I’m moving on

I tell myself 

I like him

Repeatedly 

saying those words

So I can believe them

No matter what I do

You'll still be it for me

But I have to protect my heart

I have to move on

Maybe someday 

I'll learn to 

Stop loving you

Forget you 

And your face 

And your touch 

And your expressions 

So hard to decipher

Maybe I'm hoping 

For you to realize 

What you missed 

Or maybe I'm just done 

With it all

But for now 

I have to say goodbye