a day in the life of ocd

11pm

i'm asleep.

10am

i'm awake.

2pm

i should do homework.

2.30pm

i should do homework.

3pm

i should do homework

why aren't i doing homework?

3.30pm

i should do homework

please stop staring at the ipad

4pm

i should do homework

time is running out

night is for work

it is almost 6

5pm 

i should do homework

please do homework

please do homework

why aren't you doing anything?

5.01pm

i said called myself 'you'.

i don't want to have DID. 

it's just me just me just me just me just me 

in here.

yeah.

that's right.

shit why did i do that?

i was recovering. 

6pm

it is too late for homework now.

look at what you've done.

7pm

dinner. 

i don't talk much.

i feel too far away.

8pm

dinner is over.

start work.

do work.

9pm

work.

10pm

work.

10.16pm

I SAW HIS FUCKING FACE

HOLY FUCK

WHYWHYWHY

TAINTED MY HEART"S TAINTED

BREATHE IN THE GOOD

CLEANSE YOUR FUCKING HEART

10.20pm

still haven't closed the tab

with the photo

of the man who 

cleanses 

my heart.

clooooooose iiiiit

you're supposed to be recoveringgg

10.45pm

work is nice

but won't it be nicer

if i had done my fucking homework

11pm

i haven't bathed yet.

should i shower in the morning?

no.

i'll shower now.

12am

i'm asleep.