Please take me away to a world better than this.
I just want to be okay again. I want to stop being detrimentally miserable. I want to find my way in the world. I feel lost more than I feel found. I want things I can't have. I have always wanted things I can't have. I find beauty in people and they continuously show me the ugly inside. I see the beauty in them even when they don't deserve it. I want to run. I want to pack up the small world inside of me and leave and never look back. I want to move and see places where no one knows my name, where no one knows my story. I want to go away so I don't have to know people, so I don't have to love people. I just want to pack up and disappear. That's the trouble with being a small town girl, everyone knows the hand you've been dealt. I'm tired of being an open book to everyone. I'm tired of being vulnerable. I'm tired of being hurt.