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I have absolutely no idea, at all, of how well or not this will go or what this will be, so you must deal with me and keep in mind, my friends, that this will go without my editing and I will be as true to my whim as I can be; although, you obviously must be aware, and hopefully you are not scared, I may err, many times over; however, who wouldn't have a bout with grammar under these circumstances; but it was a dare, a dare so very profound surely deserves voices around to resound, for we must all rise to every challenge, mentally or physically, it doesn't make a difference; unfortunately, my friends, I've just received word of an 18 year old boy's death and have lost my whimsical touch; his murder was unwarranted and remained unsolved, he was killed not far from his home and not far from our school in the presence of his younger siblings- I remember seeing him, but I was always too afraid to speak to him; I remember how ignorant he was and how often our teachers would ask for my aid; I remember trying to help him indirectly, afraid of damaging his pride as a man, for he was older than I, and now, he's been killed, and left without a purpose.