Borderline Personality Disorder

I don't know what to give you this year

and if I try something from the heart, you'll hate it

it's like I'm dealing with two people

a Jekyll and Hyde

and I don't know how to react

to those outbursts or raised hands

that send me sobbing in panic attacks.

...

Let's just say

things were different

how they were two Christmas's ago

maybe six years in the past

I'd know what you want

and we'd be okay.

...

But you kinda forced me out the house today

and told me to do something stupid

and to never come back here

and you know what's funny?

That stupid thing would have been the best Father's Day gift

what you've always wanted

me gone forever

even if it means me scattered in pieces on the road somewhere.

...

Oh yeah,

let's not forget

you made mom think I'm crazy

thanks.