Grief
What is this feeling that engulfs me?
That makes me feel like I have lost it all,
This feeling that emanates from my heart undoubtedly,
Threatens to throw me off this wall.
My journey of life since I lost her,
Has never been the same.
I miss her love, her smile and how she’d care
Mostly if I cried when I lost the game.
Now that she’s gone, this feeling’s all I have left.
These sudden pangs of pain.
They drive me to the edge of death
And lure me to the world of the insane.
What more can I do?
What more could I ask for?
The one thing that was well and true,
Is the thing I have no more.
I now stand at the edge of this cliff,
And look down to the ground.
An endless abyss stares back at me,
One that carries nothing, not even the faintest sound.
My pain is unrelenting,
My brain is not responding.
My heart knows of nothing,
But only of this thing that will forever be hurting.
So now I have to end it all,
My sorrow has driven me to these lengths,
They’ve carried me like a freight train to Hades’ very depths.
I guess the only way to relieve myself of this pain,
Is to say goodbye dear world,
I hope we meet again.