I loved you, I really did love you....

Its not that I wanted to kill her but I just had to, deep down inside of me there was this voice that just kept calling me names and telling me all these things that she had done. I really liked her, like really really liked her but she had to go and say all those things about me.¨ why did you have to go and say that stuff about me, why did you say it all behind my back after I trusted you with every piece and will in my body........but then you went and did it¨ .She was a nice girl, she had everything that a girl would want like a nice body and a nice family, the perfect boyfriend and the perfect everything but I couldn't just let her live any longer. It hurts me just as much as it had hurt you, well not as much because i´m not the one dismembered in box that is hidden underground with a dead animal laying on top of the grave for security purposes.When you were killed I thought about it for a bit and realized that if you buried and they brought the dogs out to come sniff for the body, they will find the location of the body so I considered every option available in keeping the body hidden. That night you invited me over to your house to spend the night, that was the night of your two year anniversary for you and your boyfriend and you chose to hang with all your friends and celebrate. I was the youngest of all the girls that were there and in my defense I was the one who had the most perfect crush on you, maybe more then the love you and your boyfriend shared. After everyone had fallen asleep I grabbed my bag and began to work. In the small compartment of my sleeping bad was a syringe with a needle attacked to the top but it was empty. After pulling the syringe from my bag I filled it with air and waited till it couldn't hold any more and walked over to where you slept, you looked so peaceful with your long blonde hair tied into a long fish tail braid with small pieces of hair sticking out of it from moving around against your pillow but you still looked beautiful. Your skin was beautifully touched by the suns graceful rays and not one tan line was present on your body and I was just go jealous of you. Your skin was soft like a newly born baby with not one flaw or imperfection, no roughness or any kind of bump present. With the needle, I moved to the base of your bed where your feet were and took a deep breathe before pushing the needle between your big toe and second toe, your body flinched but then you went back to being still and motionless then slowly I pushed on the end of the syringe and the air began moving into your body. Your body jerked a bit but then it just stopped moving because with what i have done, I have killed you with just one single action and I felt no mercy to my actions then without any hesitation I had grabbed your feet and pulled you from out of your bed making sure to keep it quiet and dragged you down stairs to the back yard. The back yard was where so many memories had been shared and created with each other as well as dreams and nightmares and I was there for all of them, which was the biggest mistake because i knew where you all buried lucky. Lucky was the worst dog in history but you still loved it no matter what. Its buried about ten feet from the house around where your mom planted all those flowers. We moved to the shed where your fathers power tools were and then that is when the real work had started. Grinding bones apart with a regular hand saw is the hardest thing in the world and there were just so much blood everywhere but the hammer that was near the door came in handy when I used it to break the bone in half. It was around two in the morning when your body had completely pulled to pieces and you turned into a lifeless pile of meat and bone parts. The shoe box full of nails was where i stuffed you and it took a bit but i finally got it. I made my way out of the shed and to the flower garden and began digging up the area around it till I found the dogs dead body and in you went, the box was pushed into the dogs stomach and then reburied the dog. Before the sun got up I ran upstairs and grabbed everything I had brought to the sleepover and ran from the house and luckily my brother was waiting outside for my pick up like we had arranged. Even tho there was a blood trail to the driveway, I still got in the van and we were gone into the wind.¨ I loved you with all my heart, you were the stars in the dark sky that guided me to help but now, you are nothing but don´t worry........ no one has to know what happened to you because I will be gone and every secret shared would lay in the air to never be told again.¨