Damn...
School,
Youth,
Adulthood
I’m doomed…
Work once you’ve graduated
Never mind if you hate it
Forget the bullies
Just get through it
Life isn’t a pretty garden
Good grades mean good life
If you mess around
You’ll burn through the fire
Outside is a jungle
All filled with adults
Who doesn’t care
They’re all like bears
Hungry for that honey
They step on the weak
It’s a bottomless pit
All for that money
I hate this system
I hate it all
And this is my weakness
I’m becoming small
Everybody’s like:
Work for this,
Work for that
You’re the first-born baby
Go and work up your ass
Get your mom a house
Buy your siblings a doll house
I’m sick of this shit
This is my own life
No, I’m not a rebellious bitch
I just want a fun life
Where I could smile,
I could try
To be who I am
And what I am
And where I am
Or who I’m with
Don’t define my own self
I’m tryin to be me
What’s the issue?
Why they keep on stopping me?
Am I wrong?
Am I stupid?
For trying to think differently
Is it a crime?
Are my rhymes,
All about whining like a child?
I’m done
I’m so done
Society hates me
I’m free
Only when I’m asleep.
Yet I always wake up
In this tragedy
Called “Reality”
Alright mom, I’m going
I’m five minutes late
To school
Here I am
Again,
I’m dying
I don’t think I still want to live…