Wanton Agony

You realize I'm insane, right?

Even in my own mind

No matter how many times

I'm told I'm not

Then later told I am

I'm not the dream you made up

From seeing photos

& reading words I wrote...

I'm not that deep in person

Just another broken jackass

Fooling around thru life

Trying to act normal

Not drawing unwanted attention

I do not match the

False life I quietly create

Amongst reality's boredom

Between photos

& the empty gaps words leave

Sure, I'm an artist...

Love like one

Fuck like one

I'll ravage you

Explore every part of your skin

In grand detail

First with fingers slowly

Followed by tongue

That will revel in all the

Sexy noises I can make you make

And purposely drag it out

To wanton agony

Just to see how long you'll last

Or I can hold out...

Nobody has outlasted me

That first go around

I'll dehydrate you

Get you water

& come back for more

With a vengeance

To make you lust for me

On lonely nights

After it's all been

Said then done

Long since I quietly

Took my leave of

Everything to just

Walk away from

You refusing

A dedicated life

To a fruity

Lost

Artsy

Soul

Like

Me