Awkward

I show up at his door.

I’m wearing something that

Makes me feel a little

Ridiculous

But...

It was snowing, ok.

I wore a puffy coat

high heels

And tight jeans.

I’m feeling it.

My diamonds

Twinkle

Making me look like

A rich bitch

It’s more than enough

To get his attention

I think

As I take another drink

Of the wine

In my sippy

Cup

Not a cup

No

A water bottle

They call it

I ring the doorbell again

The lights come on

Oh shit

I hope he wasn’t asleep

How awkward

It’s the holidays

I forgot

Oh fuck

Forget it

He’s married

And I shouldn’t be doing this.