I wish

I wish that one day I will no longer shake and cry at change

I wish that one day I will finally understand my own mind

I wish that one day I won’t worry about so many “what ifs”

I wish that one day I can smile and truly be happy

I wish that one day I can look at someone and see the good in them

I wish that one day I can look at a room and not see the exit and think the worst

I wish that one day my mind won’t go off track every other thought

I wish that one day I can understand that people actually like me

I wish that one day I can understand that I am not disliked by all

I wish that one day I can understand that I am loved and cared for

I wish that one day I can enjoy my mind, rather than be afraid

I wish that one day my mind will no longer be a confounding puzzle