heavy burdens
driving in the car the lights flashing
the dark sky collide
the broken pieces of soul hid
underneath the smile
of a little boy
tight curls
encased sercets
chest heaved with thoughts
his staravation of food
throwen away at the age of 17
he reaches up with hands
inncocent and knocks on the door of hope haven a homeless shelter
but in gods eyes he murdered the cross
His name is Will
he buried his feelings
in the holy scriptures
he took a shovel
and threw his soul in there
he put on a mask and wore himself so good no one saw behind his cracks
his family felt so blessed to have such a happy little boy but a good christian
little boy who was going to grow up and be like his father a good pastor
preaching words of god .
Will one day crawled out of bed in the middle of the night
and went to church and got down on his knees and prayed so hard that his tears turned to blood and yelled god I can't do this anymore , I can't fight the fight ,
brother john the owner of the church comes up to him and says bear your heavy to god and only then will you feel free.
and will did he told god how he was gay and how he unconditional loved god because he gave him a home to reside in his scriptures.
driving in the car the lights flashing
the dark sky collide
the broken pieces of soul hid
underneath the smile
of a little boy
tight curls
encased sercets
chest heaved with thoughts
will opens his mouth and exclaims
dad and mom and places his hands on his parents hands
and says I'm Gay
his dad eyes boil with blood " because his son isn't a man "
his mom eyes soft with sadness because she won't "have any grandchildren of her own"
and they open their mouth dry and cracked with hatred and reply I am sorry son but you to have to leave this is unexpecatble you are digusting you are fithy you are a pussy , booty buster, you are the son of the devil, your really not gay its just a phase, I was too soft on you son wasn't I ,
his parents stabbing daggers in his heart god damn it he was already broken
he was just gay he was the same boy his name is still will all it has attached is an adjective to describe but to his parents he wasn't will he was a homosapien
he got his bags and walked to the homeless shelter with a gun in his pocket
and knocked on the door
and the door never opened
god rejected him
his parents did
so the next thing he did was deny his right to live
his life the way he wanted
he pushed the gun in his ear
and pulled the trigger
he already died.........