I love music. It's the only thing that has ever really made sense.

I hate sister. She spiteful, rude selfish and spoiled.

I love my daughter and both of my sons.

I hate my job.

I'm gonna fuck up if I go back to school.

I know in my bones that my family is fucked up. I'm not sure there is anyway to fix us. I wish I could end this cycle of poverty and lack of education. I just don't know what to do. No one is willing to change to make life better. I try and get no where. For every 2 steps forward I fall back 10.