Human Development
I try to write about a stranger
Someone out on the street
I write about myself
Because I am closer
I'm always getting closer
To what I think I know
Before it vaporizes
And it's me again
I think that it is
Most of the time
But I don't know who I am
I'm tired of finding out
I want the old me
The one I was calloused to
Where did I go
Change is not good
I'm searching for something
Anything familiar
But the ground can't be trusted
It won't hold me down
And neither will gravity
When will I catch up
To all my former parts
Tap them on the shoulder
Stop them to talk for a while
To remember old times
To hear them say
That I'm doing fine
Both here and there
But they are kites
And I can't fly
Not until I change again
And shed another skin
Forgetting all I knew
So I'll keep changing
Expiring and regenerating
I'll try to catch them
But every day
I'll lose a little more of me
And try to better understand
To better make
Today's stranger in the mirror
Be someone I am proud
To call myself