Without my other half

She died without knowing I love her.

I was finally ready to tell her how I felt. Hoping that I wasn't about to be rejected by the one person I love more than life itself. She died just as I was coming to realize what this feeling in the pit of my stomach, the ache in my heart all meant. I can't know right now if I will ever love again. It feels as though my other half has been ripped from me before we could even be connected. She was my best friend for so many years. I can't believe it took me this long to realize how I truly felt. Now I will always wonder if she felt the same about me. She was so pure of heart so kind to everyone. How can someone take away that kindness from this world. Her beautiful bright blue eyes, so full of emotion. Just gone. I will never know another soul with her beauty. I don't want to. I want to always remember her beautiful face, her giving heart, her kind nature. I don't want to forget how much I love her even if she died without knowing I do.