports one to a place
Of dreams and hope.
The artists and photographers
Try as they might
Cannot replicate these daily masterpieces
That Mother Nature displays to us.
And so what better mode
For hope to be delivered
Than the rays of a mellow sun
As it rises or sets.
Little Black Sandals
I'm being dragged down, down by the hand
The hand of a golden giant man
He's crushing my knuckles
Splitting my skin, he says he'll let go
If only I'd ask it of him
He says
Girl, it's your call
You wanna fly
You wanna fall
So I shout
I wanna get away from you
As fast as I can
I tell my feet to move it
I hope they have a plan
These little black sandals
Are walking me away
These little black sandals
Are heading the right way
These little black sandals
Are walking me away
These little black sandals
Saved my life today
So now I'm free
Free
From the big bad giant
Who was stalking me
Thank you feet, for guiding me
I'm glad somehow I got brains down there, at least
These little black sandals
Are walking me away
These little black sandals
Are heading the right way
These little black sandals
Are walking me away
These little black sandals
Saved my life today
Sometimes I'm tempted
Sometimes I am
I would be lying if I said I didn't miss that giant man
He was the line between pleasure and pain
But me and the feet have some years to reclaim
These little black sandals
Are walking me away
These little black sandals
Are heading the right way
These little black sandals
Are walking me away
These little black sandals
Saved my life today
-- Written and sung by Sia
Talk To You
Talk to you.
The past few days,
I’ve found myself wishing,
That I could do just that.
Not that we don’t talk,
Of course we do.
We’ll always be part,
Of each other’s lives.
I mean talk about everything,
Not just the things that,
We’ve always discussed but,
Those that lay under the surface.
It’s not the most important,
But it is part of my life,
And so it is also,
Part of yours.
But I don’t want,
To hurt you.
You’re more important,
Than all that I will ever know.
And you find it hard,
To deal with something,
That you never expected,
You would have to.
So we shy away from it.
Afraid it will shatter,
The relationship that,
We have finally pieced back together.
Time might help,
But I don’t know how much.
I feel like you’re seeing only one face,
Of the moon that is my life.
But I resign myself,
To wait for when it will change,
Forever hoping that it will,
Because thinking it won’t is too painful.
I think now and then,
That it would be so easy,
If any of this,
Was actually a choice.
And as I go to sleep,
Still a little sad,
I dream of a time when I can finally,
Talk to you.
Strength
What is your strength?
Such a profound question.
It comes in so many forms,
But do we have even the essence?
Strength cannot be learnt from others,
You can admire it in them,
But through experience and adversity,
You must teach yourself.
Sometimes you have to lean on others,
And that is not weakness,
As long as you don’t keep leaning,
Till you need crutches.
We learn to believe in a lot of things,
But the most powerful faith,
That we cannot be taught,
Is faith in ourselves.
When you’re emotionally strong,
You will never be hateful or violent.
You are not at conflict with yourself,
So why resort to it with others.
Sometimes it is hard to find strength,
When the pain is deep or for your own.
But in that moment if you can find it,
It will be a strength unknown.
Masks
Seamlessly we put them on,
To cover what we feel,
Are our imperfections.
With almost no thought,
We shift between them,
To accommodate the expectations of others.
Do we forget which mask to put on,
Or forget that we have one on at all,
That is something to think about.
Is it that important to cater,
To what society prescribes,
And the norms that are blindly followed.
One day when we love ourselves,
As much as we want the world to love us,
Is when we will get rid of the masks.
We will pitch them aside,
Proud with who we are and not,
Who we are supposed to be.
That is the day we will truly be internally happy and free,
Being who we are not worrying who we were meant to be.