Heaven & Hell

Late night reminisce.

Been staring into the dark.

Filtering through all the things I miss.

We don’t talk.

Not much reason to.

That door slammed shut.

Things haven’t changed much.

Always on my mind.

A love hard to find.

I wonder how you’ve been.

Too afraid to reach out.

Refuse to with no goal in mind.

Started as a dream,

Ended as an afterthought.

While admirable at first,

It was a battle foolishly fought.

False hope,

Intertwined with naive delusion.

We were pages left unmarked,

Defined by our confusion.

Paths carved as one,

Only to part ways.

Feelings clear to some,

Yet obvious to none.

We had it too good.

It’s my fault for trusting.

We had it too good.

Got caught up in lusting.

We had it too good.

Been a constant struggle adjusting.

You continued on with everything,

Like nothing ever changed.

You left my world in ruin,

And nothing’s ever been the same.

Maybe a fact gone unnoticed.

But how does it feel,

Knowing you were my heaven,

But left me in my hell?

You were my heaven,

But left me in hell.