I’m Not Sober (cover to the song Sober by Demi Lovato)
i’m not going to excuse myself for all of my goodbyes
don’t call me anymore even when you’re dying inside
leave me and my shakes alone
even when my cold sweats won’t disappear
plase just leave me alone i don't want to reappear
you don’t know why i do it every time
even when i am not lonely
all the time i cave in i don’t even fight,
i don’t want to try why should i even bother trying
why do you care that i’m lonely?
mama i’m not sorry i’m not sober anymore
and daddy please just ignore the drinks spilled on the floor
to the ones who never left me what are you waiting for
i’m not sorry i’m not sober all the time
screw you my future love for the man that left my bed
i made love to him better than i do to you in my head
i’m not sorry to the fans i lost, you finally realized
don’t make me your role model, i’m a messed up human
i’m not sorry that i’m here again
and that you think i need help
screw you and your intentions
sorry to yourself.