Start Again
Another day, another plan
Cancelled once again
The days pass by this way,
I don't know
Where they go
Walking in my sleep
Never going too deep
Caught between too many thoughts and
I can't pin them down
I've been around
And round again
It's always so frustrating
pulled so many ways, but
Nothing's changed,
I rearrange my lists
Trying to make them fit
with where and when
Just waiting for the right time
To start again
And so I say I aim to try
to recalibrate my mind,
Find my way
Back to the start
Where the road did part
It's partially excuse and
Partially the truth
Who can know the line dividing sloth from
Deep intent?
I try again
But what's to show -
I know that it's frustrating
coming home to find that
Nothing's changed,
I've rearranged the way
I see the world,
it's no small thing
Just waiting for the right time
To start again
So maybe I should take a small detour
On a road where no one goes
They say the path untaken
is the one where I should be
But then again, who really knows?
For Robert Frost, they say
was misinterpreted so many ways
And I don't want to be misunderstood -
Despite my best intentions
I'm exactly where I am
Trying to sort the forest from the wood
But finding my way back
is not an easy task
Molehills making mountainous terrain
So I'll stand here in the moment
Breathing out of all that's past -
Waiting for the right time
To start again