The War of Our Romance (mild erotica)
She was so lovely when she smiled -
a lavender vision in yonder field.
But oh, the brutal battles we fought
screaming and yelling word daggers.
Assault aimed in loud sound waves
piercing our bones and laying waste
to our battered war torn souls.
Ragged stimulus to evolving lust
she bit my lips first in anger
and then sucked ravenously on them
with a purity that belied her truth.
I grabbed her wet naked body
as she turned from me with scorn.
My frustration mounted, peaks of rage
I held her down and plunged within.
She freed one hand and slapped my face
then moaned and trailed her tongue
like a wet snail down my torso,
brought me to that liquid place once again
before leaving me alone in tangled sheets
disdain for me walking with her footsteps.
The war bruising our tattered pith
began to raise its threatening battle cries.
Reluctantly I knew I must arm myself and fight
challenge of battleground before she destroyed me,
trapping me wavering in our war zone forever.
#Challenge #Frustration #erotica
For the Love of God, Let me Sleep!
Sleep illudes this fragile shell,
I toss and turn in a slow torment
silent utterances begging for rest,
followed by infuriated groans,
until finally the sheath is cracked,
and there is nothing keeping me in,
no rest to be had for the unglued,
nay or joyful waking,
nor peaceful company kept,
for nights long bereft of sleep,
make a dreadful being.
Why?
Why can't I submit
an entry
Even though
I click
the funny little
button on the screen
a
million
trillion
quadrillion
whatever comes after that
times?
Sabotage!
Jealousy!
Hijinx!
Obviously someone is
T E R R I F I E D
Of my poetic
Gen-
ius
To arms!
And other
Lines
Possibly borrowed
from
Shakespeare
(but not
confirmed)
Dejection Projection
I won't become your social experiment
Don't play with me without consent
The next time you touch me
You might taste what you bleed
Brace your face for impact
Laser guided words with speed
Can you even
Comprehend what you read?
One way or another
I found optimism in
The fact we were brothers
So oddly abashed
I just propagated indifference
But away from your psychosis
I now seek deliverance
I felt the sting of their stare
Upon some ridiculous stage
As I averted my gaze
Seemingly-timidly down the floor
Choking back my swallowed rage
Burning my tolerance
From sore beyond raw
Affecting then times of any
Kindness & charity spent
Goodwill transitioned
Diffusing into malcontent
Leaving then a search instead
Concentrating rather root intent
Chewing mouths & dripping chins
Instantly disgust sets in
Half a planet obese
The rest too thin
Momentary imagined sin
Twisted-fuckin-morbid grin
No words conveyed what I wanted to say
Thoughts disembowel...
Silent anger holstered
& tucked precariously away
Dream of what's right
As witness to wrong
Ignorance complicit
Gone far too long
This compass may enlighten
A particular sense of direction
Integrity-or others lack thereof
Just may edge insurrection
Surging patriots-emerging-wait for it
Fertile ground may run rampantly red
But will any worth arise
From those who fall dead...?
Signs from the sky
Wasting time
Neglected complacency
No longer benign
With a clenched fist-the severed resist
Tracking Points don't miss
Headshots-targets-
Down the list
Up in arms
Crossing that line
Pushing the limit
Of how bright one can shine
A beating heart is where one finds
All required for liberation of mind
Every sacrifice made & groundwork laid
Proceeding afraid in bravery defines
How one is made
With an invincible spine
"Spearhead break through the line, flank all around. Soldiers of attrition foward your ground."
J. Hanneman / T. Araya
"...And the rockets red glare, the bombs bursting in air, gave proof through the night, that our flag was still there..."
F. S. Key
Pissed Off
The flame flickers at the end of his cigarette
The memories of last night make his eyes become wet
It seems all that he feels lately is anger and sorrow
It becomes increasingly difficult to look towards tomorrow
He knows life isn't meant to be carefree and easy
Positive thoughts are looked at as cheesy
Wondering why he can't catch a break
Expectations of others was his big mistake
He lets out his anger on all who will listen
Into the wind, he finds himself pissin
The cards stacked against him, but he is the dealer
He alone must fix things, he alone is the healer
.......... strawberry rage
This strawberry rage
a lioness set free
from her cage.
This hunger
set from within
a blazing fire
burning her skin.
