

Chapter 2
"Oh, the post hasn't been viewed yet?" thought Anna.
Anna had posted her thoughts on an account called "Perfectionist". She was a perfect student, ambivert, pretty, smart, played piano and was perfect in all ways possible. She was the only child in her home. Her mom and dad adored her and all her cousins loved her. Her aunts all said she was the best, and her uncles all admired her knack for the outdoors.
She had everything but what she wanted. She wanted to be known for something, be famous for something other than her perfection. She was OBSESSED with writing journals of the outdoors and investigating crimes/stories.
Chapter 1:
The world revolve's around perfection, perfect body, perfect knowledge, perfect job, perfect family. And so much more. Why do we need a perfect world? I am perfect, studies, look you name it. But it makes me more sad than happy. If you're skinny you want to be more cute. If you're fat, you want to be skinny. The grass is never greener on the other side.
- Perfectionist
I look up at the ceiling and realize this will never bring me up to the top. This book will never work out. Just because all these entries are based on perfection. Everyone will just think I am spoiled.
In the garden
My brain goes blank, the smell wafts.
Not to me but all the drafts.
Flowers bloom, more than my gloom.
In this garden, May will harden.
This is the beginning of a new day, while all the gloom drifts away.
Follow for a day, you will see
First of all I'd like to say hear me out before you lay.
One single post, will heed your thoughts.
Loneliness will get addressed.
Loving people comment today.
Only you can say your pain.
Will you consider?
Springtime flowers.
So begins the beautiful journey.
Piercing through all the fields.
Rain has all disappeared.
In the end it's the best.
No way anyone can push this test.
God I wish this never ends.
May I say a few more words.
All the time is going, "cheers".
Ray's of sun may hit my head.
Changing all my gloomy days.
Here's all the dismay.
Ending is my biggest fear.
Quills are all those weird looking rears.
Unless the days never go.
I won't stop crying on those phones.
Nowhere that i can go.
One day will follow another.
Xenophobia will kill us all.
To all those...
To all those that kill me, with words or actions
why did you talk to me when you had no intention.
Why not just leave me like others.
Do I exist to cease troubles?
I wish I could be invisible, to those that all saved me their troubles.
Abandon me when I need you, Killing me with sorrow.
I give and give, they take and take. But I don't ask a single one.
To all those that think of me as pretty, I don't do anything to my skin.
I let them do what they want to me
No one cares about invisible girls.
Girls can't be like me...
Ended Story, Begin’s? (TW: DEATH, GRUESOME THOUGHTS)
A ended story, the chapters all written. The story is all shown, what do you have now? Just a body without a personality.
This is thrilling when your story ends. But won't it be beginning? The ending story is beginning. You hide as the depths of the soil bury you. Now, all that you have left is to choose. Stay or go? Up there is a new story, down here is the old story. The thrills are chilling. But you choose to stay, the world has been changing. It is now 2087. The year when everyone dies. Astroids or genocide, whatever dies will die.
Life is what we think of it..
One may say life is an adventure, another may say it is a mystery. Truly it cannot be known what will become of us. But I must say for now, it is where the monsters, demons, angels and fantasies hide. Where we cannot find are where they hide. But most people think that they are alive. The truth is, that we ourselves are all of those things. We want to admit we are all perfect but all of us have flaws. The girl in math that has an A? Well she hates herself more than you. The bully that took you money? He has no emotional support, no love shown to him. To make it simple, life isn't describable. There's no more to it than this.
Summer Chills
It starts as winter
It's so bitter
The next year follows
It's now tomorrow
All the rain goes into the drains
That's when you start to break the chains
Summer is giving me chills
Now I can't see all the thrills
You start to fade away
The world starts to turn so gray
Winter comes back
Your not on track
We're not us
And you shut my trust
My Friend...
One of my friends told me that I didn't need to share my food with her. I thought that I didn't have to anyways since I wasn't going to give her any food. Then a few days later one of my other friends gives us a huge chip bag to share, I didn't like that kind of chips so I let my friend that said I don't have to share my food with her have it. Then the friend that gave us chips pulls out doritos and gives it to us, I take it but my friend holds on to it.
"Uhh _ _ _ _ you already have chips?"
"Yeah but she want's us to share"
"But you have chips?"
"Oh come on you NEVER share with me, I've shared with you plenty of times!"
I've given her $5 because she forgot some, tried to comfort her and this is what I get?
Honestly In our last period class I go and share my slideshow with one of my friends. She comes up to us and asks if she can present to my friend too. I tell her no, and she argues so I argue back. Then a guy starts screaming at us to shut up. And then she starts to get upset and goes to her desk. I put away my laptop and the bell rings. I see her crying and ask her whats wrong. She tells me to go away and leave her alone. My friend passes by and I ask my friend to comfort her. We both stare at her crying and then my teacher comes in and starts to get mad at ME! I honestly don't know what to do.