lost in the world
I didn't ask for this kind of future
Where smiles aren't free
and handshakes cost a boatload of cash!!
Sometimes I ask
Is God really there?
Is my faith too little?
Am I just over thinking stuff ?
Or am I just a delusional fool?
constantly seeking answers that are before my eyes?
or is my soul confused?
or am i too blind to see?
These kind of questions bug me more than an insect
Slowly clawing at my medulla
Torturing my conscience
stressing my soul
but I'm powerless
weak in mind, body and spirit
i wonder if there is a way to slow down time
to help me understand everything
for me to ingest everything slowly.
So I sit and wait
Drink and sleep
Eat and weep
everyday the cycle continues
but I see no change
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