“Goodbye”
I was naked and alone
Pills in my hand and tears in my eyes
A cold numbness invaded my flesh
"I would rather die than deal with this shit anymore"
Cramming as many as I could in my mouth
A few managed to spill on to the floor, rolling into darkness
I lay down on the bed, waiting
A burning sensation spread throughout my body
It started at my heart and then made it's way to my shoulders
Tears began to drip onto the pillow
Then, a great peace came over me
Time no longer existed
All was still
"Goodbye"
But I never fell asleep
I got dressed and went outside
I could feel the warm grass beneath my feet
And for the first time, I felt the warmth of the sun
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