[Crave]

i hated you

but i loved you.

you made me the person

i am today.

you hurted me

but i hurted you too.

i never wanted to admit my wrongs

just like you never wanted to admit your deceitfulness.

you made me stronger.

i wanted to die because of my love for you

that was torn between hatred and passion;

and you wanted to kill me one more time

because i wouldn't let you go.

i was lost, i was weak, i was alone.

but in this loneliness,

i learned that what seems to be the end is no the end.

i learned that i was stronger than what you made me believe.

i learned that i could love again and be happy,

even if you were not the one by my side.

i no longer need to remember the sound of your voice to fell asleep.

i no longer need your touch on my skin to feel reassured.

i no longer need my delusions of you to keep myself together.

.......

i no longer crave your presence because i am finally happy and in love.