Ugly Parts
Part of me wants to scare you.
It's a dark part of me,
and it's angry
you didn't listen the first time.
Part of me wants to terrify you -
To show you I wasn't joking:
You'll regret it then,
Walking all over what I needed
In favor of what you wished I wanted.
Oh, you're going to regret it
(I'm going to make you regret it).
I'm going to make you scream and cry
You're gunna beg me to stop
(It'll be too late to make me stop)
And maybe then you'll finally get it
But it won't matter
By then I'll be long gone
(And maybe you'll think it was all your fault)
You'll tell yourself you aren't to blame
I hope you find this, I want you to know:
When I begged you for help
You pretended not to hear the sound
And so maybe you didn't pull the trigger
But you sure as hell loaded the gun.