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Ended June 14, 2021 • 18 Entries • Created by Finder
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Mnezz
• 63 reads

FATHER

From a line of phenomenal rulers

Always goes above & beyond

The one who shares great wisdom

He is my hero

Eternally grateful to have a loving,

Remarkable Dad.

#FATHER

13/06/2021.

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EstherFlowers1
• 71 reads

A Poem About A Nerdy Arty Knightly Herpetologist.

This is a poem I wrote when I was 15, so don’t expect too much. The first bit of writing I was ever truly proud of though. It crudely captures the gentle and agreeable wildness of my father, and I like to think it manifests a little of the quirky subtle humor he imbued in me from the start:

The Beard:

My chubby fingers reach with glee,

Grab fists of beard, like wombat fur.

He moves his face to emphasize the tufts.

His beard a lulling instrument

All dads are meant to have.

When I’m old enough he shaves it off.

Unspoken end to infancy.

But youth is never really gone.

Persistantly it sews it’s seed;

Another unruly bush.

***

It may be the only thing I’ve ever written that I cared about enough to memorize. As I was travelling away from him and grieving the loss of my adventurous childhood, I internally recited this little snippet of plausibly-confabulated memory as proof of my immortal regard for the man I used to follow absolutely everywhere awestruck little girls were permitted. Even as I betrayed his unvoiced wishes by going off to the other side of the planet and marrying a stoic whom he strongly and stoically disapproved of, I wasn’t ever able to do it with the proper air of rebellion. When I wrote the beard, and indeed up till the moment I boarded the plane, I had never considered the possibility that I would ever want to do anything which might even vaguely cause him the slightest disappointment.

...I’ve questioned myself continually ever since.

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Mac1
• 69 reads

At the Table with Dad

“I wonder what

The poor people

Are eating?”

Dad posed this

Rhetorical query

At the kitchen table

Where he, Mom

And us eight boys

Jammed in for supper

Mom’s suppers were simple

But whether it was

Hamburger and noodles

Or hot dogs and beans,

Dad sounded as if

Ours was a royal feast

“I wonder what

The poor people

Are eating?”

Maybe his question

Was part kudo to Mom

And part a desire

For his family

To be considered

As middle class

But Dad was a cop

Who worked hard

Laughed hard

And wanted the best

For his loving,

Lower-class family

We lost our father

Long ago, but I

Can still hear him say,

“I wonder what

The poor people

Are eating?”

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Benz
• 54 reads

“My Dad”

Maybe you had the perfect Dad, but I didn’t. Nevertheless, he was ‘my’ Dad and I miss him. Nobody is perfect.

-including me.

When he passed away eight years ago, the whole family assumed I’d write the eulogy.

(I’ve written every eulogy & speech on behalf of my Family for decades. Weddings, funerals, graduations...ect)

This, was much more difficult. Losing a parent unexpectedly and at a young age (67) was a shock for me. My Dad was not sick. He was not in the hospital, he had a heart attack at home, sitting in his own recliner, watching the news on his big screen TV. He had plans to go out for breakfast with his neighbor the next morning, she is the one who found him. We got the news from the police.

My Family does not understand the creative writing process, and how thoughts either flow or they do not. I told them I did not want to participate in choosing Church songs and readings. I told them, I trusted their decisions.

This gave me time to work on the eulogy-

The truth is, I didn’t need time. My Dad’s eulogy came to me before I could even sit down to write it. Thank God, I had the strength to read my own words that day. I think Dad would’ve been proud.

Now, Father’s Day for me, is a trip to the Cemetery, prayer and memories.

We only get one Dad. Enjoy him while he’s still here. Please remember- if your Dad is not perfect, if he forgets your birthday, what grade you’re in and what school you go to- because he’s busting his ass so you can have all that you need, including those braces on your teeth-

Nobody is perfect.

-including you.

Benz

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Isa0901
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The one we call dad

When I was 3, I was dropped off at a day care that did not care about the kids just so my dad can go gamble. My brother almost died at that stupid day care.

When I was 5 and starting school, I had to walk to and from school with my other young siblings in rain, snow, strong wind, or heatwave because no one cared enough to drive us.

When I was 6, my dad threw me into the deep end of the pool and told me if I wanted to live I'd learn how to swim and then he walked away. Thankfully, I learned to doggy paddle.

Ages 7 through 10, I watched my dad and mom fight almost daily. Yes it was loud. Yes it got physical. Yes he sent my mother to the hospital many times. Yes he took his anger out on us too. As a child, I soaked it all up. I was conditioned into fear and low self worth.

I grew up with screaming, fighting, anger, threats in the middle of the night, cops at our door, and talking to child protective services over and over without anything ever being done. Because, of course, we were conditioned to lie. Did we like living in our situation? No. No kid, no person, ever would. But, did we want to be split up from our siblings? Also no. So we lied and lived in the negativity and constant danger.

When I was 11, my dad crossed a line. He almost killed my mother in front of us all and he knew he messed up and ran. And so did we. In the coming week, we packed as much as a gym bag or two would let us and left him, heading to a different state entirely and losing everything.

