Ellie’s Secret Desires

Number One

Tyler&Ellie

I had never been comfortable with men before, but somehow I had found myself opening up and trusting the one standing right in front of Me. As the movie had played on his hand would slid up my leg and back down, his fingers teasing me the entire time.

When I tried to push it farther and slid my hand up his leg or if I dared, under the band of his shorts, he would pull back and tell me to watch the movie and I would be left silently annoyed. Well now the movie was over and he was beckoning for me to come to him, he was standing a small distance away after shutting the TV off.

"Come here." He had said but I wanted to give him a small taste of what he had been doing to me all night, so I walked to him and then when he reached out for me, straight past him and into the bedroom. I turned to face Tyler and walked back slowly as I pulled my t-shirt over my head and retreated farther into the room; He wasted no time following after me and I couldn't help but smirk as he walked straight up to me.

One of his hands grabbed the back of my head as his other slid across my tank top and onto my back and he pulled me forward as he took a step closer and I welcomed the frenzied kiss and the feel of his mouth to mine.

My heart was beating against my chest hard as I gripped the hem of his shirt in my fists. I hesitated momentarily before pulling up slowly, Tyler took a step back and let my pull it over his head and without warning I pushed him back onto the bed.

I had never been bold like this before, but I wasn't about to let that stand in the way of the desires and want I felt for him right now, so lowered myself onto him, straddling his lap and returning my lips to his.

From this position I could already feel his erection growing between my thighs I wanted our clothes gone so I could really feel him. I groaned as I pressed against his lap and his fingers pinched lightly through my tank top and bra and I moaned against his lips, silently begging for him to keep going. I was desperate to finally feel his hands on my bare skin. I let my lips venture down his neck and I could feel his hands gripping tighter.

One of his hands moved and grabbed my ass before yanking me forward and he grunted as I groaned when it sent a jolt of pleasure to both our cores and I bit into the flesh of his neck. I wanted to rile him up a little bit, I wanted him to take my clothes off and take me now.

I lifted up my arms when he tugged at my tank tip and in the next instant my bra was off, as he looked at my bare chest, my naked bre asts I could see the lust nearly consuming him like it was me. I pressed mine to his and he leaned back on the bed which crushed her hands between them and shit time he gripped her hair.

I dug my nails into his chest as he and he bit my bottom lip, I dragged them down as much as I could and he used the grip he had to pull my head to the side and expose my neck. His mouth was far from gentle as he nipped at my skin; he gaged my reaction as he went down farther and I was having a hard time not losing my mind as he lightly bit the spot that I knew drove me insane, and now he did too.

His teeth sank into my flesh as he bite me fucking hard, I whimpered slightly but I didn't fight him as he then sucked on my neck and his tongue helped turn that pain pleasure. I was now shamelessly rocking against him now, his stiff erection was creating the friction that I craving until he rolled me onto my back, taking that away.

He stood up and I raised my hips when he grabbed the top of my shorts and he pulled them down my legs, I could see the sent in his shorts and I licked my lips as I scooted towards the center of the bed. He adjusted himself and my heart was beating even harder as he looked at me so damn lustfully it should be illegal, before slowly getting on the bed.

Slowly made everything seem so much more intense and suspenseful, I wanted now.

I parted my thighs as he moved closer to me and he settled himself between them; his bare chest to mine, stomach to stomach and I relished in the weight on top of me. I loved the feeling of a man on top, how his arms held himself up and how the weight almost felt crushing as his erection begged to be let free from the confines of his shorts.

He kissed me before his body slowly moved down and he made it clear what he was going to do next, my breasts, as well as the rest of my body, was begging for the attention as his mouth made its way to them.

My body arched on it's own as I offered myself up to him, his tongue made a little circle on my ni pples before his moth fully covered my brea st and he sucked as he cupped the other in his hand, his fingers toying with my nip ples.

I grabbed to his hair this time so he wouldn't stop and my hips pressed up against him before retreating, fueling my desire for him.

"Please don't stop, god yes." He gently bit me before his attention was pulled to my other brea st and he pressed against my hip to push me back down before sliding his hand between us. I was aware that he could feel just how badly I wanted him through my panties, he rubbed my cl it and my head was already spinning as he touched me.

