fountains

is it internal youth or eternal youth?

i'm already too old inside, bogged down by responsibilities i never wanted, horrors of living for an extended period of time.

i've never wanted to live forever

i've never wanted to live as long as i have currently

i don't want to outlive those i love, althought i know i will have to

i would drink a fountain of knowledge

of love

of peace

of happiness

that's what i need abundance of

that's what i want overflowing