When I was going through middle school, ages 11-13, my dad hired a private investigator to try to find us. He threatened to find us and kill us all for leaving him. Before he was able to find us, he was sent to jail for a few years. I didn't hear from my dad after that for a while. Constantly throughout high school I would imagine that he was either dead or very close to finding us. I would be afraid that he would burst through the door of one of my classrooms and grab me.

A couple months before I graduated, he reached out and tried to have a serious relationship with me and my siblings. He wanted to say sorry and get to know us and how we grew up. We rejected him.

On the day I graduated from high school, as I was celebrating getting my diploma with my family after the ceremony, I got news that he passed away. I didn't feel sad. Or happy. I just felt numb to it. My life would have been the same if I heard the news or didn't. The only reason I remember the damn anniversary of his death is because it landed on the same day as my graduation. He made me numb and insecure. Those were the gifts my dad left me. That and bad genetics. My anger comes from him and it took me years and years to learn to control it. Especially as a young child. But eventually, I did. Thankfully.

Every now and then, I wonder what would have happened if I reached out to him and let him apologize and have a relationship with me. Even if for a few months. I wonder what he would have said.

I can assume what a father should be like towards his daughter: loving, kind, caring, supportive, protective. He should show her how a man should treat her. I don't know how any of that feels. My dad would have thrown me to a pack of wolves and never looked back. Protect me? He'd kill me to save himself without a second thought.

Over the past year and a half, I've tried to learn how to love. How to care. But I can't. I'm still numb. I see a man laughing with his young daughter and giving her piggy back rides or buying her ice cream or random toys and gifts and all I can remember is how I wasn't allowed to buy the things I wanted because my dad would rather gamble the money away than buy me a doll.

What's it like to laugh with your dad? To have inside jokes with him? To be able to talk to him? Share with him? What was he supposed to do? What was his role? Was he supposed to help me figure out boys? Or life? Was he supposed to push me to better myself? To try new things? What? I don't fucking know. And I never will. I'm not going to have some father figure to thank and buy a present for or give a card to or bake a cake for. While other fathers will be given cards and love, I will be...coasting through the day numbly. Always so damn numb. Probably won't even know it's fathers day until I see some ad or something to remind me. Thanks dad. And happy fathers day from your still broken daughter.

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Finder
• 48 reads

Missing Dad

My father died

years ago

He didn’t have to

not then at least.

He had prostate cancer

slow growing treatable.

My mother took him

to a faith healer

laying on of hands

speaking in frightening tongues.

instead of a doctor.

I kissed the forehead

of his dead body

still warm

before they came

and put him in a black zip-up bag

held him close

and savored his smell.

I’ll never forgive my mother

for loving God

in some twisted way 

more than she did my father.

I miss him.

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AmyE
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My Father

I wish i could say, that all my memories were good

He was there when i was young, just like a father should

We'd go fishing, play cards and games

He thought it was funny when my sister and I called each other names

I was a real daddy's girl, went everywhere he went

For those memories, I wouldn't trade a cent

But as I got older, he started to change

He didn't care anymore, we became estranged

Today we don't speak, I have nothing to say

But what I wouldn't give, for all of those yesterdays!

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Uschibear
• 55 reads

Evergreen

To find them all

In one place

My father sought

His evergreen

Forest

The Christmas tree

Lived in a pot

Still it stands

Silent soldier

Siska Spruce

Nineteen seventy

The Balsam Fir

Outside our door

Between dwellings

Wild strawberries

At its feet

My father found

In a ditch

Now it towers

His memory sings

The line of trees

Behind our house

Spruce of every color

White, Blue, Black

Engelman

He loved them all

They stand so tall

From tiny sprigs

He found one fall

The golden Larch

The last addition

Buds in spring

Spider limbs each winter

The needled tree

Not evergreen

And then the pines

Lodgepole and Jack

And the trio

Of Douglas fir

Which by name

Denies its roots

Which made him laugh

Until his death

He loved them all

Pale green coats

In the spring

Shedding snow

Blizzard shield

In forests grand

His ghost still stands

Evergreen

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GLD
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There for a baby

Not there for the child

There for the young tot

But not for the teen

I don’t blame you,

You couldn’t stay

But I sometimes wonder:

What would have happened

If you were always my father?

I don’t do Father’s Day

More like Dad’s Day

Because where my father couldn’t be

I had a dad, a second father

Who raised me, and made me proud

That he was the one to take care of me

Take care of yourself, Dad

Take care of yourself, Father

Thanks for taking care of me,

The respective times each of you had me.

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AnnFan14
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Fate Never Stood a Chance Against my Father

My father would never let me forget:

“Only boring people get bored, Anna.”

He never let us forget what annoyed us the most.

He kept us grounded.

The many sides of my father

come and go at mercurial speeds.

He lunges outward like the many appendages of a squid.

A flow of steady differences 

causing mutiny in our prediction of what is next.

Fate never stood a chance against my father.

I guess, he never saw such promise in something so sealed.

Secret places of hiding were never his style.

He was a moving ball of kinetic energy

open and furious,

unleashed.

But gentle when he swept you away.

And did he sweep us away.

Even amidst our annoyed eye rolls

and heaving sighs,

His point was always made.

 

We were, at the very least,

never bored.

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