Running from the horror,

Running from the trouble,

Running from the demons,

They're so fast.

We're promised no tomorrow,

Our lives are just a borrow

Of wasted time!

So whatever that you're thinking,

I want to hear you scream it!

I want to scream the troubles all away.

So buy me my straight jacket, my free ticket of of this planet

And lock me away.

I'm feeling really tired,

My demons drug me down,

I'll kiss away all my hateful wounds.

We'll get up in the morning,

Slaughter all of them without the warning,

We're killing all the poisonous decay. There's something really wrong here, so prepare the padded walls,

I think I'm going on inane.

So buy me my straight jacket, my free ticket of of this planet

And lock me away.

"Trouble Son"

Lyrics written May 5, 2021

Sweet breeze,

Oh blue the western sky.

I'll fly my paper airplane,

Dreaming of a year to go by.

Fear swells up inside me.

I want to rush into my love too.

Everything is surging,

My life will start anew.

So I save the final breath,

Push on my troubles too.

My dreams are a paper airplane,

They're thin and brittle too. ||

My heart it aches for no one,

My heart it aches for you.

I know you're not Delilah,

But tell me if this is true.

You'll be my windy morning,

My lift onto anew. :||

"Bitter Winds"

Lyrics written March 14, 2021

Lately I've been thinking,

I've been thinking of a long long path.

The type we used to laugh about,

The type we used to dream about.

The path to home,

A place where I could just belong.

It's not that I'm lonely.

I'm just trying to go on here.

I'm ready to walk away from all the ways,

The days of constant torture,

The days we filled with sorrow.

I don't believe I can keeping pretending anymore.

So lead away your sorrows,

I guess there's really no tomorrow.

We're going our seperate ways.

I can't seem to understand,

Are you listening?

Well damn,

I thought we could just, well, talk it out.

Justify your feelings,

I know that you're still trying,

But it's just that I'm not a little kid,

No, not anymore.

I'm growing up, tonight,

My decision has been made,

I need to learn to be out on my own.

Life is a trial and an error,

Please don't look at me with those eyes.

I need to walk away.

It's not that I'm saying that I'm lonely.

I'm just trying to go on here.

I'm ready to walk away from all the ways,

The days of constant torture,

The days we filled with sorrow.

I don't believe I can keeping pretending anymore.

So listen to me for once,

You can only help yourself.

I'm not the adult you want to be.

I'm living on my own life,

I'm more self sufficient than you know now.

Just please don't walk a-way.

Don't turn away,

There's no hiding from life.

I still want that connection,

But I can't just stay with you.

I need to be living on many own now,

Making my own decisions.

I know this city isn't meant for you.

So move along your own way,

I am no longer there to tie you down,

The situation of our lives.

I can tell it isn't working,

I'm just trying to make a start now.

I need to walk away.

It's not that I'm saying I don't need you.

I'm just trying to go on here.

I'm ready to walk away from all the ways,

The days of constant torture,

The days we filled with sorrow.

I don't believe I can keeping pretending anymore.

"Lately We've Been Drifting"

Lyrics written March 15, 2021

A kiss on the hand might be,

Not to conventional

We'll dance all might long,

Our bodies just like animals.

Sliding hands, touching skin.

We'll turn this night into a soothing romance.

No emotion but temporary love,

A brief relief in the night.

I'll probably remember,

But it won't matter.

You're only the pleasure,

The euphoria to my humbling mood

Because as soon as I remember,

I'll want to cry.

You're body would reject me,

You're mind no longer tempting.

That barrier up again.

We're only but a moment from beginners love,

Sadly the reality of me is still hanging from above.

You can't save me.

You couldn't protect me,

I know it isn't your will.

So caress my hair one more time,

Make me forget all that I abhor to call rightfully mine.

Skin touching,

Hands sliding.

Let's turn this night into a sweet romance.

"Sweet Euphoria"

Lyrics written March 14, 2021