Crossfade
down on the carpet roadways
moments edged just right; displeased,
but meaning poetry indescribably, harmlessly
to catch these sunlit flickers, cilia in the corners
of her eears, but grazes, villi disintegrated
haggard torturing,
my legs become dry
on the way dandruff flakes; like coarse synthetic,
fiberglass particles
‘sendmeandangel_Rightnow_riighhhtnowhow’
teeth biting chews pressurized together by
tongueing the whole gritty little shorts
vacantly swallowed,
pro-cessed up closer and closer
to eating the gorgeous little pieces
Yet barely squeezed
come out like the sun squints
and cinnamon scent of some grand lost memory
recovered in the eternity, graced
when the world leaves the planet,
occurs, holds, hyperventilating,
the first smooth thighs of a 90s girl
in the incredible whirling
solid hypnotic strobes of light
unbuttoning down where I was supposed to
look beyond.
The simple lies overcome
detrimental pinches of radii
enclosed soul twisted, turned twilight,
and by such stimulations
that radiated sinks into the way I can’t
send her into this place
where my heart endlessly compresses
in these sweet beams,
the way that girls’ eyes, alone,
bottom, and scarlet patches,
so young and so-ohh ugliness,
and imperfections
- before you world…..
turned over grunts in like ineffable suddenness.
Glance at thee lucrative luster,
Between that girl, wants
and --what wasted quiet focus, the contrast
language and that which stumbled out my head
in the easier rugged resurfacing
for a path to scrape, rub against
like pages every detail, wears her out
in charges reacting to them. Touch the switch.
to leave in the upstairs garrets
a power to just remove
the pencap; such required innovation,
capitulating Byzantines decoded past;
examples of success. Sicily. Syracuse.
Archemides. War machines destined
to repeat mythologies of downfalls unclear.
Harness the reconstructions written
in the sense of experimentation
with publications that made history
and Holy Shit! in one recorded, produced,
flood --and my hot heart
‘solonely!_solonely_!sooolonelaaayyy’
Defeat the same cancers
superfluous minds have created
and induced, the fallible apocryphal phthsis–
From amnesia and to calm frustration
of forgetting that
liveth with cameras, too much;
gross, fresh expectations
over the heart; a chronic stinging regurgitation,
reaches all sensations, with paranoia.
Mysteriously sour,
then compressed flares candelabra
these flows snuffed, like extinguished when
that raw just pinching rarefied irritations in various places
cross-fades the flinching heart afire,
in an uncanny emanating
layer upon layer coming undone
of prodigious irreplaceable wraps
being etched unapologetically, that unattainable
quality of cells burning off, much more than history,
and spectacular weaponry.