"I want you inside of me." I was admittedly, a little shy when it came to sex. The past men I slept with weren't exactly great, nor were they into trying new things. My boldness, forwardness and dirty talk were now hidden away. His eyes looked right into mine as I watched and felt as he continued to suck on one brea st and then the other.

He pushed my panties aside and then slid his middle and ring finger all the way inside of me. His fingers curled against my walls and my hips jerks on their own accord.

It wasn't exactly what I meant when I told him I wanted him inside me, but I moaned as he fucked me instead with his fingers and I wasn't going to complained as he used them to pleasure me. I was dripping for him as he pushed harder and my hips rocked as I tried to get more from him until he pulled back suddenly; the sound I made in protest was embarrassingly similar to a needy whimper.

"You are so fucking sexy right now." He said before he gripped my panties and went to pull them down my thighs. He seemed to want me on my back, and I wanted him on his; so as soon as he pulled them off and tossed them aside, I pushed him there.

I pulled his shorts down and his erection sprang free and was begging to be touched; so unlike him, I took him into my mouth before I even fully got his shorts off and took him by surprised. As soon as I threw his shorts aside I grabbed the base of this erection and he pushed his hips up to his the back of my throat.

"Suck my co ck, oh fuck Ellie; suck it." I got pleasure from pleasing him as I hollowed my cheeks and sucked his co ck, just like he wanted me to. His hips pumped forwards and I looked up at him and he groaned watching her eagerly take him into my mouth, my hand the base; soft and thick.

The grunts of male satisfaction only fueled my desire to keep going, to want to make him feel as good as he had already made me feel so far. I wanted him to be pleased with me and by me.

"Ellie, stop," He told me but I didn't, I kept going until he grabbed me by my hair and pulled my off of him, it felt like he was about to rip it from my scalp "I said stop." He said in a demanding way I had never heard him from him before.

"Why?" I asked and he smirked, maybe he really didn't like it; maybe he didn't want me to keep going? The stupid insecurities were coming back until he spoke.

"No fucking way I come before you babe, and no fucking way will you out do me in oral; come here." He patted the bed beside him and I was slightly confused but moved anyway. His hand gripped my upper leg and pulled it to the side while he scooted between my thighs.

"Tyler." I wasn't really sure about this, but his fingers dug into the back of my thighs and he pulled me down to his face and his tongue instantly started its assault, I moaned but refused to move until he forcefully moved me himself.

"Don't be shy babe, ride my face." He seemed much better at the verbal than I was; those were the only words he spoke before moving his face back and sucking on my cl it.

Slowly, very slowly I started to relax and just shut my mind off so my body could react on its own. He didn't mind the extra weight I carried or my thick thighs that were currently on either side of his face as he drank me in. He wanted me naked and he showed no signs of not wanting what to be doing exactly what they were doing.

I let go of the discomfort with his position and my hips jerked as he sucked on my cl it once more before his tongue thrust inside of me.

I was surprised to hear his grunts, seemingly enjoying himself as I rocked against his face. I gripped his hair, needing something to pull as he drove me nearly fucking insane. Gone was the shy or timid woman, I pushed her away as I let myself fully enjoy what he was doing to me, something that I would have never admitted to always wanting to do.

I couldn't stop the moans and noises I was making even if I wanted to, everything about him overwhelmed me. The way his tongue felt, how his hands gripped onto my thighs to hold me to him, the cologne on his skin, the feeling of him touching me and god, the sight of him like that between my legs.

I couldn't help but look at him as my hips made sudden and jerky movements. I knew what was coming next because I could feel the burning start in my stomach and move through my body to consume me. It was a feeling I've only been able to give myself, but my body nearly gave out as my orgasm hit me.

"Tyler." My back arched and my thighs squeezed together before I slumped forward and held myself up with my arms, yelling for more as I rode through it.

I tried to pull away when he didn't stop, my body was so fucking sensitive but his hands were like death grips and he forced me to stay where I was.

"I'm not done with you yet, babe." He mumbled before he fucked me with his tongue and pushed my body impossibly higher and I remembered what he had said.

No wat was he going to let me outdo him on this.

His hand collided with my ass as I rode his face and I felt dizzy and all consumed as he stole another from me, something that I've never got to experience before; only then did he let me go. My legs were burning and I was out of breath as I lay shakily laid down beside him. The smirk on his face was wicked and sinful and I wanted everything it was promising. He wiped his face and my face flamed at just what was on there.

