I Won’t Hurt You
"I won't hurt you," he said.
"Just let me kiss you," he said.
Feeling depressed and nothing;
he took advantage of me.
I only did what I thought was right,
I did't owe him,
I didn't - NO!
He pulled me closer so fast, said I "wouldn't even feel a thing."
Paralyzed in my whole body,
I couldn't even blink.
And, oh, the thoughts in my mind -
They wouldn't even form.
I felt like a tortoise being tossed into the shore.
He looked over at me...
Could tell I couldn't breathe...
He just watched me leave...
It didn't mean anything...
Floozy, tramp, slut, whore -
What did I even come here for?
He pulled me closer so fast, said I "wouldn't even feel a thing."
Paralyzed in my whole body,
I couldn't even blink.
And, oh, the thoughts in my mind -
They wouldn't even form.
I felt like a tortoise being tossed into the shore.
Seeing my friends see me...
was worse than being me.
They knew before I did.
"I think he raped me," I said.
They couldn't believe it at all.
"Maybe it's no one's fault."
But I told them,
"He pulled me closer so fast, said I 'wouldn't even feel a thing.'
Paralyzed in my whole body,
I couldn't even blink.
And, oh, the thoughts in my mind -
They wouldn't even form.
I felt like a tortoise being tossed into the shore."
"Come and meet him outside."
I said, "No."
I go and meet him outside,
He doesn't go away.
It doesn't go away.
It doesn't go -
I moved onto the rooftop and felt myself look around.
One foot through the fence and I'll be lying on the ground.
I could die on the ground...
I won't die on the ground...