This furry
grazing her heart
her soul,
body and mind.
Beware of this anger
she keeps inside
because if you let it out
it will burn you alive.
This lusciously red
and sugary sweet,
burning you heavily
and setting your world in flames
This gorgeously scented
strawberry rage.
One of Them Died That Night
"Do you want to be a kind person and lock the door for me?"
"No, I don't really want to be a kind person."
"Okay, can you do it anyway?"
"Do what?"
"lock the door."
"Is that an order?"
"Can you lock the door on my way out!?"
"I am physically capable of such a task, yes."
"For heaven's sake, would you just lock the door!"
"I don't see how heaven would benefit from me turning a latch on-"
"Jeezus kuraist."
"My name's not Jeezus, it's Ven"
-sobbing noises-
"What's wrong?"
"You won't lock the door for meeee~"
"You didn't ask me to."
"VEN! MAY YOU PLEASE, MOVE YOUR DERRIÈRE OFF THE COUCH, FOLLOW ME TO THE DOOR, AND TURN THE LITTLE GOLDEN LATCH INTO ITS DOOR-FRAME SOCKET ONCE I STEP OUT OF THE HOUSE!?"
"There's no need to yell."
-footstep noises-
-door opening-
-door closing-
-silence-
-DOOR OPENS VIOLENTLY-
"VEN WHY HAVE YOU NOT LOCKED THE DOOR YET!!!!!"
"I got confused."
"HOW!? HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY GET CONFUSED AT THIS POINT!?!"
"You said to turn the little golden latch."
"Yes! the golden latch rriiiggghhtttt there!"
"But that's more of a sunset bronze, we don't have a golden latch."
(ಠ___ಠ)
Drops
Big and plump
They all fall down
Transparent and clear
Originated from a frown
From a blue, sad song
Formed a little raindrop
That glided on my nose
Onto the floor it dropped
A smile that formed
From a little remembering
Of memories once burned
Forgotten for centuries
Some small,
Some big,
Some came running faster than lightning
Some fell inches apart
As I fell on my knees, sobbing
Drip,
Drip,
Drop
The rain had stopped
Out of my window
As I stare at the treetop
But my sobs won’t stop
And my tears fall down
Big and plump
They all fall down
Boredom
Boredom is a virus, one that mutates every moment, for it does not want to be killed. Most come into boredom when the sun is shining the brightest and you’re stuck indoors. No one is immune to it because boredom is the only disease created by your very own mind and it knows your weak spots. Boredom can be seen in the dead eye stare of a person's whose phone has just given way to a crappy battery life. This disease can be spread through lack-luster and mono-tone speeches. Classrooms, doctors offices, cubicles at four o'clock are all feeding grounds for this wild virus. But look on the bright side of thi-, oh wait there isn't one.
Boredom is a mental superpower giving you the all-mighty ability to slow down time whenever there seems to be nothing to do. The ability to look at any clock and crush every bit of hope you had left in your body. It provides the strength to carve any funny word or picture your tired imagination can think of into a desk. Boredom is the ability to flunk any pop quiz because you spaced out right and forgot you were on Earth. Boredom is the ability to fill any page no matter how big with doodles of stick figures, cubes and those weird S things.
When you are bored you discover new things in your surroundings. Like how there are 67 ceiling tiles in the classroom. Or how there is three pieces of gum stuck to the bottom of my desk, one red piece and two blue pieces. Boredom is counting how many students there are in your class and then recounting four times because you keep forgetting that weird kid in the back. Boredom is figuring out that the teacher has ten pictures of his family throughout his desk and back wall, three of which are of his dogs. Boredom is realizing that those pictures are some of the only things that allow him to get through each day with a purpose, because even he gets bored of this job.
Boredom is realizing that you are not the only bored on in your class. Boredom is something that everyone gets and no one knows why we only have the attention span of an ant because the guys researching that crap got bored. Boredom is looking around in your class and seeing that everyone is looking off into space and knowing that none of them realize how funny they look with their mouths wide open. Boredom does not kill; boredom does not consume your entire life just the moments that are not interesting and unfortunatly no one can avoid getting bored. Boredom is funny and boredom is annoying but best of all boredom can force you to take a moment of your boredom to appreciate how beautiful the world is right outside your window.