I think he enjoyed making me uncomfortable, he was so sure of himself and he liked that I was unnerved by him. He wanted me to be uncomfortable as much as he wanted me to be comfortable, if that made sense. He loved that he got me to blush with what he did and that he forced me to come twice.

I looked down to see him still painfully hard and I reached for his erection, I sucked to get him wet and let my hand casually slid up and then down. I didn't try to get him off because I'm pretty sure he wouldn't let me so I did it purely to cause him satisfaction.

His head fell back and eyes closed as I continued, his hand covered mine as he showed me just how he wanted it right now.

"Just like that Ellie, just like that." He slowed my strokes down and squeezed my hand a little tighter. I watched as his chest moved just that much faster, I saw his lips part as he enjoyed the feeling of what I was doing and he groaned continuously, almost too quiet to hear.

I watched his face as I squeezed and his hips rose as he grunted and I smirked when he opened his eyes. I leaned forward and kissed the tip before sucking the head into my mouth and his breath sounded like a hiss as he gritted his teeth and gripped to the sheets.

"Just like that?" I asked him and his next groan sounded so tortured

"You're going to make me come babe, I'd like to be inside you when that happens." He grabbed my hand and stopped it from moving and slowly I let go of him with my mouth and moved up.

I felt nervous all over again and he carefully watched my reaction, I had no plans of stopping, but now that we were at that moment I faltered a little bit.

I stared into his eyes for a minute and he never once looked away.

I leaned over him and I could see his eyes move down my body as I reached into the drawer where I saw the condoms the other day and pulled one out, setting it on the bedside table for convenience. I wasn't a stranger to sex, it was just the first time with someone was always a little awkward for me.

I was usually cautious because I liked things that a lot of men would and have deemed strange.

I scooted over when he moved for me to do so and he blanketed my body once again with his. I could taste myself on his lips as he kissed me and I wrapped my arms around him to hold him to me. I was choosing not to care what happened after this; I wanted him and tonight I would have him.

I threw any caution to the wind, I moved my head to the side and bit his neck again and he cursed as he pinned my wrists by my head.

"Do it again." He commanded and I bit down again and yelped when he bit me back but found myself tilting my head to the side and exposing my neck for him to do it once more. I could feel him pressing against my core, begging for entrance and I was dripping for him to fuck me and satisfy the ache that just wouldn't go away.

I craved him and the way he made me feel, I wanted him to take care of my every need and to fill his every desire, lust was clear on his face and I wanted to embrace it and give him everything he was willing to give me right now.

I wanted to please him, I wanted him to do things to me that I could never imagine actually speaking out loud; he brought out a side of me that I had long ago hidden.

"Now, I want you now." I would have reached for the condom but he hadn't let up on his grip and he didn't seem to be too patient anymore as he reached for it. I took it from his hands and ripped the package open and pushed him to his back to grip his erection and eagerly slid the condom down his length. I was ready to get on top and ride him until he forced himself on top of me. The tip was right there, so fucking close but he wouldn't just push forward.

"Do you want my co ck?" he asked, smirking; asshole.

"You know I do." I've wanted it for what felt like fucking forever now.

"Say it then." He pinned my wrists again when I went to grab his ass and pull him forward. "Such a bad fuc king girl." He told me and I groaned

"I want you to fuck me." I told him and he leaned down to suck my ni pple into his mouth, his teeth tugging before releasing it.

"That's not what I told you to say." I hated and loved that he wanted to play games, it made this situation incredibly frustrating but gave a certain thrill to it.

"I want your co ck inside me, right fucking now" I was willing to play if it got me what I wanted; him.

He pushed forward a little and gave me just the tip of what I wanted. When I tried to push my hips up, he pulled back. I pushed up with my hands and he gripped harder, holding me down more firmly. I struggled against him to see how far I could get and the answer to that; fu cking nowhere.

He was enjoying the fact that he out weighted me and was sure as hell taller; his muscle also didn't help the situation; or maybe it did in with my state of mind. I was trapped beneath him and I don't know if I've ever been so turned on before.

"Do what you want to me then, Tyler and make it good." If I just accepted that maybe this wasn't going to go the way that I wanted to, then maybe he would finally just fuc king give in and stop with this and just fu ck me.

