I learned from you
no one forced me to say
You pulled me down
from my pedestal
Where I lived like a part of the celestial
Taught me how to be thankful in every single thing I have
Most importantly you taught me be humble.
To admit my mistakes
You broke my pride
One phrase is easier to utter
The other one is the hardest
It tastes bitter on my tongue
So this piece though you may never see
Here's my series of
I'm sorry and
My thank you
For the time you waited for me and I was late
For smiling at me when I finally arrived
for not calling you when I'd be late
For not asking why
For being childish sometimes
For teaching me how to be a child
For losing my temper from time to time
For teaching me how to control it.
I allowed the line between us to be crossed
For not berating me
I shouldn't done it
For not answering that Monday morning call
I did not stopped you from chasing your dreams even when you begged me to.
for pushing you away from me and towards your dream.
For your recklessness and hypocrisy that broke us.
For the happy memories
no I'm not sorry
Even our friendship couldn't be restored anymore
For the sound of each others muffled sobs
That silent night over the phone
I'm sorry it would probably stored in our memories
I couldn't look into your eyes anymore.
That our feelings did not changed after everything
for the way you look at me as if you're asking me to stay and not walk away
for walking away when all I want is to run to you and hug you close
I can't hurt my self anymore
I can see what we both want when we're together
That couldn't be anymore.