That's all I wanted and I didn't give a damn how he did it; I didn't care if he was rough, hard, if he held me down or I was on top, just as long as he was inside me damn it and it was soon.

"Tell me something you want me to do to you and I'll fuck you right now, but only if it's good." He slowly sank into me, inch by blissful inch and I was nearly in fuc king heaven with the way he stretched me; that was short lived when he wouldn't fu cking move.

"Please." I begged

"Tell me what you like." He said and he moved back and then pushed in and stopped again.

"Anything, whatever you want to do or give, just please." He leaned forward and his teeth pulled on my earlobe

"How do you want it?" he whispered in my ear

"Rough and hard." Was how I really wanted it but I would take anything he wanted to give, if he wanted to bend me over this bed and fuck me that way, I wasn't going to complain.

"What else do you want? You have to tell me if you really want it Ellie." God damn him. He moved so damn slowly it was killing me. He knew I wanted it hard so he gave me the complete opposite. He wanted me to beg and tell him exactly what I wanted, but what I wanted was just for him to move.

Damn him for seeing past that though.

"You'll stop with this if I tell you one thing I really want, that I haven't told anyone?" This was way too much talking for sex. He seemed to like where this conversation was heading and he picked up his pace, I guess his way of saying yes.

"Mhmm." He agreed as he pushed harder. I went to wrap my legs around him and he shook his head "Keep them fucking open." I liked demanding, so I let them fall apart again for him to move as he pleased inside me.

He was driving me insane to the point where I would probably tell him anything he wanted to know if he asked.

"Yes, god yes." My back arched off the bed as his co ck his perfectly inside me and I struggled to keep my legs apart. My wrists were slightly numb as he used his weight to hold them down and I was ready to explode as he kept his relentless pace

"Tell me or I stop." He leaned closer to me, his eyes said he was serious and I was a little distracted as his lips became a breath from mine. I believed that he would stop and I was willing to do and say anything for him not to.

I tilted my head to the side and lifted my head slightly and he got the message, he leaned in closer and I first bit into the already red and slightly bruised flesh of his neck to maybe buy me some time, he bit me right back.

"I want you to choke me." I had only ever said those words one other time and it instantly killed the mood, he was away from me before I could even say 'or not' and I never saw or spoke to him again, and I believe freak was the word uttered as he walked out my door.

He pulled back suddenly to look at me and his expression told me that he was surprised, but not in a bad way. He moved my wrists over my head and held them both down with one of his before he wrapped his hand around my throat and he grabbed hard, but not too hard and pushed just enough.

I think he even enjoyed doing it as he got instantly rougher with me, his co ck filling me and nearly tearing me apart inside; I would have screamed if I had the oxygen to. I liked the feeling it gave me like it was almost the ultimate control. He had power to decide on how much I got to breathe, the basic need we all had.

He was the one who had the authority over my satisfaction and my life as he choked me so I could barely breathe, but that was exactly what I wanted.

All I could hear was the blood rushing too my head and my harsh breathing, I couldn't hear the headboard hitting the wall anymore or the sound of skin hitting skin, I could faintly make out his grunts as he fucked me until my eyes were rolling back.

His mouth covered my br east again and his teeth once more tugged on my ni pples and my body jerked and lost control under his. I gasped for air and struggled against him as I came fucking hard and Tyler never once moved his hand from my throat and his hand clutched slightly more as he found his release and filled the barrier separating up.

Only after he finished did he let go of me and I gasped for air as little dots entered my vision. He rolled and lay panting on the bed beside me and I looked over to see him pull the condom off, tie it and toss it in the trash before he looked over at me.

He looked at my neck as I choked to breathe and I could only think about how god damn hot it was that he did that to me, I had never came so hard in my life.

"Didn't expect that." He smirked and I couldn't help the little laugh that came out and I nodded a little.

"Yeah." That was probably the better of the things I could have asked him to do to me.

"Don't worry, next time I'll tie you up so my hands can have a little more freedom." My head turned to his like a magnate as he said that, he grinned at me, god I could get used to that.

"And what else could you do to me Tyler? Do tell." I rolled onto my side to look at him and he gave absolutely nothing away.

"Guess you'll just have to find out." One sentence, seven words, infinite possibilities; and I wanted to discover every one of them.

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